When a girl..

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

hmm...

I wonder what happeneed... i was back from bintan with my uni fren and once i reach the ferry terminal, my mum called me and say my grandfather pass away. lots of things happened this few days... hai. i was at the wake this few days.. some things really surprised me. lol. there is abt 200 people or more at the wake. they lay about 40-50 tables under 2 blocks. lots of ppl. some small little gangsters, some big gangsters etc etc.. lol.. like filming wu jian dao. lol.. However, there are also "uninteresting part" - or the irritating part - all of them ask me if i have gf here gf there. and they really make me think of a girl. the last girl that i am close with - the one that gave me the name elmore and the girl that left me the nicest memories. hmm.. wondering who is it? lol.. i will never say - coz is the past lol... is time to start studying and score well... careers first, girls later. lol

If you live each day as thou is your last, one day, you will certainly be right!!!

to give and share

It's best to start the discipline of generosity when the amounts are small. It's easy to give ten cents out of a dollar; it's a little harder to give a hundred thousand out of a million.
Giving is better than receiving because giving starts the receiving process.
Nothing teaches character better than generosity.
Here's what is exciting about sharing ideas with others: If you share a new idea with ten people, they get to hear it once and you get to hear it ten times.
Sharing makes you bigger than you are. The more you pour out, the more life will be able to pour in.
Somebody says, "Well, I can't be concerned about other people. About the best I can do is to take care of myself." Well, then you will always be poor.
What you give becomes an investment that will return to you multiplied at some point in the future.
When somebody shares, everybody wins.
The amount you give isn't important. What matters is what that amount represents in terms of your life.
Only by giving are you able to receive more than you already have.



-------- the top paragraph is so true.. so CHRISTMAS IS COMING... EVERYONE MUST REMEMBER MY PRESENT OKIE>....

SMILE

Why?

why is it that everytime i visit her dark web blog makes me feel uneasy.. at the sametime filled with misses. hai

When is my turn !! lol

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don’t want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away...I'd die...

The day at the hotel.. loioolll FULLLL

Guess what is this Black thing... lollll..... IS CLAYFISH.. damn nice la... cannot resist the temptation to eat more... and guess after - my tummy also burst out.. heee

This durian paste is soo nice.. not very sweet but very nice.. perfect D24 durian...

Can u see the amount of things i ate... hmm. a dozen clayfish, a dozen lobster, a dozen of everything lolll.....
And that is my mummy.... lolll.....

that is the picture from the merchant court ellenbrough marketplace... very nice. go try out....

Hmm... who should i talk about today? hmm....... maybe rachel and mummy limin?

lol.... oki dokie....

rachel SHI..... loll My tennis buddy. went training with me one. lol how do i know this person.. lol..... hmm through IRC 10 years back.. lol... juz kididng.. not so long ba.. but i htink got 7 years. lol... the irc craze.. u can never imagine that right... i actually meet her outside for tennis.. and so when 2 persons who are crazy come together - everything else went crazy lol.... siao la... let me say something abt my buddy.. character wise - outgoing blar blar blar... lol.. she is damn outgoing but sometime ppl say she damn fierce - actually yes also loll... Hope buddy promote soon - then can treat me k

Mummy Limin - heee omg.. i know her like 7 years too... lol.... hmm she is my ex gf best fren.. lol.... know her during jc days ba... lol... a long long time ago.. unbelieveable and it was only recently that i keep kajiaoing her.. lol... she is one of the nicest girls i know i guess... lol.. don't seem to get angry one.. one of the best temper girl.. (she will always say - i will also be stubborn also) MISS U SO MUCH loolll...

SUPER FULL

lol... introduce MERCHANT COURT buffet... lol... forget what the name... i think is ellenbrough marketplace... quite expensive, however is worth it.. ate a dozen of oxysters, a dozen of scallops, shark fins, crab, LOBSTERS (i ate more than 10) lol... sound like hungry ghost right. lhee i guess i am one too...hmm i can still feel the stomach now, the feeling of the tummy meat cramping together when u are sitting down. hmm...

Who should i talk about today? Huiying, derre and nicole? hmmmmm... lol okie i shall talk about them. lol

Huiying. i know her for like 3 months lol.. and she is a very very good fren now. Part of serangoon holding ltd and a very guai girl lol.. (thou i everyday kao pei her) lol... know her through the orientation first day coz after that i pon the whole orientation week due to important business for the country, the national DAy. her first impression to me is responsible. Someone who won't pangseh ppl when promise (even thou she pangseh me and WJ once - i was so sad la.. - i was telling WJ that she wun pangseh us one lo ) lollll..... In any case, among the 3 girls, i believe she is the most hardworking ba. GAMBATTE.. lol... and also - thank for the CERTIFICATE. *ANGRY

Derre..... don't really know her well ba.. but i everytime kajiao her also lol.. she always keep quiet or stare at ppl with her deadly eyes. AND the best part about her is - she plays soccer. lol... She very fierce one.. be careful.. Heard from ppl she is very smart one lol.. SPECIAL STREAM ONE lo... don't play play lo....

NICOLE ..... my darling lolllll...... oo this gal ah... SUPER FIERCE LO.... everytime black face one. then talk to her like talk to the wall like that... one group walk togheter she can ended up walking 10m in front one lol... nonetheless, she is a nice girl ba. lol. ( must say something nice - if not she comes and kill me ) lol... oo ya - she has one thing in common, she is going to be lifeguard soon lol... people who know me well shouild know i am a lifeguard too ba.. lol... in any case, good luck for yr swimming test soon ba... lol.........

Brother Kenny, Gene and long

hmmm....... who should i start with first? lol.... How about my brother eugene and kenny.

Kenny... loll.... let me see, i know him for like 14 years i guess... lol... sooo long liao. the only guy among the 3 of us to be overseas studying... hmmm and the richest among the 3 of us too.. lol... we grow up together sia. fight together, study not together (we go home to study lol) blar blar blar. and of coz garden supper too.. the ultimate prata. anyway, kenny is the thoughtful one among the 3 of us. the thoughtful guy who don't failed to off his charm in front of gals.. lol.. he knows a lot of gals one, but too bad he has a gf already. someone i know too... i can't imagine he actually come to my place to ask for advice on how to chase her... lol.. so funny. come to think about it, eugene also do the same thing - to my house for advice. lol... Now yr bro here need all the advice and intro liao... Both of you better help. lol...

Eugene - another one who i know for 14 years too... and guess what !! he has the same surname and name as my real brother. Eugene tan. lol..... He is the lucky one - always lucky. he is also branded as the math king during our secondary school time. So you can imagine how good is his math lah.. lol. and maybe that explained why he is studying accounting now!! lol... Let me find a word that describe him!!! hmm... quite hard to think of one now.. coz i can only think about bad words.. lol............ lazy etc etc.. lol... and ya... be good to amy ya. lol... and if amy see this... YOU BETTER REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISE ME...... deposit also collect liao. lol

Next, long - lol... another lazy one... that when he is playing game - you can never get him to move... he is simply STUCK on the chair la.. lol... eugene and me realise that whenever we ask him out for prata. lol hmm.. ooo ooo he is the commando that i know.. damn fit one sia. a very fast swimmer too... hmm... nevertheless, he is one good fren that go all out fo r you if he promise you something. lol. what are frens for !! lol

Who will be next!!! let me see !!!! maybe derre, huiying and NICOLE!!!! lol

The story

From now onwards... i will write about the friend around me.. >lol... about my impression of them etc. lol

tune in to elmoeheaven... lol... Everyone will be involved...... tennis, best frens, un best fren, etc... lol

Pictures first , story later

Is just Another day.... a SUNDAY

hi everyone, is a long time since i last blog i guess. hmm.. to busy with everything. Math test, marketing project and financial accounting project. Who can volunteered to help me? Marketing project is a let down. a sad story. hai. but in any case, i have to shout this one out.=> MATH TEST IS damn hard. hai.....

hai nvm. nothing to look forward to but bintan trip i guess. next week have another cs1101 test. programming test. i should not sigh anymore. Should just kick my backside and stand up and start moving like a mouse... lol...... i miss my times in army. in secondary school where i just study and go home and fight with all my brothers... now, even a swimming i have to think twice, wheather to forgo the time and swim or just do my hw. hai.... i miss my blanket. (nicole will understand what i mean - IS MY BLANKET)... lol...

oo ya... nicole, huiying, derre, Wj and me is another gang. lol.... with HY, WJ and me as the Serangooner gang.. lol.....
Went serangoon garden yesterday with dave, WJ and Hy yesterday. lol to happy daze... when MANU was playing againg Middlebrough i think... lol 4-1.. CONGRAT MANU.. 4-1 - 2 goals from teves. anyway, is just a chill out yesterday. in any case, i really think WJ and HY looks quite compatible. hmmm.. Shh.. if not she don't fren me liao...

