eLmOe'S Roads

Been a long time?

2008-05-04T11:12:00.000-07:00

hmm... it has been a long long extensively elongated time since i last wrote into this vastly populated blogspot's Blog, the blog that belongs to me for the past 1 year. What an explanation lol.. back to my usual self lol... Guess what i am doing now.. I AM STUDYING.. tooo busy to write this blog at all... long time never talk to many of my frens le... my pig dog frens from everywhere. lol... Really miss all of you.. Hmm for those who know the big news, congratulation. lol for those who don't know... too bad lol.. coz this news cannot be published here. there is lot of things happened during the past century ( i can't possibly placed everything here ). All i can say is i have acquired an valuable assets of my life recently.

holiday coming soon... 2 more papers and i am though.. really scared of failing paper this time. didn't write much for that paper that 1505 paperl.. math paper. hai.. totally saddness. All i hope for is a PASS. GOD Please help me. PLEASE. anyway holiday coming, and soon i have to report back to camp lol... this time the CBRE CAMP.. hmm wonder who i will met again lol.. hopefully i can travel this time too.. to anywhere.. HK, taiwan etc. travelling downward? hmm australia is nice but go too many times le. hai... booo boo dar dar dar boo boo.. lol... hopefully life will turn out fine for me.. PRay to all... pray for all.. Sleepy.... Yawn

CHECK IT OUT...

2008-03-20T20:21:00.000-07:00

www.trendy.com.sg

CHECK THIS OUT... my fren doing this... power

Boo EVeryone...

2008-02-15T22:46:00.000-08:00

Is the year of the rat..... MY YEARSssssss... and lot of my brotherssss and sistersss' year.. lol... 1984........ Shiok.. i just came back from my 1.5km swim and 10km run... looll powerful right.. SEA BUG EVERYWHERE... They should pour more sea bugs in... Those that can help making people happy when they bite.. lol....

Anyway.. a lot of things do happened to me recently... including a heart painful week. lol.... nonetheless, i was quite unsure what to write here coz i relaly don't know what to say. Is more like - i have a lot of things to say yet i know is not right to put it here and show everyone thou is my blog. lol... but the... lol..... IS new year, NEw rat Year............. EVerything starts Afresh, thou i am quite salty like a fish now (fresh FISH)... lol......... i simple love swimming and jogging lol....... WHERE ARE ALL MY TENNIS KAKI and KENNY BROTHER - i really miss golf now.. lol... 1 year 1 year......... i will buy a car and put all my sport equipment in it. lol.. No space for anyone to put anything lo.. lol... juz for my equipment lol... tennis, golf, shoes, everything.. lol..... but the, maybe i don't have enough money to get a CAR lol.. is quite exp thou.. Money in shares, money to spend, money money money lol....lol

OooooOOOooooo some updated about my life. love life - nothing much for now... but i do miss someone recently, someone i meet on 25/01/2008.. someone i think is special enough. (but thou, i don't think i am so good at it in wooing girl ba.)

In any case... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE... Miss ALL OF YOU.... MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS.. esp Kenny - HAPPY CHinese NEW YEAR in AUS.. lol

New year resolution....

2008-02-03T06:48:00.000-08:00

Here a comments from friend about me... and how i can change for a better lol....

Hansheng say..

you're an honest guy, you put your effort to do work when needed, your not afriad to be laughed or mocked at. but you do get overly excited in heated situations.

brenda

u r quite a nice chap
but smths dun be so adamant on some things
n nt too direct

Ying

simply cannot write lol........

wenjie
very on the ball person
very brother brother type
hate attitude gals

diana

hmm...sometimes u can crap jokes alot...outside u may seem to be rather fun to be wif...but then deep inside...u are another person...that is actually ppl may think that u are mb extrovert...but wad i think is u are more towards introvert...and u seems to be waiting for some special person to spice up ur life..
and one more thing...u are BIG MOUTH lar (this is due to some reasons)..
wahHA...
then u are quite honest wif everyone u tok to..and actually u quite gentleman ar...then ...

Meiyan
Elvin is a fun person to be with.. but when he is deep in thots.. he is touger than a NUT to crack.. perhaps a diamond can do the trick -

when u r deep in thots
no one can guess it..
and when u dun say
means u dun say...

Junlong

" very JUS DO IT ",
" everyone's brother? "

SHOUT OUT!!!!

2008-02-02T23:49:00.001-08:00

The feeling of shouting out in front of the sea is so good.

Nice songs......
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUDwVN9lPe8

something big...

2008-01-25T08:02:00.001-08:00

something big gg to be reported soon... check it out....

Is a long time..

