Is just Life!!!

This week was a busy week. Rushing here and there like a dog and i am upgrade to the status of contractor..... was at the platform where the control room is doing some renovation work. and guess what, i stayed till like 11.30pm to supervise them. Lots of problem now. SAD... damn sad. don't even know what the hell i am writing now. Is suppose to be holiday and i am damn uncertain whether to go back to work today - to at least see if the partition is up and going.

Anyway, while waiting for the contractor to be there at the site, i went to marina square, and guess what, I bought a long sleeve shirt again. hahaa.... a NIKE real madrid long sleeve shirt.. OUT OF IMPULSE AGAIN I THINK.. hahaa... but is cheap la, so no issue haa.... Shopping is like my favourite past time now. haaa... spend like $500 over when my uob monthly card receipt came... haa... Powerful.. now, no money lo.. hahaha...

Really feel like going somewhere today. but rachel is lazy to coz she went to st james yesterday nite! meiyan must be doing work la! long, at sentosa working! hai..... haaa but anyway. never mind ba. IS JUST LIFE

pictures...

MY ORD MATE.... hahaha... BMT ROCKS.. haha

Buddy 1 - sherlin

Tennis Buddy (best friend of sherlin haa)

The keychian my sister brought from JAPAN... hahahah JUST A KEYCHAIN.

The drawing - Courtesy from Bishan Junction 8 (copy from a picture i saw while i am in bishan) - Too bored.

My mother and grandmother during mother's day

Jogging back hee....

I AM BACK FROM JOGGING AND SUPPER AGAIN haha...

MISS LOTS OF PEOPLE again. haha life is so boring now. haa.

Boring

Busy Busy day..... 28052007

Is a super super busy day.... My day starts with WAITING FOR A CAB. haa.. i was waiting for a cab to go esplanade today and guess what, i waited for like an hour for a cab and how do i get that cab - BOOKING by the phone. Luckily that cock from pico(contractor) was also super late too. haha.... damn lucky. was at the floating platform around 9.20am, and have to climb that super super duper long great wall of china stairs. Imagine sia!! i was walking up and down, up and down a couple of times some more. damn tired. I was there for like 6 hours. but got 2 hours i was at marina square macdonald using their internet.

Have darn a lot of things to do..
Boss also messages me a couple of times today about the karen thingy. haha... not only that- warrant lim also message me about the video thingy. soon later, contractor called. then, ppl from signal called. then, ppl from air force. then, ppl from printing centre. then, ppl from office. then, boss again. then miss wong. hahaha - i am jumping to death soon le... sure got one day i accidently tripped and roll down the platform. The stupid stair is so small and close to each other. haha

in any case, is time not to think about anything le.... is 9pm now. I am so sleepy now but still, i am going jogging with my jogging buddy - long haaa.... anyway theresa - if you are reading this- WHAT YOU WANT - i can get for u la. haha no problem haha...

GREATEST SALES EVER IN SINGAPORE 27052007

Hi everyone, Guess what.. i did not miss the sale on friday. Cool... Went to orchard with a bunch of people on friday night (LAST FRIDAY OF THE MONTH which mean ==> MIDNIGHT SHOPPING). They are naming norman from RP, CPT LEE from my office and long. haa. Is the first time that "long" met them actually... so are norman and cpt lee, is the first time also... haaa. So cool la. We take bus 103 from camp and ended up at serangoon ave 3 where we take 105 to orchard. Brought 1 pants that cost only 25, a shirt from project blood that costs less than 30 also haha.. Cool right?

That was the paragraph i wrote 2 days back and am going to continue here.. hee.. Is 2.33am now(monday) . finally found a time to blog about "my life". is a Super busy week thou. Tiredness never sank into me. hee. suddenly found a new sports and guess what? SHOPPING haha... love the feeling of buying things now -- no money thou. Great singapore sale really trap me into it. It was saturday that i got into the mood of buying things again when friday i just spend like 60 dollars? Well, i went training with SP at sentosa on saturday. First time ever, they have a taste of my training. just the warm up thou - and soon later, someone while running looking downward knock himself to the bridge and bleed - what a fairy tale!!! run and fall - he must be too tired from the warm up le. looked shagged!!! (anyway, nothing serious, just a bit of bleeding- hopefully he be alright soon). Soon after the training is over, me, long, yw and shawn went for lunch and soon later SHOPPING AGAIN. hee.. Brought another jacket - a super duper thick jacket and guess how much is it - S$29.90. DUNK CHEAP!!!! haha i was like so happy after i brought the jacket. hee Come to think about it, i guess i have spend quite a lot of shopping lately.. here a list of what i brought