3 days of SALES RUSH

lol..... this few days were a super busy one. lol nv expected that also. ANd you will never imagine our handsome lecturer GIVES US A SODUKU PROGRAMS TO PROGRAM .. he thinks we are gods .. .... Damn is a beautiful week full of works i guess. programming, marketing and financial accounting...

ooo - Eileen thank a lot... give u a kiss MUCKZZZZ... lol thank for the vouchers. Your birthday cards is SUPER NICE.. lol... I still remember about 5 years ago you make me one too!! that one is the nicest card i ever receive. hee... at least i can sense yr sincerity. really thank a lot eileen.

This 3 days was a crazy one. Me, kah hui(a GUY), jianhong and wenjie went for shopping for 3 consecutive days... Ops, only me and jianhong gg to the last day.. the rest die liao lol.. Fittest will survive and we will see that tmr lol.

My prizes for the past 2 days is a big one... one bag, 2 shoes ( one for dad ), one belts and one shirts. NICE NICE... ALL FROM RAOUL... i shall take some photos and let u all see soon. will update soon.... gg for supper first lol.

Gene birthday 14 oct

haa... is gene's birthday soon.. 14 of oct.. haa

we went to friends the wine place for a drink. With surprisingly people - nick and long haa.... Serangoon garden, the place me, gene, ken and long grow up haa... food we always eat. place we always hang out. I miss serangoon garden. Is quite crowded! lots of people and kids hanging out that SMokin (Stupid), hopefully they will soon realise waht they are doing. In any case, we drank one whole bottle of pinot noir haha. A kind of red wine. hee.. we will there drinking till 12 midnight haa... at the same time playing some cards in the middle of no where. The service is not bad thou the girl is a bit fierce, the live band sucks. lol.....

In any cases. why do i almost cry? credit from the movie "secret". Thou the show have some contradicting issues but overall i will give them ****** stars.. the plot is totally unpredictable. the girl is so cute. when she says this is a secret. lol. with the he o lo sound. the twisting plot is the best - when she discovers the lyrics etc. haa...... i think i am gg to get a piano and train le. haa...

Sian hor. new hobbies now!!! all thank to huiying...... i am going to collect all the different brand of poloT shirt. haa... fred perry, tommy, polo ralph haha

I feel like crying

this time, i really feel like crying. or rather i cry.

reason. is a stupid one.


watching the show secret starring jay chou. i feel so lonely after the show.

BIRDDAY POsting

is my birthday... !!!! heeeee didn't do anything today ba. everythin went as per normal with wishes from everyone in the morning. haaa.... here a list of everyone who wishes me..

Those with hearts!!! haaa

Kenny, Junlong,Mummy limin,Rachel buddy,Theresa,Jacelyn,ZhengKang,Bao Chan,Esmond,Shi Chuan,Eileen,Adeline,Kangli,Sixian ,Jana, johnny, alvin on my facebook etc etc... hahahaha and my usual bunch of friend - adam, reuben, hong pang, wen jie, jian hong, steffi , shuhui

-- AMENDMENT - Sorry sorry meiyan!!!!!! for forgetting haa... u wish me on msn ma.. haha nt HP haha

Thank you everyone!!! just another year older. heee

Didn't went out today, instead i went library and study haa. went home abt 4.30 and reach abt 6. and guess what - my mother brought me 2 eggs - those birthday boy must eat red/pink eggs and vermecilli - just that only eggs ba.. haa. then i have a very filling dinner which includes Chilli crabs and butter prawn. haa....SUPER FULL LA.

soon later - nothing much le ba - went to the prata shop with gene and long for coffee and that it - my birthday ended. haa... Mummy li lim - u owe me 10 treats ya and a **** haaa......lol... bao chan also haa...

No pictures was taken ba - reasons? after 21 , there is no need to celebrate any birdday lo!

LIBRIAN

LIBRA - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. High appeal. Has the lastword. Hard to find, good to keep. Funto be around. Extremely weird but in agood way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or shewants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet.

haha
this is to all my libra brothers and sister. hahaha... have a lot ba... kenny, gene, mabel, rachel... hahaha...

wooo extreme hard to find sia.. (doing some self advertisement) hahaa..... always get what i want? a bit wrong lehz...

The letter!!!

haha this is the letter me and eugene send to kenny for his birthday - What inside? haha... something stupid me and gene think of ... hahah

the letter is full of stamps haa.... REasons? partly just for fun. hee another reason is - we just use the stamp we have as the stupid stamps things doesn't give back changes? - so they just give us more stamps? stupid.

A boring Friday

was thinking of what to right today...

should update my wishlist now!!! heee i got my phone , an o2 atom pure and a printer. haaa... but somehow i feel i should get a apple iphone. hee.. Mhhhmmmmm..........

wish list
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1) A car
2) lots and lots of shirts and jeans maybe - waiting for christmas for this - coz of the discounts hee.... who want to book me for shopping? hahaa....
3) A watch maybe - my favourite nautica and 10 years down the road - a tag heuer hee!!

there is nothing to buy already!!! so sad right... should spend on my money on the 2 I. investments and insurances!! to prepare for the future. or on shares? maybe ? hee just buy and leave it there. haaa....

Mhh..... lots of things happened to my buddy this day. hai... so sad for her and the guy is so stupid la. leave the details thou.

Went out with my family to bishan junction 8 today hee. bought a jean at F men and finally my TOE socks.. so cute - the toe areas of the socks come in different color.. will take a picture and you guys soon... guess lots of people will buy it soon!!! is a marketable item.. hee.. Love it.

Where are u ?

Eileen.... haaa where are u? so long never talk to u le... how is work? haa

RAtaaaaaTOLilllteeee

Rachel buddy!!!!! hee... soon soon. k haa.... Good luck for tomorrow. You know what i am talking about. Heee!!! spare you the details here.

Anyway... Finally * was actually crying * finally - i catch my RATA SHOW.... So damn nice la... haaa.... was watching with mummy limin. haa... soo nice the show. so funny etc etc... undescribable. (not any word can describe it... Shit - undescri/... is a word.. so that is a wrong statement to make - pardon me for my logic haa... learn it from nus module haa.) stuood.. anyway, was out with mummy limin - hee went for dinner at swensen walk around then watch the movie haha.. nothing much... i just love the movie la.. haa... Seriously... it isn't just like any other show. maybe is because rat is in my blood - haa.. I AM BORN IN THE YEAR OF A RAT!!!! haa... stupid comparison.

heee... enough of this rata story.. have to study soon le. if not will die le... * wondering if kangli still going swimming tmr- he did not message me... haa... ooooo i miss being a rat. Shit - too engrossed... that all for now - need to bath lo.. and some exercise after my errr sooo call damn full supper - PRATA.. haha..

o ya- i got the first 2 things on my wish list. hee... the printer and the phone haha... the printer is a good deal sia - only $99 - is damn cheap for a laser printer. is only monochrome - maybe that explain it... as for the phone - i have no choice but to buy one haha enough of ppl complaining my phone cannot get through etc etc.. this time NEVER - unless i am in the lecture hall heee. oopss.. i got an o2 atom pure limited edition - is once again a PDA phone - but this one for sure is far more stable than the o2 stealth... and the best part is - IT IS WHITE IN COLOUR!!!! hahahaha Muck... love it.. my favourite colour of all - is the colour that represents all. the power of white.

Kenny brother birthday is over - and now - next on the list ------- is "" haa.. don't want to list on here. the serangoon garden code of botherhood haa... - there is only 3 persons in this clan haa... hahaha.... i htink i crazy le!! i go pray now!!

this one big right !!!! haaa

HAOPPY BIORTOHDAY TO MY BROTHERSsssss

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY..
THIS POST IS

JUST FOR U

This post is just for my brother kenny...... the one i know for like 15 years of my life. My brothers when i am down, my brothers we are happy etc etc. WE almost grow up together - finding gf, flirting with girls etc etc. spare the details. haaa. something is not suppose to be post RIght Here!!! haha is a no no. Soon it will be eugene birthday too. haa. Both of them have gf le so don't need me le haa. Come to think about it, i am the only one lonely one for now!!! ARgghhh... Kenny brother, hope everything will be fine for u. And happy birthday on 25 September 07. Don't bring ken junior back so soon la. haaa....... Ops!!! shouldn't announce it. Juz kidding... anyway - me and gene waiting for you for some prata again!!! come back quick haha... and also - keep u updated for things happening at the village - there is a THAI RESTURANT in serangoon now. by the time u come back, we will go for some wine....... at the friends. haa....