2008-01-21T02:00:00.001-08:00

lol... is a long time since i last wrote. (was abt to write long long time but rule no 2 - no double words) . lol. Guess what am i doing now... i am watching hewitt match with djorkovic. lol... world number 3 with world number 19.. however, the match between federer and marco i think is still the best... federer's fighting spirits is like.. WooowWWoooo... never say die spirit. The last time i have such mentality is in OCS and of coz, play dota i guess. People who know me well will know.. will know my never say die attitude.. lol..

Anyway, lot of things happened lately. kenny is back in singapore and off again to Australia about a week back.. really miss golfing with him and also tennis ( must be inspired by World number one FEDERER ) lol.. is kind of bored to swim about 3 times a week and jog 4 times a week lol... (got rest la, coz sometime i do 2 times at one goal) . hee. OMG.. djorkovic juz scolded "What the ****" on the game.. lol..

School started for me too.. got 5 modules.. 3 core 1 LSM and one elective. lol... still on a bit of playing mood i guess and i wasn't studying a lot this few days.. must be the forever exciting australian open ***NO EXCUSES** lol.. it has been a week of lecture. thou boring but i learn quite a bit... And this sem, the lecturer is kind of slower compared to last sem.. Those steady one by one words kind of talking. can u imagine?

Chinese new year coming le... is a time of good food etc. and of coz HONG BAOSsss.. not much this year i guess, as i am not allow to collect any coz of my grandfather's death.

Next, is the meeting of a nice nice friend. strangely, we message a lot and say a lot. lol..

What more, rachel buddy have a new bf again lololll... naughty girl. i thought she lost somewhere le... coz she wasn't around online lately. and i promise her i will buy baby rachel's pamper she is out first compared to baby elvin lol..

***** GREAT!!!!, i should be at orchard reading my harry potter now. olol....

Running away - by midnight hour - is 2.26am....

2008-01-10T10:22:00.000-08:00

Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright here, there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.
Don't tell me, I don't want to play.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.
And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.
And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.
I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVDkiq6c49s

Very nice....

Golfing time lolo.....

2008-01-04T08:38:00.001-08:00

lol.. was with my best brother kenny juz now playing golf. lol..... is a long time i touch golf i guess.. eversince eugene and me went to bishan driving range lol... something i have to remember and wrote it here... KENNY BROKE A CLUB... i really don't know how he do it.. lol is a thing to remember thou lol.. after abt 2-3 hours of golf and the place gg to close, we went to our usual hangout place - The RK prata shop in serangoon garden. too bad gene cannot join us.. lol... oops There will be training for biathlon at sentosa tomorrow.. need to sleep le lol... night all

Things to update ... lol...

2008-01-03T08:12:00.000-08:00

Alot of things happened and i guess i was also a bit lazy to update ... however here i am... going to update things that happened for 3 weeks maybe.. only important things ba.. lol...

OOOooopss.. forget which date i went bintan le... lol.. went bintan with my friends from nus. total 6 of us thou.. lol... is a mahjong boot camp i will say... all we do is MAHJONG.. coz everything is too expensive le.. still remember the first meal at the hotel resturant is $24 dollars lol.. lol that is one of the moooossstt expensive curry rice i ever eaten. lol.. can you imagine $24 on a plate of curry rice.. lol... Bintan trip - will add some photos here soon lol...

Next thing that i have to remember is... TENNIS gathering cum a chirstmas gift exchange.. lol.. ooo we went to meiyan house this time - coz poor meiyan fell down the escalotor and fracture her knee.. poor thing... However we really have a fun time at her house too.. order sarpino pizza and seeing how theresa say "THEN WHAT THEY HAVE" in a teacher style way lol... oooo all grow up liao.. all working except the guys of coz lol... nvm abt that... Next is the present exchange session. lol... can't really remember who get what - all i remmeber is theresa got a massage device from huizhi lol...

kangli - towel from esprit + MOVIE TICKET - meiyan
meiyan - shoe bag - amy
Amy - lamp - edmund
edmund - CHOCOLATE - thersia
theresa - massage device - huizhi
huizhi - bottle - amy
shi chuan - spec holder - elvin
elvin - speaker - kangli

don't know if i have mixed up anything not... but well... is fun lol... picture will be upload later... lol...

Next is New year eve gathering with the GABRIELITES + one child.. juz kidding .... eugene, long, kenny, me and nick lol... and soon come amy, candice, diane and one girl who i forgot her name.. loll.... the story goes.. lol... we went to berwerks beside cafe iguna and guess what, 5 guys sitting there with a tower of beer lol.. that is crazy la.. was thinking what to do. And i started with - "I cannot take it liao, can we find something to do" and so i suggest hua quan lol... finger guessing game. guess what - after we started doing it and make a fool of ourself - all the table beside us started to go crazy as well. and as soon as the waiter gave us the new year goodies bag. the whole world was crazy lol... The best part is, the left and the table behind started to join in the fun and play with us and we all started to drink. juz before 12 midnight the area is like a family gathering. lol... kk ba.. enough of story.. the picture of this will also be uploaded soon!! bye for now.. MUCK TO ALL

When a girl..