F men t-shirt

country road - 2 X shirts, 1 x jeans

nautica - 1 Polo T, 1 long sleeves shirt, 1 red cap (DAMN NICE CAP)

pull and bear - jacket

espirit - t-shirts

police - my new spec and contact

fresh imp - short

metro - short

haha.. that is all i can think of for now, will put some pictures of my new stuff soon. hee!! O o o o , shopping aside now.. have to return back to camp again. ops ops, when i was in vivo, mummy li min message me and asked if i am at vivo haa.. i guess she saw me haa... so darn lucky haa.. not when i am so shagged la haa.. must looked the best when meeting ppl ma. haha JUST KIDDING hee. Anyway, i have to go to camp for the wonderful yet sometime boring rehearsal by --- XXXXXX- cannot mention anything here haa... is all about National Day Parade - LOYALTY TO THE COUNTRY. it was like 11pm yesterday before i got home and fall asleep on the table again. Poor thing.

hee.. is sunday again loH, went to camp again to orientate my beloved understudy seetoh and forever persistance desmond haa.. went back home to fetch my brother to orchard (is his birthday haa). Guess what we do - is SHOPPING AGAIN. haha. but this time i brought nothing and as a present, i got him a nike shirt haha - What a nice brother right!! hee. Orchard seems to be so boring this year round haa. SAw a Shirt and it wrote there - "is all about discipline". I love it so much but the sad part is - there is no discount. I really need some inspiration things to inspire my brain cells to work. hee.. wondering now whether i should get it this time or not. haa.

now ending off with my picture haha... Learning from buddy rachel !!! haa..

Anything, Everything 24052007

Is like 3 to a week since i last posted a blog. hee.. Really miss blogging hee. I am super duper duper busy lately. Went to camp then to floating platform then to nee soon then back to floating platform. Busy Busy like a bee. Really feel like going for shopping now. Lot of things in my mind to buy. LOTS!!!!

Sunglasses

Polo T

Jeans

Going to waste money tomorrow le. haaa.... Late Night Shopping cum Great Singapore Sale - Perfect Combination. haa... Definately will not miss it even if i am too busy this time.

Nowadays, time seems like is no longer important anymore. Coz when i open my eyes, i worked, when i close my eyes, i still worked haha..... just kidding la.. Sound so pathetic right? Been trying to sleep on the bed lately, if not always ended up on the table or the sofa. Tell you guys the truth, i really don't know what to write today even if i have not written a blog for days. Is just so boring.

Forget whether i blog about this not, last saturday i went back to singapore polytechnic for a bbq organising by SP lifeguard haha.. quite fun thou. thou half of the time, i am scared that we are throw into the water haha.. that why teck sheng, jeffrey and me chain our hand together most of the time - the strength of 3... haaa... harder to be thrown. here a photos of SP lifeguards haa.. Lots of hunks hahaha Pretty girl ah errr - nono haha

I really miss the time i tekan weizheng and jana batch haha..... sadist sia me. haa.. but somehow i think they love it haha... i heard from weizheng nowaday the training is no longer like training. want then swim don't want don't swim haa.. Opss i feeling something at my tummy. FATs... haha have a craving for prata now. HOW? call gene and long - one sick one bath le haa.... damn... REALLY FEEL LIKE EATING SOMETHING Now.. how?

ops... one minute ago i feel like eating. then after i see this vege pic. I WANT TO VOMIT. die. phobia. haha.. in any case, this vege really am an unforgettable memories to me. haa.. Never been so full with just a plate of vege. haha.... Realise one thing now? i like writing anything everything that come to my mind today. haha.....

Past Present Future. Friends, Friends and Friends

Is a Super long week for.. Totally feel so shagged now that i can't even believe i am writing this now. Is 2.35 am now. Just came back from supper with long and eugee. Thou half of the time i am coughing non stop hai . I totally feel damn sick now. really cannot take it le!!! Help!!!

Anyway. lot of things happened this week for the past 3 days. one, meet up with the tennis team, two, meet up with the lifeguard teams (photo to be added soon), three, went for Music video shooting the whole day on the weekend(not me shooting of coz). heee

Went early morning to Platform today. Damn strange la. While walking out of the toilet at the esplanade, someone ask me whether i am from NDP committee then she said that she is suppose to contact Warrant Tang regarding the make up thingy. hai.. Now i have to be their guardian angel and bring them all the way to the platform hai..(*Thought of shopping a while before making my way to the platform. SHIT.) In any case, the lady named "lily" is a really nice person, don't mind helping her anyway since they all looked so blur to where to go and meet ELMOND the production team manager. haa. The whole thing last for quite some time thou and soon later i went to nee soon camp with the SP team to continue the rest of the archiving process.

It was like 7pm that i make my way to SP to meet the SP team. Is like 2 years since i last saw my juniors from SP Lifeguard. Damn nice la. Miss the place so much just that uncle david is not there to complete the rest of the story. hai. Saw mummy mabel and newly named mummy yue ming and guess what they eat and eat and eat non stop. While the rest of us, ate a plate of bee boon and a pathetic chicken wing. Hai and WE HAVE TO PAY $8 for that. hai. UNFAIR.

Prayer Called. 16052007

I was so impressed with blogger.. It finally got back to the same shape i first came in haa.. fianlly i can add some pictures properly. FINALLY. Will add lots of pictures soon. Be Prepared okie everyone..