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A bit for what i am doing now!!! heee sorry kenny, should have say Half a post. hahaa... anyway, i have finally finish reading my favourite books for now "Harry potter and the half blooded prince" - IS DAMN NICE. i didn't expected Professor dumblerom (forget how to spell le) to die. In the spell of AVADA blar blar blar.. hahah damn nice. Ops - too much advertisement for the book. haha...anyway, is recess week this week haa..so finally am able to relax a bit - but at the same time doing a bit of work here and there ba. been officially slacking for 18 hours now!!!! i actually counted it. ooo - how am i gg to plan my week. haa... i am not gg to go school - that is for sure. tired ... hahaha...... Might be gg coffee bean to do some work etc etc. a movie is not to be miss this week - i will personally look into this.. hahaa...... Who will accompany me next Tuesday? hai. maybe ended up no one !! SOb Sob. how i wish i have someone with me next tuesday.

Wish list !!!!!!!!!!!!

- I am gg to get a phone soon hahaa

- Laser printer (for my daily excessive printing)

- a car (might be soon i guess)

- my love... haaaa

The time!!

remember, everywhere is the same, the one making the difference and create happiness is yourself..

Someone send me this!!! better not release who is he.. coz he is quite famous.. hahahaha i called him MAFIA.. anyway... life is just as bored as ever i guess.

Have like 7 homeworks on the way and guess what, i be heading to heaven soon. haha.... sane!!!! with an 'in' in front. hahah Stupid... hahaha know a few people the past week. from marketing subject pool, a very nice lady. from living with mathematic - someone call evelyn.. from programming - call mabel etc etc.. hahaha...

haha.. Receive a message yesterday and guess what - the RP from seletar camp invite me for a bbq at east coast. but i guess i have totally no mood for that. *Hope they are happy with their bbq ba.

ever since i am in nus - i feel as if there is no one to confide my trouble to. Sob... hai..

is time to countdown soon.... hahahaha 17 more days.. heee people who know me well enough will know what this date means.. hahaa.... just for fun!!!

why? i need a hug seriously!!!

i am super duper tired of my own life... no cca no nothing, feeling damn bored with my life...

Here a summary of my life.
1) sleep at 3-4am
2) wake up at about 7 - something 5.30
3) only leisure seen to be looking at my brother playing game
4) once in a while go jogging and swimming
5) NOTHING ELSE other than eating

hai.. sad life right? hai......... what should i write? hai like rachel always say - "I NEED A TRIP OVERSEAS"

life goes on as i force a smile on my face everyday. I need a hug. a big big hug.

There is nothing motivating me in school . Guess i just have to find anything and be contended with everything - which is hard!ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

(*SHOUTING OUT LOUD)

Busy Busy Busy..

1 bottle of coffee on my table.
2 Computers both on.
3 hw awaiting for me to clear.
4 am. and i am writing this blog.

hahaa... nice nice.. Anyway guys and gals who visit my blog. Sorry sorry for the "undated" updated. haa...something must be wrong with me at this creepy hour.

Anyway, been busy in school.. with so much to do now. week 4 and my project is awaiting, with test next monday. i wonder what to do now. My lectures' lecturer is so scary. Most of us don't even understand what they are talking. hai. Most of you will understand what i mean. I still prefer poly teacher. hai...

Friend wise. Alright ba!!! Have always been with my poly mates. Know a bit here and there thou. hopefully life is not as boring anymore. In any case, a quick update with my love life too - haa!!! one word - NOTHING!!

Anyway. here a message to kenny. HEY!! i need somethign from you... you home address in australia. Please reply me asap.... Send me a email if possible. Thank bro. Don't ask me why..

Busy Busy

i was listening to this song "I'd be surprisingly good for you".. feel a bit sad now.. hai hai...


busy week so i have to keep it short and sweet. haha... BUSY! short enough?

Something to Ponder About ???

In a certain village there is a certain barber who shaves all those villagers who do no shave themselves. Does the barber shave himself?

A lot of kids story book wrote such statement i suppose. hahaha... you know what is the problem with the statement?

Here is one more...

You are offered a million dollars to find the following word W. "W is a word that cannot be defined in less than fourteen words." Can you find the word?

heee... Think hee...

Is it a blessing?

2 Weeks of going to school already. Yet, life is like the same with no up up up or down down down. Anyway, to all that care, i have finally finalise my timetable and believe it or not, is a sad timetable to me even i have wednesday as a free day....

Monday and thu till 8pm haa.... and monday and tuesday is an ultimate day when all my tutorial and lec are closely arranged together haa.. Busy busy.. all 21 MCs are used.. hahaa... Thank to the SOC manager which helped me so much to appeal for the general elective module. If not, next sem will be a tough one for me.

Anyway, now i am thinking of which cca to take. Though is not very important but i think it is very important to have a balanced lifestyle. heee.. Swimming? or others? Confusing and indecisive (staring at my timetable!!) haa...

Tutorial is going to start next week. Don't quite looking toward it. Is 2 years of army already.. All my cells is like being blocked by some bugs or virus that don't seems to work well in school. haha.... ARGHHhhhhhhh....

Let not talk about school, army etc etc.. hahaha... Ooo kenny.. kenny .. my brother brother haha.. you are not forgotten la... still waiting for you to come back eat our favourite prata..hahaa... anyway, serangoon central opens a new prata shop.. just to keep you informed. hee.. me and eugene have been patronising the store ever since it opens. (LAZY TO WALK SO FAR) haha........ when you come back to singapore, it will be a year treat from you haa.. ( READ THIS SENTENCE KENNY) hhahhaa... how much can eugene and i eat sia.. haha... anyway kenny, MISS YOU Sia.... Eeeee sound so gay.. The code of brotherhood never die.

ops.. next is Eileen. Eileen lee shining.. wish you a Happy birthday here on my blog. haha... Wink wink haha.....

*what actually to happen in my life!!! hai.

The pathetic week...

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying."Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Is a boring week again. hai... been to school for like 4 days already.. all sorts of things happened and of coz the lecturers seem so.... " ----- " hai... hard to get back to study after army. hai. Seriously damn hard.

Ndp Over - new life at NUS.....

long time never updated this elmoesheaven le... heee...

finally NDP is over. and my new life starts. NUS is filled with people i don't know or yet to know.... Know too little people for now. hai...

Anyway, here is a summary of my ndp life. hahaa....
Got into this committee from interview when i was still an Cadet. didn't know why i am there also!!! hee... In any case, for now, i believe whenever i look back at marina bay, i will not forget the time i spend along with everyone in the office especially the unforgettable 14 extras which make me famous hahaa... What do i know in NDP? starting research? then ops? then under cpt daniel doing lot of things? All sorts of things i will say.. Sai kang boy haa.....

Here a list of everyone i should thank that make my life so interesting thou shits happened.
Cpt daniel
Manu
Shuan
Desmond
Seetoh
Leonard
Ben
Jordan
Gerard (don't know spell wrongly not hahaa)
Alvin
Wee kiong
Han qing
Dom
John
Ryan
The artist
Cpt lee
Cpt chester
Thana
All the RPs
Armceg ppl like (bing hong, bing hui, alroy, ziyan... etc etc) - they are the people who accompany with my 14 extras haha....
Service Support ppl like (cpt edwin, warrant koh, wei zhong, bryan, koon ming, lashmini and everyone else.. hahaha... hard to name everyone here - but everyone will be remember)

All the warrants
warrant tang, jack, koh, albert, eng, tan, ow

If i forget any name, don't blame me k.. my memories really getting very lousy. can forget things very very easily haha....

Come to think about it, the journey is a hard one, everyone scared of boss presence and what he will come out next haa.... Good luck everyone. Hope the rest of your journey is fun and smooth...

Take care everyone...

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Now, is nus time. been to school for like 2 days already and there is one person who tell me a lot about school and i think i should thank her here.. hahahah and that is Eileen LEE Shining hahaa.... the brightest (shining ma) girl i know hahaa.... Really thank her a lot for all the information she gave me. Thank eileen and good luck in your new job..... BU BU GAO SHENG

School is a hard place to go. Monday lesson will be like 9 to 4 without any break. die... Bad planning and the best part is.... i have to run from one end to the other end... bad planning again. hai.. sad... Don't know much ppl yet. but i believe my journey in NUS will be a fun filled one. haa...