2007-12-19T18:13:00.001-08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

hmm...

2007-12-17T13:32:00.000-08:00

I wonder what happeneed... i was back from bintan with my uni fren and once i reach the ferry terminal, my mum called me and say my grandfather pass away. lots of things happened this few days... hai. i was at the wake this few days.. some things really surprised me. lol. there is abt 200 people or more at the wake. they lay about 40-50 tables under 2 blocks. lots of ppl. some small little gangsters, some big gangsters etc etc.. lol.. like filming wu jian dao. lol.. However, there are also "uninteresting part" - or the irritating part - all of them ask me if i have gf here gf there. and they really make me think of a girl. the last girl that i am close with - the one that gave me the name elmore and the girl that left me the nicest memories. hmm.. wondering who is it? lol.. i will never say - coz is the past lol... is time to start studying and score well... careers first, girls later. lol

2007-11-30T23:35:00.000-08:00

If you live each day as thou is your last, one day, you will certainly be right!!!

to give and share

2007-11-29T09:50:00.000-08:00

It's best to start the discipline of generosity when the amounts are small. It's easy to give ten cents out of a dollar; it's a little harder to give a hundred thousand out of a million.
Giving is better than receiving because giving starts the receiving process.
Nothing teaches character better than generosity.
Here's what is exciting about sharing ideas with others: If you share a new idea with ten people, they get to hear it once and you get to hear it ten times.
Sharing makes you bigger than you are. The more you pour out, the more life will be able to pour in.
Somebody says, "Well, I can't be concerned about other people. About the best I can do is to take care of myself." Well, then you will always be poor.
What you give becomes an investment that will return to you multiplied at some point in the future.
When somebody shares, everybody wins.
The amount you give isn't important. What matters is what that amount represents in terms of your life.
Only by giving are you able to receive more than you already have.

-------- the top paragraph is so true.. so CHRISTMAS IS COMING... EVERYONE MUST REMEMBER MY PRESENT OKIE>....

SMILE

2007-11-25T02:29:00.000-08:00

Why?

2007-11-24T20:56:00.001-08:00

why is it that everytime i visit her dark web blog makes me feel uneasy.. at the sametime filled with misses. hai

When is my turn !! lol

2007-11-17T07:53:00.001-08:00

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don’t want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away...I'd die...

The day at the hotel.. loioolll FULLLL

2007-11-16T23:55:00.000-08:00

Guess what is this Black thing... lollll..... IS CLAYFISH.. damn nice la... cannot resist the temptation to eat more... and guess after - my tummy also burst out.. heee

This durian paste is soo nice.. not very sweet but very nice.. perfect D24 durian...

Can u see the amount of things i ate... hmm. a dozen clayfish, a dozen lobster, a dozen of everything lolll.....
And that is my mummy.... lolll.....

that is the picture from the merchant court ellenbrough marketplace... very nice. go try out....

Hmm... who should i talk about today? hmm....... maybe rachel and mummy limin?

lol.... oki dokie....

rachel SHI..... loll My tennis buddy. went training with me one. lol how do i know this person.. lol..... hmm through IRC 10 years back.. lol... juz kididng.. not so long ba.. but i htink got 7 years. lol... the irc craze.. u can never imagine that right... i actually meet her outside for tennis.. and so when 2 persons who are crazy come together - everything else went crazy lol.... siao la... let me say something abt my buddy.. character wise - outgoing blar blar blar... lol.. she is damn outgoing but sometime ppl say she damn fierce - actually yes also loll... Hope buddy promote soon - then can treat me k

Mummy Limin - heee omg.. i know her like 7 years too... lol.... hmm she is my ex gf best fren.. lol.... know her during jc days ba... lol... a long long time ago.. unbelieveable and it was only recently that i keep kajiaoing her.. lol... she is one of the nicest girls i know i guess... lol.. don't seem to get angry one.. one of the best temper girl.. (she will always say - i will also be stubborn also) MISS U SO MUCH loolll...

SUPER FULL

2007-11-14T09:18:00.000-08:00

lol... introduce MERCHANT COURT buffet... lol... forget what the name... i think is ellenbrough marketplace... quite expensive, however is worth it.. ate a dozen of oxysters, a dozen of scallops, shark fins, crab, LOBSTERS (i ate more than 10) lol... sound like hungry ghost right. lhee i guess i am one too...hmm i can still feel the stomach now, the feeling of the tummy meat cramping together when u are sitting down. hmm...