Send a message out today. regarding meeting on Friday at 1030pm at serangoon garden with my beloved TENNIS TEAM. Miss lots of them so much haha.. that why i planned to organise this meeting and also maybe i will damn busy soon i.e. every saturday and sunday will be burnt soon haha.. Time really files. Lot of things happened this year.

1) Traffic Summon/fines $130 for crossing a stupid double white line on express way
2) Accident : $300
3) Spolit import phone : $800
4) VALUETRONIC SHARES TILL NOW: $300
5) LESSON LEARNT : PRICELESS

hahaha... stupid hahaha.. now you understand how my bank went broke hee.. need to do something about this!!!! ARGhhhhhh... Anyway i am really missing my best pal cum buddy "kenny". Thinking back, i know kenny and eugene for like 15 years le haha... went for prata supper almost every week. Even thou we do not do everything together but if there is problem, we always tell each other (mostly girls kind of PROBLEM). Still remember when eugene and kenny got their girlfriend haha.. BOTH of them exactly come to my house and ask me what to do... DAMN FUNNY.. they are really my best of pal sia. Miss them lots.

O ya, a quick update here. haa. Feel kind of sick recently. Been coughing for days and my throat really cannot take it anymore le. Even my stomach feel bit painful now. Eventhou the pain is unbearable, i went to swim today hee. Swim non stop for like 15 laps (miss count actually hee!!) then went back home to rest. Don't scold me ya.. I can't live without exercise now. hee.

Mr Jordan yesterday wrote me a comment on friendster. Here is what he wrote.

"To all lonesome and hunky dudes out there, you guys might not know, but hey elvie here is a real loving boyfriend (if you know what i mean).. drop him a photo and your contact number and who knows you might just get lucky.. anyway KL was unforgettable elvie! thanks.. *winks* Pervert opps.. i mean Brothers Forever! "

hahaha.. So funny right haa.. Jordan is a brother from NS haa.. know him when i am in NDP office haa. and guess what, the days in KL with all of them(wk, hq, leo, ben, gerard, jordan, alvin) is one of the most unforgettable times in NDP office. Maybe there is nothing to remember now le. Only shits hit the fence now!! No more fun anymore. hai

Ops. when i was writing this, i was praying for a lot of people. Theresa's dad, joseph's buddy - victims from the crash in taiwan and my family. everyone. Really hope all of them are fine.

*Silent for 5 minutes. Praying time

wOndering 15052007

Wondering whose feets is that? hahaha.... don't worry is not my new girlfriend haha.. (told you all le, i won't be finding any), is just some random pictures i find from my collection to spice up my blog haha.... Anyway these feets belong to me(left) and and a girl(whom i shouldn't name haa). Nothing much la...

Anyway, today was a day of accomplishment. haa... went to camp, do lots of things for example the invitation list etc etc then went off at 5pm to bishan to meet long. haaa... We went to bishan for some dinner, get a phone from a person who make me waited for 2 hours and the ultimate motive - to get a new spec. Guess what, i got a new spectacle from Koolook which cost me 270 hai... SO EXPENSIVE. Brand name Police. I really don't know if it is nice or not - coz most or all of the time when i buy my spec, my mother is there to give me opinions. But this time she is not. haa.. Long bought a 299 oakley spectacle hai.. is only 20 dollar different but i guess i don't suit oakley that well. we spend around an hour or so to finally choose the spectacle(thou i think the one i choose is still not up to my standard haha but guess is alright la.).. am thinking also whether to make contacts or not!!! haii CONFUSED. Spend too much money is not a good thing. hai. Need to save up for University. hai.

Soon later after we went back home, i went to jog after talking to my beloved amy mei mei. * STay happy ya mei mei... Always see you happy one. haha... Anyway, was talking to her if we should go for fishing one day so that we have a brand new activity other than tennis to play with haa.. O ya, Maybe we can even go out to sea to fish one day. Who knows sia!!! haa...

Poor me, i ate my dinner at 11 reaching 12. ate a burger and a bowl of maggie mee. hee. Hungry!!! should have ask jie jie theresa for some supper haha.... feel like pinching someone cheeks now haa. HOW! anyone? hee WK Please keep quiet for this!! not interested to pinch yrs. haaa

Learn a new word again haha

Copulated - to have sex.

learnt from the book i read from popular bookstores. haa

Pork Chop with Fish (Steam i think)

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Damn nice sia. This is one of my grandmother's western food store food.

Mother Day Special..... 14052007

Is life really not worth anything? or is it worth a piece of gold? sliver? Life is like a 2 sided face of a coin.. i believe that mean just a YES OR a NO. so easy right? why so many people in life make it so hard to understand and why so many people struck in between and hurt everyone else. I don't know why am i saying this. Maybe because a lot of people in the world is so indecisive including me! Hate myself for being this way.