Nus is too different from POLY. first week already started complaining abt the bidding system which totally suck to the core. second week already complaining abt the lecturer which appeared to be hostile ( one hongkonger who seems so blur with everything, one lecturer who don't care about student rate of absorbing) sad sad... Trust me or not, i am gg to bring a camera down to take down all the notes le hahaa...

For now, i am still wondering which CCA to join to keep fit haha..... don't join i will feel damn left out and not keeping fit at all.. i hate that feeling.. haaa... maybe tennis again? swimming? the rest needs to pay money which i have none now hahaa.....

An example of life....

was reading sasa jie jie blog and came across this haaa

bad example: gal (sounding out): you feeling sleeping??
guy: yeah, tired from work…
gal (sounds concern): ok, shan’t disturb u, go and sleep lah
guy: ok, you have an early nite too..
guy hangs up the phone. 5 min later, phone rings awaken by the phone rings,guy: hello?
gal: …………. guy: who’s this?
gal (feeling unjust): you felt very bothered by me is it?
guy (confused): huh? what?
gal: ………….
guy: why? what happened?
gal: you find me very bothersome is it?
guy: bothersome? why you said this??
gal: ………….. guy: what’s the matter? how i would know if you dun say it out?
gal: we are chatting halfway, and you yawn, and went off to sleep…
guy: b…but, you are the one who ask me to go to sleep…
gal: you already said want to sleep already, what else u want me to say?
guy: haiz… if you wanna chat, just say so… what for tell me to go sleep, and feeling unhappy in the end?
gal: since when i’m unhappy?
guy: isn’t this unhappy? ok ok, i won’t sleep the next time, will that do?
gal: what’s the point? i want you to chat with me willingly, and not because afraid that i will be unhappy… in the end, guy spend another ½ HR comforting gal, actual sleep time is 11.40pm, plus the earlier argument, he did not have a good sleep. what worse is the gal may argue with the same thing again the next day.

good example:
gal (sounding out): you feeling sleepy?
guy (tired vocal, but sound interested) : abit, tired from work. but you have not finished talking, carry on, i will be listening.
gal (felt consoled): orh, but since you are tired, go and sleep then (still sounding out) never fall into the trap and hang up the phone guy: there’s no afternoon break today, indeed more tiring. how abt i give u a call tomorrow morning. let’s chat awhile more ok? (tells the reason, and offer make up measure)
gal: oh ok. go and sleep now, you must be tired.
gal is willing to let guy go sleep, but guy must do a bit more than this guy: so what time you are going to sleep?
gal: not sure, probably a bit later.
guy: ok, but not too late, not good for health. i will be heart pain one hor…
gal (feeling loved): ok lah… guy: i love you the most! (even if eyes are shutting also must remember to say this impt words, else all effort wasted)
gal: i loved you too, have a good rest! (happy till can float liao)
guy: ehmm…
gal hang up the phone
in the end, 11.10pm.
guy sleep peacefully, and probably a morning call from gal the next day…
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This was so cool and true.. hahaa In any case, i believe the second part will only happened when you are in the honey period of the relationship. haa... In any case, wonder when will my next one coming hahaa.... just kidding

hahaha

Came across anyone this time. hahaha THIS IS EVEN MORE FUNNY>....

Dear colleagues> > Who is cleverer ? Teacher or student??> >

One night 4 college students were playing till late night and
> didn't study
> for the test which was scheduled for the next day.
>
> In the morning they thought of a plan. They made themselves look
> as dirty
> and weird with grease and dirt. They then went up to the Dean
> and said that
> they had gone out to a wedding last night and on their return
> the tyre of
> their car burst and they had to push the car all the way back
> and that they
> were in no condition to appear for the test.
>
> So the Dean said they can have the re-test after 3 days. They
> thanked him
> and said they will be ready by that time. On the third day they
> appearedbefore the Dean. The Dean said that as this was a
> Special Condition Test,
> All four were required to sit in seperate classrooms for the test.
> They all agreed as they had prepared well in the last 3 days.
>
> The Test consisted of 2 questions with the total of 100 Marks.
>
> Q.1. Your Name.........................( 2 MARKS )
> Q.2. Which tyre burst ?...............( 98 MARKS )
>

> a) Front Left
> b) Front Right
> c) Back Left
> d) Back Right .....!!!

> > True story from IIT Bombay...Batch 1992-96

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Haa after much jokes.. now came into my life... Went to Nus for orientation this few days... Back and fro from orientation to camp etc. haa... didnt' really go for orientation as all my friends only selectively selected those impt to go. haa... In any case, the feeling sucks. Nus life seems bad at the start of it. All because of the word call "bidding". haaa... It sucks to the core. Making everyone life so difficult. haa...

Pictures Week.

I am so tired to type anything... so i put some pictures this time hahaa......

O my god. I miss someone already... haaaa!!!




Here are all my workplace during my short stay in NDP office and of course all the ICs from my BMT mates - ORD lo!!!

Here are my tennis friends as well as my tennis buddy, my bathing buddy, swimming friends and the girl with the sweetest smile.

Here i am from kindergarden to ocs days as well as my Feder-bear... heee...

Harry Harry Potter!!!!

People has not updated their blogs lately!!! This include me as well hahahaa Apologise Apologise hee.. Here i come again. Lots of things in my brain now. NUS, NDP etc etc.

Just came back from a swimming tanning and a shopping trip with 2 of my best friends - Eugene and junlong. WAs out early in the morning at 11.30am today. Went swimming with eugene, not forgetting the sleepy tanning as well (that explained i was asleep while tanning haa). Right after that, meet up with junlong and the 3 of us went for shopping at city hall area.

I was looking for a bag this time ( a school bag ) but is damn hard to find one. We found several but i like none.

One from animal at raffles city - Eugene's comment - tooooo square haaa
One from project blood brother - I like it a lot but the Comment was - "too small for me haa"
One from deuter - I like it but i am not looking for this kind.

hai. sad sad. crumpler was too common, projectblood was too small - my life is so hard. hai hai. And guess what, one of my friend (i.e. Eileen) suggested me using PAPER BAG.... DIAOOOOO In any case, my next location to search for a bag is - BEACH ROAD hahaha..... army bag...
NOTED : If anyone know of any nice bag - Please please tell me can? hahaha

O O o, i was suppose to q for donuts today but the sight of the q make me giddy haa... i rather pay someone to q for me if i really really want to eat. heee....Why so many people is crazy of DONUTS... ARE THEY NUTS? hahaha

There are so much things to buy again - School bag, Sandal (NOT SCANDAL), Harry potter and the half blooded prince (NOT THE LATEST) etc etc etc. money never enough to use. O o, here an update of my life. WEnt to NUS to take QET test 4 days ago and guess what they ask me to write - ABOUT THE LEGALISATION OF TRADING OF HUMAN ORGANS. sad sad! sure failed this time. Also, went for the placement tests (for exemption of modules) 2 days back, once again - Also going to fail again. hahaha - REally super duper long never study already. Who can help me this time?

Ops have to do something now - will update this blog soon again

Is Time!!!

Hi everyone, It been a long time since i last blog sometime. Guess is TIME to blog something if not everyone will be like meiyan putting a "ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzz" on my blog haa. Anyway, not much to blog nowadays. Went tennis Training on Sunday and finally got my Feder Bear from RACHEL hahaa.. So cute... (will post a picture of it soon) hee.... Is a long wait.

Lots of things to buy again!!!!! but this time is not because of Great Singapore Sales but all because of SCHOOL. haa.. got to buy a School bag and a scandal... Must Prioritised. heee coz i have not much money left.. Other stuffs like camera, shoe bags, Harry potter story book etc are not a priority yet haa... And so that can wait!!! Moreover, Really feel like going out of singapore and take a walk. Take a break from NDP etc. I seem totally listless nowadays. Nothing from my usual smile that brighten up a lot of people. haa.

It is weeks and days before National Day is finally over. But i can predict now that there is a lot of thing i have to return before i go off. Things like laser printer, Flip charts board etc.. Wonder what will it be after i go. School seems to be a question mark to me now. Don't know what will happened in school. Meeeting people again and wonder who will make a impact in my life again. Life. Somehow, i hate it. Why do everyone have to go through so many obstacles to reach where they are? Why do i have to? Is going to be another obstacles again?
Most of my friends are already out in the working world learning about earning money haa.. WHAT ABOUT ME?

A boy still struggling in life.

Is that me? haa

NO SACRIFICE NO VICTORY 08072007

"No Sacrifice No Victory".. This is one quote i got from the movie transformers. hahaha This show is one of the best i ever watched so far. Was supposed to watch this with my buddy but somehow i ended watching it with my family. hee. The best show ever. The action is good, the technology even better and whats more, MEGAN FOX is so so so so very pretty..... Which guys out there don't agree with me.. RAISE UP YR HAND!! hahaa

Truly mesmerizing haa..

