See The Edge 30 Apr 07 - 1 May 07 12:56am

Today was a busy day for me. rushing down here and there. And the most fear thing to do in office is to present something to BOSS (He is a hard nut to crack). Till now, i guess everyone has gotten a reprimanded/rebuke from him. Never failed to see him angry if it is not what he wants. How to descibe boss? Demanding? or just irritating? Selfish? Never care about other people feeling? Actually, sometime he is quite nice and caring. Forget to mention, he is a ULTRA SUPER ULTIMATE Beer lover.



O ya, guess where i go? I went to chinatown today to jason tan studio? wonderful place i guess but bit o Piang. I actually spend 25 minutes walking up and down Tregganu Street to find his place. Is so complicated!! Great!! How should i describe Jason then. A long hair ARTY Look (if i never forget) and he sounds so friendly!!! (Maybe because i am too friendly). Anyway, right after passing him what is needed, i travel down to PlAZA Singapura for a stroll. STupid, silly me i guess. I actually went to look for the Feder-Bear when BUBBY had already went down and asked about it. I really hope to find one of it. Here is an image of the bear. Rachel and i love it a lot. haha I guess this is why we are buddy ba haa..

I only have one word for this little thing - "CUTE". I think i sound like a girl sometime *GRINZ... haha Ops Guys shouldn't GRINZ. HO HO HO.

O ya, forget to tell everyone i am offically a LTA from 1 May 2007 haha.. finally promoted le haha.. long waiting. I can't believe this, is so unfair when PTP batch got to promote first and the fitter enhanced batch have to wait for another month to get another Chocolate bar. Not that i care, but an increase in the allowance is something every NSF looks forward to every month. (Not that much thou).

Tmr is labour day, wonder what should i do tomorrow !!!

I was wondering to post this or not because i think i really miss the girl that i know for 6 years and went out for 2 weeks. to be exact we went out for 7 times in 2 weeks(if i am not wrong). She too is a hard nut to crack (a even harder nut than boss). Not been talking to her nor sms her for 3 days le( i even delete her msn). Hopefully i can forget about her and move on with life. Is not a very good thing to miss someone so much and nothing can be done about it (i choose not to do anything anymore). Somehow i guess she has hurt me and somehow i guess life will be better if i don't go for things like this anymore. somehow i feel hard to move on. Somehow i feel being used.

So many somehow!!!! Frowned again.

O.. was reading this MR HAPPY kiddy book 2 days back. It teaches me one thing when you meet MR MISERABLE that is to bring your lips to the edge and you will smile again... I will smile thou is hard. Have alway been smiling even thou i am sad because i don't wanna to bring my miseries to other.

MOST BORING IDIOT AWARD... 29 April 2007

Saw someone blog and she wrote this....

Some things are just not worth it
Men who treat you like crap
Men who treat you like crap and neglect you
Men who use you
Men who use you like a toilet
Men who use you like a toilet, and think of you only to relieve themselves
Men who use you like a public toilet only for convenience
Men who cheat on you
Men who make you cry because of their selfishness

I was totally stunned by it as she seems as if she hate all the men in the world.. Laughing stock i guess. Should men say/refuted anything? Why do men treat you like crap - coz they are irritated by female? Why do men neglect you? I guess this is quite contradicting because female seems to be the one that neglect guy when they are busy (well it all depends to the girl or the guy). MEn who use you? i will not refute this because i don't think it is nice to use other people. Toilet issues? i don't think guy should do that either but can i add a point, what about girls? do they do that too? Men who cheat on you and men who make you cry because of their selfishness? Girls CHEAT too!!!! and i personally know a few.

Kind of hate the way it is wrote. The person is only thinking in her point of view. Guess somewhere in the world, guys are also cheated and used by girls. Anyway i guess is alright, is just words.

O ya, Today for me seems to be quite fulfilling. WEnt for tennis training with rachel (tennis kaki) and ate wantan mee with coach. (HE TREATED US!!) Then went to royal plaza to get MISS RACHEL's Mother birthday cake.. Ops forget to introduce this buddy of mine, She works in royal plaza as a HR executive...She has a Super Sharp tongue la. (Don't scold me!! ) AS a employee of royal plaza, means she enjoys lot of discounts when come to buying cake(not just cake i suppose) from the resturant in royal plaza. Soon later after we collect the cake and send coach back to pines, we went for some window shopping. Guess what, I bought a pair of tennis shoe from PRINCE. Sound so HAPPY right!!! is just a pair of tennis shoes which look relatively normal. The only thing that attracts me is the price.

I was so guilty when rachel called me and tell me the birthday cake had melted. "IS LIKE A POOL OF WATER" she said. i was so sad because of the fact that i am the one that suggested going for some window shopping and left the cake in the car. *FROWN

After Rachel went back home, i went to border alone. Grabbed a book by zadia smith "My autograph Man" and sit there for an hour haaa... so funny la. The story was talking of a mischievous boy name ALEX (whom his mother present him with the most boring idiot award for saying something damn LAME). is damn hard to explain here but i was laughing out loud when i was reading the book....