Anyway, a quite update, It was mother's day yesterday and guess what, we did not go anywhere special, just a coffeeshop in CCK. Why lehz? BEcause my grandmother open a western food store in CCK blk 329A (hopefully i never say wrongly) and my parents went down to help with the business. (coz my parents scared she cannot cope, partly due to the fact that my grandfather just got out from operation and cannot really walk). In any case, having something to do is better than nothing to do at all. doing a business is better than doing nothing and the money in the bank keeps going down haa.. O ooo, will posted pictures of my grandmother food soon haa.... Yummy.. The fish is so nice and freshed.. just like Secret recipe. Trust me.. If anyone of u is free - go try out. Nice nice... Mother day, my sister and i went to buy a cake and guess what, we cut it at the coffee shop when the business tone down a little haha... So public sia!!! wonder what will the rest of the mother thinks. !! should have ask all the mothers from the coffeeshop to join us. hahaa.. Do some PR - so can get some free drinks or food next time haha.. That how me and my family spend mother day ba!!!

13 May 2007

Went to sentosa yesterday for some lifeguard training, more to see how the juniors is training now haha.. Was totally disappointed with them. Maybe is because Yw is there, coz he is always on the lookout for other people mistakes. What he said is true actually! They dilly dally walk in, late etc etc. They are really thinking they are going sentosa for relaxation. ARGhhhhhh cannot take it. Even when the president says count to 10 to fall in everyone, they all just dilly dally. hai. totally no discipline at all. ( i walk toward the president and ask him i thought u say count to 10 and he pumped them immediately haha) Anyway, it was a fun day for me, i didn't really bother what they are doing thou.. I just went swimming in the sea with long, then went to jog with my junior wei zheng and ben all over sentosa.. around 5km ba i think. quite a nice jog i think.

soon later me, yw, long, shawn and weizheng went to bath and headed back to shore for lunch at seam im. AFter that, me and long went to shopping at vivo, wanted to buy a shoe bag and some clothes (but in the end bought only one polo T). Luckily, i saw the ZAP thing and ask long to try (coz my HP no gprs) if not, there won't be any DISCOUNTS for my shirts at F Men...

Shit, shouldn't have meeet yw and shawn again to go meet mummy mabel. hai. Damn boring. there should have better things to do haha. Mummy mabel really change a lot lo. hai... As if i do not know her anymore. In any case, it was a damn boring nite. We have our dinner at habourfront then went home straight as we are damn tired. then, i and yw have a battle in warcraft haa... finally someone new to challenge. He won me the first match, haa never put in much effort to play the first match, want to see his playing style haa... and damn he is a ranged hero and i alway get a melee. Second match is the real one haha.... 8 Love haha... killed him 8 times haha... in any case, is just a game. After that, i called manu to come out for a drink because i think he needs someone to talk to but he thinks is too late le. ARGhhhh.... Damn sian with my life.

11052007 - Confront the brutal facts yet never lose faith.

Oh OH Oh, was trying to load some pictures up just now because blogger's doesn't allow me to do that.. something god damn wrong with my computer. haa. anyway i loaded quite a number of pictures just now - namely my tennis buddy rachel and sherlin (at St James), my drawing when i am damn bored (copy one - i am not an artist haa), the picture with the young little cute boy who loves to sit on my lap and the ultimate sentence of the day - if you are bored, is not our fault. haa.... so many things to write today. Went out with manu, shuan and Hanqin just now for some prata dinner, and guess what i call, one egg and one cheese and GUESS WHAT THEY COME OUT AS - one big prata with egg and cheese all in the same prata haa.. Stupid. The whole dinner, manu was talking about Zouk, and i guess he is there now. O o, he called me just now saying that he has no mood to do anything (refering to the artwork, booklet thingy) because the NSF that got burned in Taiwan is one of his good friend, a very close friend. hai. i feel damn sad now also le. He told me one of his friend called him to tell him the news and that his friend is 30% burn. hai. *I am praying now... Really hope he is alright. And manu too.

Life is really quite unpredictable but we have to face the brutal facts sometime but always remember not to lose faith. hai. Friends will be there when you need them, i believe i have this kind of friends too. People like eugene, kenny, junlong - people i know since sec school....

*Manu, if you need me just called me k. Be right there for u.

Anyway, i am going sentosa tomorrow for training haha - actually not training, just to see see look look. hee. Is the Singapore Polytechnic Lifeguard!!! Ops, forget to tell you all, i am the captain of SP Lifeguard when i am in SP. haha... i am not fit at all, in fact i am damn fat now.. * fatty bom bom haa... was talking to yik hao just now for a min haa, he says my training is crazy one haa. Err... i don't know lehz. Jana also said the same thing. hai. don't know la, i miss the days i was trained by ERIC (captain when i was the trainee) and jeffery (my MASTER) haa... Really miss them all. They are super nice nice people lo. Really miss SP days and NYJC days. All my good friends, all over the place now.