YEsterday was the 3rd times i saw the NDP full combined rehearsal and the many many many times of component rehearsal. Kind of bored about what is happening already. Life isn't just going to be this way i guess. IS BORING. MArina Bay is boring, so is marina square and esplanade. Boring. It totally felt like the time when i was working at PCK the musical (but that time, the people is better - they don't curse and swear like what the army personnel did).

Haaa hahaa, i was playing checker with kangli haa.. and guess what, he told me to blog about his victory in the middle of the game haha... SO ANGRY haha... the first game i lost to him and the second i think i am going to win..and guess what i won.. haha THRASHING haa.. In any case, it was quite a good game.

Once again, after the games with KL, i went for a jog with junlong. The sky is red, the camera is flashing (i.e lighting).. and once we are all ready to run towards serangoon garden(our usual route), it rains and so, we changed route to serangoon central. We ran and ran and ran around the central until we came to a decision to continue running towards serangoon garden and out of it(is just a small turn and is totally different from the usual). haaa...

Was thinking of school next month and how fearful it will be. hai. So many people graduated (theresa, amy, meiyan). Almost everyone now. And i am just heading my way to study again. This time in NUS - computing. Wonder how will my life be. Hopefully everything turns out good. Really miss my days in OCS with all my great friends. People like my bathing buddy johnny, power wenhan, funny brother Wong and the buddy that always cover my backside and help me, dominic.

haha here a photo of my graduation in OCS.

What wrong with me. i am starting to miss everyone. and now, i miss the days in NDP office.

My NDp office days will be much much better without certain people. The army is a place where people don't care about others. 7 core values is actually not used in most situation, for example, care for soldiers - how many commanders truly care for their man in most situations, how many man will go up to their commander to tell them their problems (unless they need OFF)? It is couped with many other factors that make what the army is now. The characters of the people that make up the army and the selfishness for oneself. A leader/commander is not about commitment, passion, and being pragmatic. To me, they also have to be flexible, ready to understand what their man is thinking and ready to be a nanny to many when needed to be one. Many leaders do not care about what others is thinking when they raise in ranks, the higher you go, the more you don't care.

haaa enough of that. Tired of what the 3G army is now! (The technology changes - The people don't)

Is over!!! 050707...

Officially, my 14 extras is over.. haaa (yet, i feel quite lost - coz doing duties seem to be a routine for every alternate day).

Just came back from supper with the tennis team!!! the team seems smaller this time round. Because only shi chuan, KL, amy, theresa and me are able to make it. MEIyan is too lazy to come plus the point she want to lose some weight. GREAT. In any case, we went to TONG SHUI once again. i was quite hungry then because i went for a 30 laps swim again at serangoon swimming complex. Wonderful right. hee... Finally got back my wonderful life again. And so, i order a chicken burger, one durian pupee and a ice coffee with chin chow. Tong shui really brings back quite a bit of memories i guess. haa.. Shhh due to what, you all guess ba. hahaha

hahaha that is one of the noodles from tong shui. Believe or not, there are 300 over items they are selling, too much choices but actually i don'think the food there is nice. over rated!!! and over crowded.

haaa saw this pictures from daniel facebook... isn't she mesmerizing. hhaaa!!!

She has one of the sweetest smile i ever seem. (i.e. I do not know her)... haaa

hahaha nice picture right!! cute cutey hee.. hahahaha All ready to eat!! haha Am i hungry? o o, school starting soon already and i still don't know what should i do. i am totally puzzled with myself i guess. not sure what i want and too lazy to start everything. everything is so messy now. And the problem? i know i have to do a lot of things but ended up i do nothing haha... Somehting must be wrong. National day parade 07 will be reaching soon!!! and soon, everyhting will be over. and the new chapter begins..... PRAYING HARD NOW

11 down 3 more to go!!!

Was talking to theresa jie jie just now.. And she asked me how am i!!!! hahaha my reply to her? GREAT. Fun. haha.. i never thought that doing extras is so fun thou some part of the story is a bit boring. heard a few ghosty story that can make a person's hairs stand haha.

Here is one of them:

The story this time originated from the ops room that i slept in. where everyone on duty sleep!!! I was told that there is a british family(ghost) staying inside the ops room. And they have a child(a girl i suppose) who runs around the camp playing. Certain people really see it and those who can see it deems that Camp commandants office as the most number of this kind of things! It certainly feels quite errie to walk alone at night (which i always do). Guess what, there is this person from some company fall down from the 3rd storey 2 year back. It was rumour that he saw something !!! EEeee

This is certainly quite scary i guess.

Anyway, ben was right!!! serving 14 extras make me instant famous. i can't believe this myself until one day i walk into the camp... you can never imagine this. Everyone went Sir sir sir sir sir sir sir sir sir sir hahaa...... maybe i was too close to them when i am serving my extra haha... i alway go there disturb them ma haha..... Anyway, the camp is really very small so is like a village. One down all know... haha

O o o ....... tennis buddy rachel is going batam without me!!!! so sad.... how i wish i can go... but i have duties to do. hai. wasted!!! 4 girls 2 guys went haha... 4 girls sia!!! hahaa tempting... Sound like a flirt. but no la... just kidding only la.

RACHEL!!!! my federer bear is collecting dust at yr place le haa!!! haha

WHAT THE HELL!!!! 26062007

Things really start to fall apart now. I feel soooo tired and energy-less(if there is such word) now. oo oo... left 4 more EXTRAS!! so happy about this and soon, i am officially out of it and get back to my own life. One night duty yesterday, and guess what, i have to write reports for 2 incidents (one of them even wake me up at 3am). 2 accidents and one of them simply refused to pick up call. ARghhhh!!! stupid. i should have slept much more peacefully since is raining heavily. Never been so unlucky. One week Ghosts, one week accidents!!!! ARghghhhhh... This is damn shagged.

OoOooo.... someone found a boyfriend for herself. so sweet. Suddenly i feel useless haa... But in any case, whoever found herself a boyfriend lately. Wish you luck in everything for present and the future. Hope you be happy.

So much things to update about now. I am quite into fishing lately and was trying to get a rod haa... but stupidly, i and brother long went down to beach road and guess what, the shop attendant was telling the customer that they will be closeing in like 5 minutes. Feeling so SHITY, we went back home.

SAw Celine jie jie blog lately.... So much foods stuff. So hungry now.
Found this picture particularly fascinating!!!

Time really flies.... 18 June 2007

Time really flies.... and i have cleared 6 extras (not sure 5 or 6, lose count already)... I have this feeling my body is kind of getting used to this unfair treatment (lots of people have been telling me "WHY SO HARSH"). I feel damn tired in the army all of a sudden. Bit sick now i guess but still holding on myself, is a test of the "will", the "strength" and the "tolerance". What the hell am i talking now!!!!! ARGHHHhhhhh..

Anyway, has been a week since i last wrote something about my life, something about what happened to my life. Anyway to all out there, don't worry about me. I am alright! haha August 9 2007 is coming soon already and soon my days in the army will be over. haa... In any case, i believe the duties i was given this time kind of make me famous throughout the camp haa... I just have to sit at the canteen for 5 minutes, i will be talking to people from all over the place.

Something to report here. A "GHOST" story. It might seems funny but somehow i guess this time is not. I was the Duty officer at the point of time and it was 9pm when a guard from some other camp (but suppose to report to us) called. He reported that he saw a lady right outside the office walking up and down and also, the dogs are barking at her ferociously. (why will a lady appeared in the middle of a camp and when the gate is closed ). The guard reported that he was feeling uncomfortable (due to the fact that the lady was staring at her and he is able to look at her eyes) and was unable to make his way to prowl the area (camp). Even the 2IC reported that he was able to see some shadow thingy.

When i hear the story through the phone, i was too startled. This time is not training incident, not anything, how can i help them? are they trying to play a fool( i don't rule out that idea)!

And so, the solution: I asked them to report to me every hour until they feel they are safe. And at the mean time , i ask the Duty officer from the other camp to check out on them. Conclusion: even the DO feels uncomfortable when he was there, and this time, the guard that was talking to me seems much much more shaken then before. his voice seems like the "thing" was right in front of him. And he reported again saying that the "thing" was on top of the assault boat behind him when he was closing the gate for the DO. ARghh..... Something must be damn wrong. And so, this time, he reported to me every 30 minutes until he feels safe and sleepy. ( I AM LIKE A NANNY NOW, but i guess i am quite worried if anything went wrong and lead to some accident).

