If i have you......28 April 2007

TOday seems to be the most boring and inefficient day of my life..... Learn 2 words today..

Somatisation and the archilles heel hahaha...

Was talking to meiyan just now, then i realise that today i am suppose to go NYJC for some anniversary thingy. hahaha But i guess is alright thou i am quite bored for the whole day. Anyway, i spend the whole day packing my messy table, cupboard and change the fengshui of my bed. Look much neater now i guess.

During my course of achieving my goal of a neater room, i came across a lot of things, a lot of memories from the past. Namely, photos (Rachel - from pck, NYJC school magazine, and my ex gf photos). Sometime i feel so lost and sad and feel like crying. I guess that is just part of my life. I guess is time to pick myself up and move on. IS time to move on. Is time to search back the past me, the confidence me and move on like a MAN.

I think i am just thinking a lot this time. Since this year started counting down, i have been down on luck, quarrel with my parents, breaking off with my gf, losing money in shares, losing money on phones, been into accidents and got a summon for driving across the DOUBLE WHITE LINES, never been so unlucky........ NEVER. I really need some strength from god.

Next, I was also talking to rachel (my Buddy) hee... She is totally like me. Bored to death today.. we talk for the whole day today then stop then talk again.. Talk about everything under the sun - food, tennis tmr, teacher blar blar blar. the list go on haha. She is like my listening ear now, I will definately tell her everything.


Was looking through something today and came across this song... "I am not alone"

You are not alone
I'm be your side
And here with you
Is where I'll always stay
Through the darkest day
We will find a way
No matter where we go
No matter what we do
I believe in you

The words i feel
Don't alway show
But in my heart
I want the world to know
You;re my strength, my light
Guide me through the light
If all i ever do is spend my life with you
I can make it through if i have you

The world was ours
We never had a care
Our dreams were all we have to share
And through the years
We've dried each other's tears
We've laughed along the way
Found joy in everyday

If I have you,
If I have you,
We can rebuild
Our Castle in the sky
You're my strength, my light
Guide me through the night
If all i ever do is spend my life with you
We can make it through
If i have you
......

Sleepy le. Take care everyone