Army is no longer like army now. I feel so sad for singapore now. YW was saying commando don't sulate officers. haa... and that commando cpl equivalent to a 2 bar officer from the infantry. i was so sad to hear that lo, not because i am an officer but because for Singapore. Is seems like the army is changing into an army of no discipline, no respect of higher ranks etc etc. I really hope i can change the army into a decisive force - the real decisive force of discipline etc etc. Old school thinking you might think. But did you ever think what if there is a real war. (think bit far thou). What if there is no discipline in a force. What if the man doesn't listen to higher orders anymore. - The country will fall, and singapore will no longer survive under the tense environment around us. *Sound so angry now. hai. I guess this is because of MAJ Ong, who instils in us 3 words and that is "FOR THE COUNTRY" that cause me to feel so angry ba.

Army has really thought me a lot of things. It trained my "WILL" in doing something (never give up), it also trained my tolerance level but not patience level. ADVANCE AND OVERCOME.

Anyway, i will posted more photos tomorrow.. Classic!!! haa.


Was looking at some unknown blog.. Now thinking of it now.. haa.. will post up my 10 things soon haaa!!!!
Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little-known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.

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This will strike you will you are bored.. hahahah But you can look for me la.. haha... i be free i guess... I guess la.. haha

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sian look... Waiting for someone. hai...

Little kid and me...

haha they say i look like father.... coz all the kids come and sit at my laps that day haha..... Here is one of them...

buddy and B1

buddy and B1, originally uploaded by elmoesheaven.

Promise all to upload pictures of my tennis buddy Rachel and B1 - sherin haa... this is photo that we went clubbing at st james..

Bored Drawing

Bored Drawing, originally uploaded by elmoesheaven.

haha have lots to blog about today... trying to upload pictures using Flikr.

Good is the enemy of Great. 10052007

Woo.. Falling sick le.. coughing, a bit of fever etc etc. Even so, yesterday joseph asks me to go to Clarke Quay to take his camera from the service centre (!!!!!! Joseph).. Hitch a ride from AG to chinatown and guess what, joseph make me walk all the way from CHINATOWN to CLARKE QUAY TO FUNAN and we have to wait till 8pm then can collected it... damn it... Feel so stupid. Then soon after we collected the pictures, joseph's friend named shirlin - not sure if it is this spelling haha - came and we have a chat till 11am before we went back home.. SUper SIAN day.

10052007 today, somehow now i feel my life is too/extremely boring... Cannot blog about camp stuff lehz. hai. you might ask why? coz my buddy dominic from BMT got caught for blogging army stuff on his blog and get fined for like $500 plus suspension of leave etc etc. hai sian. o o, today there is very little people in the office, joseph(manu) staying at home to do work, desmond the boy is sick, dominic went Floating platform the whole day, warrant tang and chester was at some meeting, miss wong never came in, shirley and cpt lee went to some lunch meeting in the afternoon with miss wong, AG at hanger 15, BOSS came in with the golf things and left again haha... the whole office today only left me and seetoh and shuan... DAMN BORED, anyway sorry shuan haha.... don't know whether is it boredom that caught between me and seetoh that make us play with shuan's MSN. haha TEMPTATION sia... hee. we went to talk to 2 person in his msn haa... nothing spectacular, just a hi hi hi thingy using "shuan" name.. somehow i think is stupid too. Boredom makes people do stupid thing haa. anywa, guess what, one of the person we picked to talk to is Rachel(not my buddy, is shuan friend), she is someone whom shuan talked to me about... someone who he talks on the phone for every night the last time etc etc.. but somehow he treated her like a friend due to some reasons. Anyway shuan, if you are reading this, i think she is not bad looking, char wise i not sure la. Go for it!!!

Ooooo, Look at the CBOX... MY Beloved SASA da jie is Back from redang... not RENDANG.. haa awaiting to see her pictures sia.. miss her so much haa... but sad, she say there is only one shop down there. JUST ONE. hai.. and there is nothing to buy. she told me redang is a relaxing place, a place to chill etc etc. haha.. o o, heard from manu the beers there is damn cheap haa... I don't like beer hee.. I LIKE WINE more haa. anyway, really hope she had had a great day there. I believe she did actually. haa.

heee didn't know meiyan was reading my blog too... she really surprised me when she left a message at cbox. hee. suddenly i miss lots of people. how sia!!! people like alvin, wk, ben, jordan, leonard, amy, theresa, rachel, the girl, jana, my lifeguard juniors -yik hao they all hahaha, bao chan, kailun, jennifer, lenz, weihong, grace, weijing, esmond, carolyn... hahaha the list go on and on.. hahaa... something must be wrong with me.. MISS PEOPLE SO MUCH NOWADAY

* RAchel - GAMBATTE for your exam and project k haha... BUDDY here give u POWER... haha

There is no place i rather be. 080507

Was quite a bored day today... go to work, go off work haha... that all. then after work went to RK prata with thana and manu, ate a tissue prata, talk some cocks and went back home. Soon after reaching home, i left the house again and went for a jog around serangoon garden.. you might think is a boring lifestyle right haa!!! ya i also think it is. (not going to deny it!!! haha)

Was talking to Mummy Li min the other day, she seems so stress out with her school work. So ke lian. Good luck for your work k!!! Hee let me introduce to you all my mummy li min , i know her from NYJC, a nice sweet skinny girl from my ex ex gf class - good friend of hers i suppose haha.... (maybe i will placed her photos here also soon haa - but something is wrong with my computer at home), it was from my ex ex that i get to know her. that all for the introduction. LI MIN ya, must eat more k.. you too skinny le la.