And so, nothing really happened that night and so, i called him to report to me when he was back in camp. STUPID. He even describe how the ghost looks like. White dressed, long hair. And why is he so scared this time? coz he can see her EYES and she was staring at him. He told me he wasn't able to sleep that night. hai.

11062007 - Life - 11 more to go.

Came back from Duty and saw Buddy message on my blog saying feder-bear is here!!!! She really brighten up my day i guess... The long wait for the bear has finally come to an end soon. hee... So happy!!! (thou that was after my boring and tired duty).

Lots of thing happened during my duty - first, a black out. then someone lose a very important card which may caused him all his weekend, hai, am i too kind? i actually found the card and gave him a super light punishment i.e. 20 pumpings. Maybe that because i understand how "MAN" feels when superior gives them "extras" or even charge or go Detention barracks.

Was suppose to go St James with rachel, sherlin, coach on friday but i am seriously too tired from my duty. Sorry rachel!! so sorry. hai... my life is really a boring one. when i am off from duty, i will head to Floating Platform, when i am not at platform, i will be doing duty, i think have lost a lot of weight. Having irregular meals seems like a normal thing now. When will i get back my life!!! 11 more to go. that will be like 3 week to complete the final phase. haha GREAT, I still can joke. haaa.... it is quite tiring to clear armskotes, go here and go there i guess. how i wish i can indent a car and me driving myself to whereever i want to (thou they do give us a rover with a driver - but not use to continuous asking the driver to drive me to my destination).

Anyway, is like the 3 duties le, wrote a incident report, close MANY MANY doors, spot checks on MANY MANY people and turn out all the guards only one time. ARGhhhh!!!! What a boring lifestyle, lucky i know most of the guard duty personnel. Lucky Lucky, if not i will be bored to death. (wondering when will i get my FEDER-BEAR) haa

So much people message me and asked me about what happened. i realise one thing and that is to forgive and forget. But is quite hard to forget thou.

One down 13 MORE TO GO... ARGHHHhhhhhhh

thou i am damn sad but i cannot deny it is a very good experience. one down 13 more to go.. sooner and later i am going to publish the reasons and story why i got 14.

Sad Sad - In Camp now... 07052007 Is only right to do it right!!!

It is about 1.33am now and i am still in camp.. hee... not going home today and tomorrow and every alternate day till i finished my 14 EXTRAS, nice number haaa and not a bad experience i guess. All this happened coz some system in the organisation screwed up totally and all because of someone is siding the other one (i truly don't give a damn now). Never feel so injustice in my life and the moment i wrote this, my blood boilied. TOTALLY BOILED. but who cared!!!!! ARGHhhhhhh !!!! (actually a lot of people do care about this!!), i receive a few calls today - even Cpt tan(someone who only know me and worked with me once) called down and ask me about it. Cpt daniel also tried to help i guess but to no vaild, the whole HQ ppl asked me when i am doing the extra and the whole office people seems to be in low morale...(i really pity seetoh-hopefully he can get out of creative) hai. I cannot do my job properly now due to the extras. All because of one person, all because of a person that do not do her work at all. Now, all my works have to be splited to other, and a lot of people die from it. hai!!!

I shouldn't say anything anymore here. Tired, feel stupid as well as injustice. Never feel like this before. Never feel so... No more feeling.

Problems have arise ever since the start of this year. Is a bad year but i have faced it with a open heart and mind so far. Things happened, things forget, things happened... Seriously feel quite tired and disturbing. But life GOES ON!!!!! haaa SMILE ELVIN... SMILE. Luckily i have a bunch of friends and superiors with me, along side me, push me, help me, hold me on. but the fact is, it hated the person that never do work more!!!

Boom Boom - TEnnis 03062007

DAmages for the month

Wilson sport shoes - S$60
FF men polo T- 28.05
spec from police - 270 +
contacts - 70
esprit top - 19.90
nautica polo T and cap - 66.80
country road - S$160
fcuk top - 27
pull and bear jacket - 29.90
nike long sleeve adrino tee - 30
renoma long sleeve - 35
2 bermuda - 40
dvd rw - 49
harddisk - 99
sunglasses - 85.50

haha this is what i can remember.. haa... hai i shouldn'thave spend so much.. haha now regretted ? Too late thou. hee!!!

haha went for tennis training with my beloved tennis buddy rachel.. haha coach was so blur to the extend that he forgot to take the money from us.. haha was thinking now that we should be the one taking money from him? haa FOR ENTERTAINING HIM haha.... buddy was like playing a fool la, so dramatic the whole day. now i really miss having tennis already. HOW!! Ops, i hit the coach head with a back hand hit. hee... Wonder if it is painful or not? haha..... SORRY COACH !!

Anyway, me and rachel went for a movie after the training, we watched SHREK and ate xiao long bao from some chinese resturant.. so funny la. the dragon donkeys are so adorable - so cute!!! really miss the relaxing life i have previously- is been a long time since i last have a break from rehearsal for national day parade - burning my saturday and sunday etc etc But i love being busy i guess coz that is life!

soon after the movie, we went for a short shopping at PS and boom off we go - HOME!!! have to do some works now. was talking to sister lynda while doing work, she told me about her new workplace at mandarin, the guy she likes and many many more... haa.. better not say too much here if not i will get killed for no reason. Believe or not, i went for a jog at 12 midnight. hhaa.. and here i am back blogging away with my computer.

anyway, was thinking of someone lately, thou i swear to myself not to think too much and that she is not the right one for me. anyway i guess the next time she msn me etc, i will block her now haa.. sound serious right but nothing la- just to prevent myself from thinking le. or maybe i will not bear to do that - that is to block her and delete her from msn. In any case, life is quite unpredictable - i am going to read the bible for the first time now. hee... Feeling really sleepy thou. Nite everyone

Something i got from a website!!!

Here is something about myself that i got it from a website.. haha....

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

Is DAMN TRUE!!!

Woo Woo Busy Shopping... 01062007

Superb day today. was so happy when i got my sunglasses from "fossils" hee... Been shopping lately again and guess what i brought this time .. Anyway, money is hard to earn but damn easy to go.

Yesterday i went out with meiyan and kangli because is VESAK DAY and we all have no plan.. hee.. we went shopping but none of them brought anything except one 1901 hotdog set for lunch.. But me, *Cunning smile, buy things again. This time - Clothes again......

haha.... 1 shirts from renoma, 1 shorts from pierre cardin haa.. and one T-shirts from french connection. sooo happy. but guess i have to cut down on shopping le. or Rather, don't shop at all. Kind of Love the feeling of shopping now hee... Anyway, is the first time, we threesome went out haa... thou half of the time, kangli is looking at girls *ME TOO la(no deny) haha.... Anyway is quite a fun day, went to more than 10 shops that sell sunglasses.. looking around etc etc.. haa... finally find one that i like and the price is soooo reasonable but i did not buy it yesterday (was thinking of it, KIV).. hee.

today, 01062007, was a super ultimate busy day today!!! i was suppose to be at the platform to fix up some aircon thingy with the contractor but ended up the stupid show management personnel is all at the platform. Didn't know i must be there also!!!! ARghhhh and guess what, they asked for so many things, monitors, stickers on the wall, rubbish bin etc etc. All not SAID EARLIER!!! damn angry. i walked up and down the staircases of heaven for like more than 10 times. i think i should go count the stairs tomorrow hee..... STupid.. will post the picture of the stairs soon to let you see the pain i have to go through everyday now. In any case, sad things aside, i went to PC show with long after my work around 7, not as crowded as yesterday(recce day and i bring back all the brochures haa!!!). And Guess what, i spend money again - bought a harddisk for $99 and a DVD rw for $49 and the sunglasses (prices not to be annouced). haha!!! I was damn shagged after that coz i was so busy that i didn't get to eat my breakfast and lunch and dinner. The time i first ate was at 9pm - SHAGGED - i was so giddy. hai... need someone to take care of me sia!! haha just kidding... not interested!! i rather be single and love everyone as a friend haha!!! Girls are a scary bunch as usual and this impression of them has not changed a bit.. hee... I love my life now.. busy busy!! don't have to care about anyone!! Just do what i like to do - that is to be busy.. heee RACHEL BUDDY - can't wait for tennis training on sunday with u haha.. FINALLY CAN TRY my NEW WILSON SHOES..h ahahaa

Is just Life!!!

This week was a busy week. Rushing here and there like a dog and i am upgrade to the status of contractor..... was at the platform where the control room is doing some renovation work. and guess what, i stayed till like 11.30pm to supervise them. Lots of problem now. SAD... damn sad. don't even know what the hell i am writing now. Is suppose to be holiday and i am damn uncertain whether to go back to work today - to at least see if the partition is up and going.

