Nothing much really happened today.. was reading a blog from someone i do not know. it wrote "gained your trust and came into your world but i left jus as abruptly and hurt you where you felt the safest".. I feel so sad to look at this message from someone to someone (the English is so good). It was someone's blog that i felt love, sweetness, hatred, lies and bitterness. I really hope to be love by someone again and so i can share everything with that special someone. (but somehow, i stopped looking or rather choose to stay single - scared the hurt and pain that i have to go through again!!!).
Is a long time since i last felt love, even family love is sometime i guess i do not have. I never feel happy, was just forcing a smile on my face everyday. (that how i survive). Working working and working is what i do to forget the pain sometime. I guess somehow i need peace, somehow i need some quietness. (that is also why i choose to stay at border nowadays to read any novel that interest me).
Today was the 4th Show Commitee meeting and finally the flash video that i have done is cleared by boss and comdr. Feel quite happy thou. but tomorrow meeting should be a long one. A long long meeting. After the meeting, i went off with MANU for some supper at RP - PRATA along yio chu kang road ( strange - why ain't we eating PRATA off jalan kayu road which is SUPER near our camp haha). Soon after i reach home around 11pm, i was talking to rachel, meiyan and miss wong on msn then went for jog and came back around 12 midnight.. HEalthy lifestyle !!! I want a hug now? anyone? hai ...
Learnt 1 new word today -
RAncourousness - Quality of state of feeling bitter
This words was learn when me and thana feel too bored to listen to what we should listen.. i.e. Play a fool during the meeting la SIMPLE haha.. Thana remember ya - don't stick on to your gf too much ya.. if not the consequences will be drastic in the future. Forget to intro. Thana is one of my best friend from the army, an officer from infantry and the security officer of our camp. But now, i am higher rank than him hahahah.... like manu always say "KNOCK IT DOWN" haa.. sorry sorry.. guess i am too tired le.. gg to sleep now le.. nite everyone.
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