O O... junlong is back today from his training in taiwan haha.. 3 weeks sia and guess what, he didn't lose any weight haha... he will killed me for announcing this for him haa. woo, so long le.. 3 weeks le.. hahaa... *Somehow i think i miss her again... Anyway, long is really my best jogging buddy sia... run to orchard with him once and meet bud and jana, so qiao. Anyway long, if you are reading this, be prepared to run a further distance next time k. Is time to run to DOVER, Singapore polytechnic!!!

O O O.... Let me introduce to you another girl... my da da jie.. i know her from Army Half marathon and she is the publicity OIC haa, Guess what is my job - the army side oic for them haha - something like that la. My job is to bring them all over the running route and be the army personnel to talk to people from the army side for them etc etc. lynda jie jie is one of the most extrovert girl i know la.. Super friendly also lo - that why she is my da jie ma. hee... Anyway, i was talking to her yesterday, and we chatted quite a bit, about shouldn't give wrong signal to a guy or vice versa to a girl if you don't like the person or even treat the person like friend or close friend. Got to know her better sia. hahaha.... Her life is actually quite interesting, got to travel so many places and guess what, she is going to Koh Samui TOMORROW. hai... everyone going holiday but i am still here in singapore. hai.

ORD LO....

Is ORD LO.... collected my PINK IC today haha... went round the whole camp to look for everyone to sign my clearance form, namely CPT EDWIN, CPT ONG, CPT TOH, STORES IC, WARRANT TANG, WARRANT FROM LOG BRANCH etc etc.. hahaha CPL Bryan really helped me a lot to locate all of them..THANK BRYAN.. Was a hectic day running here and there to look for everyone. STUPID Procedures.. But never mind le la.. I got my pink IC le and am officially NSMEN. hee.. In other word civilian. (*Sob Sob - i signed for volunteerily extension for 3 months..). O o, my ORD date accidently fall on Warrant Tang's birthday haha... Cool right hee.. Is like quite long ago since i last saw my PINKY IC..... 1 years 10 months back. Really miss the time i am in BMT.

Today 050707, i meet my BMT Section mates, for the first time in history hahaha, all of them actually fall in thou around 3 of them are of exceptionally late with vaild reasons (they are namely frankie, kee jin and jin xiang haa). Really have a nice chat with my bathing buddy johnny today hee... Cannot take it la. he really thinks like me. We are really alike in thinking... *laugh We went to marina south to have our ord bbq dinner. Suppose to have our dinner at a Japanese resturant in marina square, but the resturant is nowhere to be found after much recce from 7 early birds hee. Soon after our dinner, we went for some kopi or desserts at HK cafe Xin wang in marina square - So nice!!! Guess what, this is where frankie came - and guess what HE IS IN UNIFORM....Really miss all of them i guess. is like 1 year 7 months since i last saw all of them . Everyone actually turned out for this special date of our life. Dominic was saying that we should meet one year once and the next date to meet is 1 year from now 070508. *Everyone must remember ya. Don't forget. haaa. We talk a lot during the dinner, talk about the funny jokes that happened during the BMT life - how johnny and i was punished by SGT ALVIS for talking cock and sitting down during squat position, how wei lun should 1 in malay when he is supposes to say it in english when SGT ask him to count down and how the rests continue with malay... Is totally fun, really miss the life and love the life in ARMY BMT. haaa. ( will posted some pictures soon hee)

We went home about 11.50 and i waited for 156 for like 40 minutes. thought there is no more bus so i got into a taxi and boom boom boom off home hee. When i was waiting the taxi. I suddenly feel lonely again. not sure why - was listening to the song named "Don't write me off just yet" by hugh grant.... Really so nice. Somehow i guess i really miss the girl. I was trying to change the lyrics of the songs to my context. But somehow i think i am not good enough to change it.. The lyrics is really very nice..

It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just my furniture you've re-arranged
I was living in the pastBut somehow you've brought me back
and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet

Is 1.30 am le... Good nite everyone

God doesn't need you to win, he just need you to try.

Is 2 days since i last blogged. WEnt clubbing with rachel buddy and buddy 1 (sherin) at St James Power House. hee.. Stupid me, forget that there is a bag deposit area beside the toilet. sad sad *sob sob. If not we will be able to unwind and dance like crazy le. sad sad. In any case, it is my first time that i meet sherin. She looked bit stunned when i first say hi to her when we are outside st james hahaha.. Nice girl i will say and like rachel, they loved to take picture of themselves hahaa. They should have taken more than 50 pictures of themselves that day.... We went bellini, sit there for 2 hours and talk cock - topic include everything under the moon - from teacher to nus girl to kenneth to the china girl and guy who is busy taking photo there haha. I stayed quite quiet throughout thou, maybe because i am not used to telling people about my problem the first time i meet them haa.. Sorry Sherin hee... The other half of the time we were waiting around the building and appreciating the structure..(Miss rachel will understand what i mean haa). All this happened on Friday evening hee.

