When a girl..

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

hmm...

I wonder what happeneed... i was back from bintan with my uni fren and once i reach the ferry terminal, my mum called me and say my grandfather pass away. lots of things happened this few days... hai. i was at the wake this few days.. some things really surprised me. lol. there is abt 200 people or more at the wake. they lay about 40-50 tables under 2 blocks. lots of ppl. some small little gangsters, some big gangsters etc etc.. lol.. like filming wu jian dao. lol.. However, there are also "uninteresting part" - or the irritating part - all of them ask me if i have gf here gf there. and they really make me think of a girl. the last girl that i am close with - the one that gave me the name elmore and the girl that left me the nicest memories. hmm.. wondering who is it? lol.. i will never say - coz is the past lol... is time to start studying and score well... careers first, girls later. lol