Anyway, while waiting for the contractor to be there at the site, i went to marina square, and guess what, I bought a long sleeve shirt again. hahaa.... a NIKE real madrid long sleeve shirt.. OUT OF IMPULSE AGAIN I THINK.. hahaa... but is cheap la, so no issue haa.... Shopping is like my favourite past time now. haaa... spend like $500 over when my uob monthly card receipt came... haa... Powerful.. now, no money lo.. hahaha...

Really feel like going somewhere today. but rachel is lazy to coz she went to st james yesterday nite! meiyan must be doing work la! long, at sentosa working! hai..... haaa but anyway. never mind ba. IS JUST LIFE

pictures...

MY ORD MATE.... hahaha... BMT ROCKS.. haha

Buddy 1 - sherlin

Tennis Buddy (best friend of sherlin haa)

The keychian my sister brought from JAPAN... hahahah JUST A KEYCHAIN.

The drawing - Courtesy from Bishan Junction 8 (copy from a picture i saw while i am in bishan) - Too bored.

My mother and grandmother during mother's day

Jogging back hee....

I AM BACK FROM JOGGING AND SUPPER AGAIN haha...

MISS LOTS OF PEOPLE again. haha life is so boring now. haa.

Boring

Busy Busy day..... 28052007

Is a super super busy day.... My day starts with WAITING FOR A CAB. haa.. i was waiting for a cab to go esplanade today and guess what, i waited for like an hour for a cab and how do i get that cab - BOOKING by the phone. Luckily that cock from pico(contractor) was also super late too. haha.... damn lucky. was at the floating platform around 9.20am, and have to climb that super super duper long great wall of china stairs. Imagine sia!! i was walking up and down, up and down a couple of times some more. damn tired. I was there for like 6 hours. but got 2 hours i was at marina square macdonald using their internet.

Have darn a lot of things to do..
Boss also messages me a couple of times today about the karen thingy. haha... not only that- warrant lim also message me about the video thingy. soon later, contractor called. then, ppl from signal called. then, ppl from air force. then, ppl from printing centre. then, ppl from office. then, boss again. then miss wong. hahaha - i am jumping to death soon le... sure got one day i accidently tripped and roll down the platform. The stupid stair is so small and close to each other. haha

in any case, is time not to think about anything le.... is 9pm now. I am so sleepy now but still, i am going jogging with my jogging buddy - long haaa.... anyway theresa - if you are reading this- WHAT YOU WANT - i can get for u la. haha no problem haha...

GREATEST SALES EVER IN SINGAPORE 27052007

Hi everyone, Guess what.. i did not miss the sale on friday. Cool... Went to orchard with a bunch of people on friday night (LAST FRIDAY OF THE MONTH which mean ==> MIDNIGHT SHOPPING). They are naming norman from RP, CPT LEE from my office and long. haa. Is the first time that "long" met them actually... so are norman and cpt lee, is the first time also... haaa. So cool la. We take bus 103 from camp and ended up at serangoon ave 3 where we take 105 to orchard. Brought 1 pants that cost only 25, a shirt from project blood that costs less than 30 also haha.. Cool right?

That was the paragraph i wrote 2 days back and am going to continue here.. hee.. Is 2.33am now(monday) . finally found a time to blog about "my life". is a Super busy week thou. Tiredness never sank into me. hee. suddenly found a new sports and guess what? SHOPPING haha... love the feeling of buying things now -- no money thou. Great singapore sale really trap me into it. It was saturday that i got into the mood of buying things again when friday i just spend like 60 dollars? Well, i went training with SP at sentosa on saturday. First time ever, they have a taste of my training. just the warm up thou - and soon later, someone while running looking downward knock himself to the bridge and bleed - what a fairy tale!!! run and fall - he must be too tired from the warm up le. looked shagged!!! (anyway, nothing serious, just a bit of bleeding- hopefully he be alright soon). Soon after the training is over, me, long, yw and shawn went for lunch and soon later SHOPPING AGAIN. hee.. Brought another jacket - a super duper thick jacket and guess how much is it - S$29.90. DUNK CHEAP!!!! haha i was like so happy after i brought the jacket. hee Come to think about it, i guess i have spend quite a lot of shopping lately.. here a list of what i brought

F men t-shirt

country road - 2 X shirts, 1 x jeans

nautica - 1 Polo T, 1 long sleeves shirt, 1 red cap (DAMN NICE CAP)

pull and bear - jacket

espirit - t-shirts

police - my new spec and contact

fresh imp - short

metro - short

haha.. that is all i can think of for now, will put some pictures of my new stuff soon. hee!! O o o o , shopping aside now.. have to return back to camp again. ops ops, when i was in vivo, mummy li min message me and asked if i am at vivo haa.. i guess she saw me haa... so darn lucky haa.. not when i am so shagged la haa.. must looked the best when meeting ppl ma. haha JUST KIDDING hee. Anyway, i have to go to camp for the wonderful yet sometime boring rehearsal by --- XXXXXX- cannot mention anything here haa... is all about National Day Parade - LOYALTY TO THE COUNTRY. it was like 11pm yesterday before i got home and fall asleep on the table again. Poor thing.

hee.. is sunday again loH, went to camp again to orientate my beloved understudy seetoh and forever persistance desmond haa.. went back home to fetch my brother to orchard (is his birthday haa). Guess what we do - is SHOPPING AGAIN. haha. but this time i brought nothing and as a present, i got him a nike shirt haha - What a nice brother right!! hee. Orchard seems to be so boring this year round haa. SAw a Shirt and it wrote there - "is all about discipline". I love it so much but the sad part is - there is no discount. I really need some inspiration things to inspire my brain cells to work. hee.. wondering now whether i should get it this time or not. haa.

now ending off with my picture haha... Learning from buddy rachel !!! haa..

Anything, Everything 24052007

Is like 3 to a week since i last posted a blog. hee.. Really miss blogging hee. I am super duper duper busy lately. Went to camp then to floating platform then to nee soon then back to floating platform. Busy Busy like a bee. Really feel like going for shopping now. Lot of things in my mind to buy. LOTS!!!!

Sunglasses

Polo T

Jeans

Going to waste money tomorrow le. haaa.... Late Night Shopping cum Great Singapore Sale - Perfect Combination. haa... Definately will not miss it even if i am too busy this time.

Nowadays, time seems like is no longer important anymore. Coz when i open my eyes, i worked, when i close my eyes, i still worked haha..... just kidding la.. Sound so pathetic right? Been trying to sleep on the bed lately, if not always ended up on the table or the sofa. Tell you guys the truth, i really don't know what to write today even if i have not written a blog for days. Is just so boring.

Forget whether i blog about this not, last saturday i went back to singapore polytechnic for a bbq organising by SP lifeguard haha.. quite fun thou. thou half of the time, i am scared that we are throw into the water haha.. that why teck sheng, jeffrey and me chain our hand together most of the time - the strength of 3... haaa... harder to be thrown. here a photos of SP lifeguards haa.. Lots of hunks hahaha Pretty girl ah errr - nono haha

I really miss the time i tekan weizheng and jana batch haha..... sadist sia me. haa.. but somehow i think they love it haha... i heard from weizheng nowaday the training is no longer like training. want then swim don't want don't swim haa.. Opss i feeling something at my tummy. FATs... haha have a craving for prata now. HOW? call gene and long - one sick one bath le haa.... damn... REALLY FEEL LIKE EATING SOMETHING Now.. how?

ops... one minute ago i feel like eating. then after i see this vege pic. I WANT TO VOMIT. die. phobia. haha.. in any case, this vege really am an unforgettable memories to me. haa.. Never been so full with just a plate of vege. haha.... Realise one thing now? i like writing anything everything that come to my mind today. haha.....

Past Present Future. Friends, Friends and Friends

Is a Super long week for.. Totally feel so shagged now that i can't even believe i am writing this now. Is 2.35 am now. Just came back from supper with long and eugee. Thou half of the time i am coughing non stop hai . I totally feel damn sick now. really cannot take it le!!! Help!!!

Anyway. lot of things happened this week for the past 3 days. one, meet up with the tennis team, two, meet up with the lifeguard teams (photo to be added soon), three, went for Music video shooting the whole day on the weekend(not me shooting of coz). heee

Went early morning to Platform today. Damn strange la. While walking out of the toilet at the esplanade, someone ask me whether i am from NDP committee then she said that she is suppose to contact Warrant Tang regarding the make up thingy. hai.. Now i have to be their guardian angel and bring them all the way to the platform hai..(*Thought of shopping a while before making my way to the platform. SHIT.) In any case, the lady named "lily" is a really nice person, don't mind helping her anyway since they all looked so blur to where to go and meet ELMOND the production team manager. haa. The whole thing last for quite some time thou and soon later i went to nee soon camp with the SP team to continue the rest of the archiving process.