Now, on Saturday, was quite a busy day.. DOING VOLUNTEER WORKs for my uncle, grandmother and joseph.. my grandmother came to my house wake me up early in the morning to help her do some artwork for her banner(her newly western food store at cck - go visit if any of you have time k- open next saturday).. hhaa(I hate graphic). Soon later, my uncle came with another artwork for his mini market haha.... Then AGain, JOSEPH/MANU came with his lappy so that i can fixed it for him. DAMN angry all treated me like free labour haha. Hai... sad. However, i was left alone the whole day doing all those volunteer stuff. hee. Hopefully they will appreciate what i do sia.

-SOmehting interesting. hee... Went swimming in the afternoon... and saw a post card that all my friend will tell me i guess. Guess what it wrote on the postcard. hahaha

IF YOU're BORED, IT's Not OUR FAULT... (will load pictures of it haha)

HOW INSPIRATIONAL!!!!! hhaha to my surprise, serangoon stadium is up and running again. people are running on the tracks le.. thought is will take a year or so for the track to be renovate. haa.

Sunday Morning - Was talking to theresa..and guess what - SHE IS gg to RENDANG.. so nice.. how i wish i can go also. hai. sad sad. I think i will go after national day ba.. Cool..

Why i wake up so early ? hai. irritated by my uncle's persistent in calling haha and also maybe because i have not finish the stuff he asked me to do ... Is suppose to be a sunday.. relax day for me. hai.. been working saturday sunday.. sad sad... Maybe feel so tired and bored because i never enjoyed doing graphic.. Love it more if is programming hee. Went serangoon garden in the afternoon with joseph and meet theresa to pass her the SONGS disc.. haha... Going to miss theresa for 4 days hahaa... No one to entertain me le haha..

WAs talking to eileen - my long lost friend from SAJC haha...... heee. so long never talk to her, really miss her.. it was like 5-6 years back since i talk to her on the phone... nice feeling.. we talk a lot today and then i realised, she also like MUSIC and LYRIC like i do.. hee. so sweet.. cannot forget the songs "way back into love", is like replaying over my head for 1 months. Have a really nice chat with eileen today. She is going to graduate from nus soon le, so nice. How i wished i can graduate from uni with a blink of my eye.

Learnt another word today hee...

Ad nauseam - repeatly and to an annoying degree.......

The Grass is always greener on the other side.. 040507

"The grass is always greener on the other side"

Was reading the mail leonard send to me when he left the army or the office to be exact. Kind of miss him now. Is like yesterday when all of them leave the office. Alvin, WK, Ben, Gerard, Jordan, Leonard - REally miss all of them. The days when we play DOGA (DOTA LA- all of them should know what i mean) and the days when we played doga and leo grumbling about us playing, the day when we went to KL for a office retreat, and the day we went for breakfast and lunch together. You can feel the closest in the office last time. Now, is a totally different thing already. Hanqin busying looking at his stock, seetoh busying with him work that never seems to end, joseph still as playful, shaun forever blur blur haha and lastly not to mention the marvellous desmond who is always so persistent. Even now, thana seems to be too busy with his new GirlFriend...Nowaday, shuan seems to be the only one who play dota with me in office. AAAAAHHHhhhh.. Feel like shouting now. Feel like listening to some loud music and get out of life. Now, i understand why sometime "the girl" likes to be in her own world. Even my ex likes to be in her own world (but i bring her out). All this is because life is far to painful to be in. I guess i am a confused person. Never feel so confused in my life. Sometime i am pondering why God always take away those people i am close with.

Kenny - My ultimate best friend - Who is in Australia now studying
Alvin, wk, ben, gerard, jordan - All my good friend from the army
Wong, peng siong, johnny (my bathing partner), ervin, dominic - can't forget last time sia- damn fun
the girl - Been avoiding her eventhough i like her.
My ex - i believe i still miss her but the moment i remember the way she hurted me, i hate her.

Anyway, next week is suppose to be my ord (070507) but guess what, i be extending for 3 months till 100807 (1 day after national day 07).

Thinking back on my army days. The days in bmt, the days in ocs, the days in engineer CTW and the days in show committee. I believe BMT is the one that gave me most of the memories to take back if i leave the army (was thinking of signing on and get a SAS). PLATOON one section 4, my bmt's life was full of fun people haha.... Peng siong - the veggie(he was damn fit last time lo haha), wong - one of the funniesst person in the section, never failed to bring the section to laughter and the one that always bath the lastest in the section haha, johnny, my ultimate bathing partner - we always share the bathing thing together because the bathing area is always full of people, Dominic - my buddy - the most garang soldier i ever know, he is the one that helped me the most i guess, never failed to cover my butt when i covered his haha.... Koon Chian(KC), the ultimate wenhan buddy (i think he thinks wenhan is god hahaha). and wenhan - our platoon second best so you can imagine la.a AAGHAGAGGHAAAAaaaa feel like shouting again... Really miss those days.

