Friday, May 11, 2007

11052007 - Confront the brutal facts yet never lose faith.

Oh OH Oh, was trying to load some pictures up just now because blogger's doesn't allow me to do that.. something god damn wrong with my computer. haa. anyway i loaded quite a number of pictures just now - namely my tennis buddy rachel and sherlin (at St James), my drawing when i am damn bored (copy one - i am not an artist haa), the picture with the young little cute boy who loves to sit on my lap and the ultimate sentence of the day - if you are bored, is not our fault. haa.... so many things to write today. Went out with manu, shuan and Hanqin just now for some prata dinner, and guess what i call, one egg and one cheese and GUESS WHAT THEY COME OUT AS - one big prata with egg and cheese all in the same prata haa.. Stupid. The whole dinner, manu was talking about Zouk, and i guess he is there now. O o, he called me just now saying that he has no mood to do anything (refering to the artwork, booklet thingy) because the NSF that got burned in Taiwan is one of his good friend, a very close friend. hai. i feel damn sad now also le. He told me one of his friend called him to tell him the news and that his friend is 30% burn. hai. *I am praying now... Really hope he is alright. And manu too.

Life is really quite unpredictable but we have to face the brutal facts sometime but always remember not to lose faith. hai. Friends will be there when you need them, i believe i have this kind of friends too. People like eugene, kenny, junlong - people i know since sec school....

*Manu, if you need me just called me k. Be right there for u.

Anyway, i am going sentosa tomorrow for training haha - actually not training, just to see see look look. hee. Is the Singapore Polytechnic Lifeguard!!! Ops, forget to tell you all, i am the captain of SP Lifeguard when i am in SP. haha... i am not fit at all, in fact i am damn fat now.. * fatty bom bom haa... was talking to yik hao just now for a min haa, he says my training is crazy one haa. Err... i don't know lehz. Jana also said the same thing. hai. don't know la, i miss the days i was trained by ERIC (captain when i was the trainee) and jeffery (my MASTER) haa... Really miss them all. They are super nice nice people lo. Really miss SP days and NYJC days. All my good friends, all over the place now.

Army is no longer like army now. I feel so sad for singapore now. YW was saying commando don't sulate officers. haa... and that commando cpl equivalent to a 2 bar officer from the infantry. i was so sad to hear that lo, not because i am an officer but because for Singapore. Is seems like the army is changing into an army of no discipline, no respect of higher ranks etc etc. I really hope i can change the army into a decisive force - the real decisive force of discipline etc etc. Old school thinking you might think. But did you ever think what if there is a real war. (think bit far thou). What if there is no discipline in a force. What if the man doesn't listen to higher orders anymore. - The country will fall, and singapore will no longer survive under the tense environment around us. *Sound so angry now. hai. I guess this is because of MAJ Ong, who instils in us 3 words and that is "FOR THE COUNTRY" that cause me to feel so angry ba.

Army has really thought me a lot of things. It trained my "WILL" in doing something (never give up), it also trained my tolerance level but not patience level. ADVANCE AND OVERCOME.

Anyway, i will posted more photos tomorrow.. Classic!!! haa.


Was looking at some unknown blog.. Now thinking of it now.. haa.. will post up my 10 things soon haaa!!!!
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