It was like 7pm that i make my way to SP to meet the SP team. Is like 2 years since i last saw my juniors from SP Lifeguard. Damn nice la. Miss the place so much just that uncle david is not there to complete the rest of the story. hai. Saw mummy mabel and newly named mummy yue ming and guess what they eat and eat and eat non stop. While the rest of us, ate a plate of bee boon and a pathetic chicken wing. Hai and WE HAVE TO PAY $8 for that. hai. UNFAIR.

Prayer Called. 16052007

I was so impressed with blogger.. It finally got back to the same shape i first came in haa.. fianlly i can add some pictures properly. FINALLY. Will add lots of pictures soon. Be Prepared okie everyone..

Send a message out today. regarding meeting on Friday at 1030pm at serangoon garden with my beloved TENNIS TEAM. Miss lots of them so much haha.. that why i planned to organise this meeting and also maybe i will damn busy soon i.e. every saturday and sunday will be burnt soon haha.. Time really files. Lot of things happened this year.

1) Traffic Summon/fines $130 for crossing a stupid double white line on express way
2) Accident : $300
3) Spolit import phone : $800
4) VALUETRONIC SHARES TILL NOW: $300
5) LESSON LEARNT : PRICELESS

hahaha... stupid hahaha.. now you understand how my bank went broke hee.. need to do something about this!!!! ARGhhhhhh... Anyway i am really missing my best pal cum buddy "kenny". Thinking back, i know kenny and eugene for like 15 years le haha... went for prata supper almost every week. Even thou we do not do everything together but if there is problem, we always tell each other (mostly girls kind of PROBLEM). Still remember when eugene and kenny got their girlfriend haha.. BOTH of them exactly come to my house and ask me what to do... DAMN FUNNY.. they are really my best of pal sia. Miss them lots.

O ya, a quick update here. haa. Feel kind of sick recently. Been coughing for days and my throat really cannot take it anymore le. Even my stomach feel bit painful now. Eventhou the pain is unbearable, i went to swim today hee. Swim non stop for like 15 laps (miss count actually hee!!) then went back home to rest. Don't scold me ya.. I can't live without exercise now. hee.

Mr Jordan yesterday wrote me a comment on friendster. Here is what he wrote.

"To all lonesome and hunky dudes out there, you guys might not know, but hey elvie here is a real loving boyfriend (if you know what i mean).. drop him a photo and your contact number and who knows you might just get lucky.. anyway KL was unforgettable elvie! thanks.. *winks* Pervert opps.. i mean Brothers Forever! "

hahaha.. So funny right haa.. Jordan is a brother from NS haa.. know him when i am in NDP office haa. and guess what, the days in KL with all of them(wk, hq, leo, ben, gerard, jordan, alvin) is one of the most unforgettable times in NDP office. Maybe there is nothing to remember now le. Only shits hit the fence now!! No more fun anymore. hai

Ops. when i was writing this, i was praying for a lot of people. Theresa's dad, joseph's buddy - victims from the crash in taiwan and my family. everyone. Really hope all of them are fine.

*Silent for 5 minutes. Praying time

wOndering 15052007

Wondering whose feets is that? hahaha.... don't worry is not my new girlfriend haha.. (told you all le, i won't be finding any), is just some random pictures i find from my collection to spice up my blog haha.... Anyway these feets belong to me(left) and and a girl(whom i shouldn't name haa). Nothing much la...

Anyway, today was a day of accomplishment. haa... went to camp, do lots of things for example the invitation list etc etc then went off at 5pm to bishan to meet long. haaa... We went to bishan for some dinner, get a phone from a person who make me waited for 2 hours and the ultimate motive - to get a new spec. Guess what, i got a new spectacle from Koolook which cost me 270 hai... SO EXPENSIVE. Brand name Police. I really don't know if it is nice or not - coz most or all of the time when i buy my spec, my mother is there to give me opinions. But this time she is not. haa.. Long bought a 299 oakley spectacle hai.. is only 20 dollar different but i guess i don't suit oakley that well. we spend around an hour or so to finally choose the spectacle(thou i think the one i choose is still not up to my standard haha but guess is alright la.).. am thinking also whether to make contacts or not!!! haii CONFUSED. Spend too much money is not a good thing. hai. Need to save up for University. hai.

Soon later after we went back home, i went to jog after talking to my beloved amy mei mei. * STay happy ya mei mei... Always see you happy one. haha... Anyway, was talking to her if we should go for fishing one day so that we have a brand new activity other than tennis to play with haa.. O ya, Maybe we can even go out to sea to fish one day. Who knows sia!!! haa...

Poor me, i ate my dinner at 11 reaching 12. ate a burger and a bowl of maggie mee. hee. Hungry!!! should have ask jie jie theresa for some supper haha.... feel like pinching someone cheeks now haa. HOW! anyone? hee WK Please keep quiet for this!! not interested to pinch yrs. haaa

Learn a new word again haha

Copulated - to have sex.

learnt from the book i read from popular bookstores. haa

Pork Chop with Fish (Steam i think)

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Damn nice sia. This is one of my grandmother's western food store food.

Mother Day Special..... 14052007

Is life really not worth anything? or is it worth a piece of gold? sliver? Life is like a 2 sided face of a coin.. i believe that mean just a YES OR a NO. so easy right? why so many people in life make it so hard to understand and why so many people struck in between and hurt everyone else. I don't know why am i saying this. Maybe because a lot of people in the world is so indecisive including me! Hate myself for being this way.

Anyway, a quite update, It was mother's day yesterday and guess what, we did not go anywhere special, just a coffeeshop in CCK. Why lehz? BEcause my grandmother open a western food store in CCK blk 329A (hopefully i never say wrongly) and my parents went down to help with the business. (coz my parents scared she cannot cope, partly due to the fact that my grandfather just got out from operation and cannot really walk). In any case, having something to do is better than nothing to do at all. doing a business is better than doing nothing and the money in the bank keeps going down haa.. O ooo, will posted pictures of my grandmother food soon haa.... Yummy.. The fish is so nice and freshed.. just like Secret recipe. Trust me.. If anyone of u is free - go try out. Nice nice... Mother day, my sister and i went to buy a cake and guess what, we cut it at the coffee shop when the business tone down a little haha... So public sia!!! wonder what will the rest of the mother thinks. !! should have ask all the mothers from the coffeeshop to join us. hahaa.. Do some PR - so can get some free drinks or food next time haha.. That how me and my family spend mother day ba!!!

13 May 2007

Went to sentosa yesterday for some lifeguard training, more to see how the juniors is training now haha.. Was totally disappointed with them. Maybe is because Yw is there, coz he is always on the lookout for other people mistakes. What he said is true actually! They dilly dally walk in, late etc etc. They are really thinking they are going sentosa for relaxation. ARGhhhhhh cannot take it. Even when the president says count to 10 to fall in everyone, they all just dilly dally. hai. totally no discipline at all. ( i walk toward the president and ask him i thought u say count to 10 and he pumped them immediately haha) Anyway, it was a fun day for me, i didn't really bother what they are doing thou.. I just went swimming in the sea with long, then went to jog with my junior wei zheng and ben all over sentosa.. around 5km ba i think. quite a nice jog i think.

soon later me, yw, long, shawn and weizheng went to bath and headed back to shore for lunch at seam im. AFter that, me and long went to shopping at vivo, wanted to buy a shoe bag and some clothes (but in the end bought only one polo T). Luckily, i saw the ZAP thing and ask long to try (coz my HP no gprs) if not, there won't be any DISCOUNTS for my shirts at F Men...

Shit, shouldn't have meeet yw and shawn again to go meet mummy mabel. hai. Damn boring. there should have better things to do haha. Mummy mabel really change a lot lo. hai... As if i do not know her anymore. In any case, it was a damn boring nite. We have our dinner at habourfront then went home straight as we are damn tired. then, i and yw have a battle in warcraft haa... finally someone new to challenge. He won me the first match, haa never put in much effort to play the first match, want to see his playing style haa... and damn he is a ranged hero and i alway get a melee. Second match is the real one haha.... 8 Love haha... killed him 8 times haha... in any case, is just a game. After that, i called manu to come out for a drink because i think he needs someone to talk to but he thinks is too late le. ARGhhhh.... Damn sian with my life.