I guess i have left too much things in me and my brain. I can feel the weight in me now. hai. Actually to tell you(blog), i really hoped to find someone who can listen to all my problems but hard la, even my gf i don't say everything. hahaa... i guess i just want to care for someone. Don't know what i am talking le.. tired

5 stars Arising !!!

Good day to everyone haha.. Guess where am i writing this blog. OFFICE.. is 7.30pm already and i am still in office. Sad life right.. anyway was kind of a busy day, went to Singapore Press Holding and Mediacorp for media dialogue (actually just sit there la haa). Comdr was the one that present the presentation. All i have to do is to make sure the video that i have done WORKED. haha.. The first session went haywire thou, CPT Tay went ALT TABBING out and click the video which screwed the session up . Comdr jokingly AWARDED him with 2 EXTraS.. Damn funny when you see the comdr say that. Soon later after the mediacorp session went well, comdr told him "good job CPT TAY ahha... your 2 extra cancelled haaa".. Damn funny la can !!!

Anyway, i was with miss wong the whole day. She treated me to eat the whole day haha.. making me damn fat now..Thought CPT Tay will treated us today but in the end we went dutch. then later around 4pm, we went for some prawn noodle. (initially i just went there to eat Goreng Pisang but miss wong ordered the whole type of prawn noodle that she want so ended i have to sacifice to eat up the noodle). * FULL ...

It is around 5pm when we reached back camp. Guess what, saw boss and he asked me how is it? haha... and to my surprise, comdr had already tell him what happened haa.. and to my surprise again, he thanked me for doing the flash for him when he left for another meeting. (Quite surprise when he thanked me thou, coz he seldom thanks anyone). *Bad ME

RanCorousness... 03052007

Nothing much really happened today.. was reading a blog from someone i do not know. it wrote "gained your trust and came into your world but i left jus as abruptly and hurt you where you felt the safest".. I feel so sad to look at this message from someone to someone (the English is so good). It was someone's blog that i felt love, sweetness, hatred, lies and bitterness. I really hope to be love by someone again and so i can share everything with that special someone. (but somehow, i stopped looking or rather choose to stay single - scared the hurt and pain that i have to go through again!!!).

Is a long time since i last felt love, even family love is sometime i guess i do not have. I never feel happy, was just forcing a smile on my face everyday. (that how i survive). Working working and working is what i do to forget the pain sometime. I guess somehow i need peace, somehow i need some quietness. (that is also why i choose to stay at border nowadays to read any novel that interest me).

Today was the 4th Show Commitee meeting and finally the flash video that i have done is cleared by boss and comdr. Feel quite happy thou. but tomorrow meeting should be a long one. A long long meeting. After the meeting, i went off with MANU for some supper at RP - PRATA along yio chu kang road ( strange - why ain't we eating PRATA off jalan kayu road which is SUPER near our camp haha). Soon after i reach home around 11pm, i was talking to rachel, meiyan and miss wong on msn then went for jog and came back around 12 midnight.. HEalthy lifestyle !!! I want a hug now? anyone? hai ...

Learnt 1 new word today -

RAncourousness - Quality of state of feeling bitter

This words was learn when me and thana feel too bored to listen to what we should listen.. i.e. Play a fool during the meeting la SIMPLE haha.. Thana remember ya - don't stick on to your gf too much ya.. if not the consequences will be drastic in the future. Forget to intro. Thana is one of my best friend from the army, an officer from infantry and the security officer of our camp. But now, i am higher rank than him hahahah.... like manu always say "KNOCK IT DOWN" haa.. sorry sorry.. guess i am too tired le.. gg to sleep now le.. nite everyone.

LAST MINUTE...01 MAY 2007

Is a BoMBING LAME day today (Meiyan knows what is this haha)!!! so hilarious!!! was out with meiyan the whole day today, meet her at vivo and we talk quite a bit. initial plan was to LAI KOPI but ended up shopping. Walk up and down vivo then went to ORCHARD and have dinner at swensen.

ULTIMATE: Was telling meiyan that we should all last minute do our work. Why!! Because it takes only one minute to do it!!!!

ACtually we bought nothing today. just chit chatting away when we window shop haha. We will having our dinner at orchard swensen today. Guess what, i was showing meiyan how to tie a knot on the cherry stalk in our mouth hee.. nothing better to do.. hahah Unforunately i can't do it in such a short time i guess.

Meiyan was telling me about the "GIRL" that i once or still liked. She say she is a strange, weird and a stubborn person who make use of people(only when she needs them she will call them). In addition not many people like her during JC days, always alone etc. Even theresa don't really like her too i guess. (soon after i reach home, am talking to amy on msn - and she asks me to stay away from her too) - STRANGE day ( guess i should really stay away from her - which i am already doing so)

Soon after we ate, we went to heeren to continue our shopping, to paragon then to CK TANG. hahah... long day.. We officially end our shopping journey at CK Tang.. haha... Great day today.