Kind of miss her (she is the one that introduce me to the author)!!!

If i have you......28 April 2007

TOday seems to be the most boring and inefficient day of my life..... Learn 2 words today..

Somatisation and the archilles heel hahaha...

Was talking to meiyan just now, then i realise that today i am suppose to go NYJC for some anniversary thingy. hahaha But i guess is alright thou i am quite bored for the whole day. Anyway, i spend the whole day packing my messy table, cupboard and change the fengshui of my bed. Look much neater now i guess.

During my course of achieving my goal of a neater room, i came across a lot of things, a lot of memories from the past. Namely, photos (Rachel - from pck, NYJC school magazine, and my ex gf photos). Sometime i feel so lost and sad and feel like crying. I guess that is just part of my life. I guess is time to pick myself up and move on. IS time to move on. Is time to search back the past me, the confidence me and move on like a MAN.

I think i am just thinking a lot this time. Since this year started counting down, i have been down on luck, quarrel with my parents, breaking off with my gf, losing money in shares, losing money on phones, been into accidents and got a summon for driving across the DOUBLE WHITE LINES, never been so unlucky........ NEVER. I really need some strength from god.

Next, I was also talking to rachel (my Buddy) hee... She is totally like me. Bored to death today.. we talk for the whole day today then stop then talk again.. Talk about everything under the sun - food, tennis tmr, teacher blar blar blar. the list go on haha. She is like my listening ear now, I will definately tell her everything.


Was looking through something today and came across this song... "I am not alone"

You are not alone
I'm be your side
And here with you
Is where I'll always stay
Through the darkest day
We will find a way
No matter where we go
No matter what we do
I believe in you

The words i feel
Don't alway show
But in my heart
I want the world to know
You;re my strength, my light
Guide me through the light
If all i ever do is spend my life with you
I can make it through if i have you

The world was ours
We never had a care
Our dreams were all we have to share
And through the years
We've dried each other's tears
We've laughed along the way
Found joy in everyday

If I have you,
If I have you,
We can rebuild
Our Castle in the sky
You're my strength, my light
Guide me through the night
If all i ever do is spend my life with you
We can make it through
If i have you
......

Sleepy le. Take care everyone

Busy Day - Friday 27 April 2007

Friday, suppose to be an off day today but have to go back to camp, a boring and sad day i guess. Was doing a flash trailer for boss for some special events(not suppose to say) and at around 6.20pm they(10 lions for the SAF) came and i have to make some changes and work all the way to 11pm (no life). haha... Didn't have my lunch and dinner so decided to ask eugene (my 15 YEARS best friend) to go for MURTABA (not sure if i spell correctly thou), the hot and crispy MURTABA from Serangoon garden. Really miss KENNY who is in Australia studying now (MY ANOTHER 15 YEars BEST FREN cum winning eleven buddy). Should have ask my buddy(RACHEL) to come garden to eat but i guess she will think it is too far for her unless she has car... So nice of her to call me when i was doing my editing to ask me to meet her and her friend for a movie cos she know i am quite moody lately.

Let jump to another issue in my life haha... not sure what is it also. hee... i guess is just another girl that came into my life which somehow i hate and like at the same time. i guess i am being used by her somehow. never feel this way at all. (she has the power to make people do things for her)

You never know what a person can do. Guess she is just going to be a friend which i will try to avoid from now onwards haha. TRY!!! hahaha (However, i hope she will stay happy thou)

eLmOe - All About me

Hi Everyone,

This is eLmOe. I don't think is nice to put my name here thou. hee!!! Have always think that blogging is a girls' thing but somehow everyone around me is blogging (I MEANT GIRLS) haha. so i thought i should also try out cos somehow i think is easier to talk to a computer than to a person. My buddy is the first one that intro me to blogging i guess. Saw her posts (200 over sia) all the sad and happy memories from past. Impressive.

Anyway, Let me introduce myself, eLmOe, in long stand for Elvin (which is my name!!!) with a sexy mole (on my face). * This name was given by someone who i will try to forget soon i guess.. I am a Happy go Lucky person. However, my life is always on the down side and has never been lucky at all so you can imagine the posts i am going to post here will be full of saddness and miseries.

Let be happy first ba, i am serving the army now as a officer in the National Day Parade SHOW COMMITTEE and will be heading to NUS to further my study in Computing. Love it and was lookign forward to it so much. Most of my friends say i am a friendly person, and hopefully i can know more people during my life in University.

Life to me -

A boardgame - roll the dice and wait for the rules to change
A River - slow and steady and leave all the stones behind (*Leave all the saddness behind)