Who should i talk about today? Huiying, derre and nicole? hmmmmm... lol okie i shall talk about them. lol

Huiying. i know her for like 3 months lol.. and she is a very very good fren now. Part of serangoon holding ltd and a very guai girl lol.. (thou i everyday kao pei her) lol... know her through the orientation first day coz after that i pon the whole orientation week due to important business for the country, the national DAy. her first impression to me is responsible. Someone who won't pangseh ppl when promise (even thou she pangseh me and WJ once - i was so sad la.. - i was telling WJ that she wun pangseh us one lo ) lollll..... In any case, among the 3 girls, i believe she is the most hardworking ba. GAMBATTE.. lol... and also - thank for the CERTIFICATE. *ANGRY

Derre..... don't really know her well ba.. but i everytime kajiao her also lol.. she always keep quiet or stare at ppl with her deadly eyes. AND the best part about her is - she plays soccer. lol... She very fierce one.. be careful.. Heard from ppl she is very smart one lol.. SPECIAL STREAM ONE lo... don't play play lo....

NICOLE ..... my darling lolllll...... oo this gal ah... SUPER FIERCE LO.... everytime black face one. then talk to her like talk to the wall like that... one group walk togheter she can ended up walking 10m in front one lol... nonetheless, she is a nice girl ba. lol. ( must say something nice - if not she comes and kill me ) lol... oo ya - she has one thing in common, she is going to be lifeguard soon lol... people who know me well shouild know i am a lifeguard too ba.. lol... in any case, good luck for yr swimming test soon ba... lol.........

Brother Kenny, Gene and long

2007-11-13T00:56:00.000-08:00

hmmm....... who should i start with first? lol.... How about my brother eugene and kenny.

Kenny... loll.... let me see, i know him for like 14 years i guess... lol... sooo long liao. the only guy among the 3 of us to be overseas studying... hmmm and the richest among the 3 of us too.. lol... we grow up together sia. fight together, study not together (we go home to study lol) blar blar blar. and of coz garden supper too.. the ultimate prata. anyway, kenny is the thoughtful one among the 3 of us. the thoughtful guy who don't failed to off his charm in front of gals.. lol.. he knows a lot of gals one, but too bad he has a gf already. someone i know too... i can't imagine he actually come to my place to ask for advice on how to chase her... lol.. so funny. come to think about it, eugene also do the same thing - to my house for advice. lol... Now yr bro here need all the advice and intro liao... Both of you better help. lol...

Eugene - another one who i know for 14 years too... and guess what !! he has the same surname and name as my real brother. Eugene tan. lol..... He is the lucky one - always lucky. he is also branded as the math king during our secondary school time. So you can imagine how good is his math lah.. lol. and maybe that explained why he is studying accounting now!! lol... Let me find a word that describe him!!! hmm... quite hard to think of one now.. coz i can only think about bad words.. lol............ lazy etc etc.. lol... and ya... be good to amy ya. lol... and if amy see this... YOU BETTER REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISE ME...... deposit also collect liao. lol

Next, long - lol... another lazy one... that when he is playing game - you can never get him to move... he is simply STUCK on the chair la.. lol... eugene and me realise that whenever we ask him out for prata. lol hmm.. ooo ooo he is the commando that i know.. damn fit one sia. a very fast swimmer too... hmm... nevertheless, he is one good fren that go all out fo r you if he promise you something. lol. what are frens for !! lol

Who will be next!!! let me see !!!! maybe derre, huiying and NICOLE!!!! lol

The story

2007-11-07T00:00:00.001-08:00

From now onwards... i will write about the friend around me.. >lol... about my impression of them etc. lol

tune in to elmoeheaven... lol... Everyone will be involved...... tennis, best frens, un best fren, etc... lol

Pictures first , story later

2007-11-06T22:57:00.000-08:00

Is just Another day.... a SUNDAY

2007-10-28T05:02:00.001-07:00

hi everyone, is a long time since i last blog i guess. hmm.. to busy with everything. Math test, marketing project and financial accounting project. Who can volunteered to help me? Marketing project is a let down. a sad story. hai. but in any case, i have to shout this one out.=> MATH TEST IS damn hard. hai.....

hai nvm. nothing to look forward to but bintan trip i guess. next week have another cs1101 test. programming test. i should not sigh anymore. Should just kick my backside and stand up and start moving like a mouse... lol...... i miss my times in army. in secondary school where i just study and go home and fight with all my brothers... now, even a swimming i have to think twice, wheather to forgo the time and swim or just do my hw. hai.... i miss my blanket. (nicole will understand what i mean - IS MY BLANKET)... lol...

oo ya... nicole, huiying, derre, Wj and me is another gang. lol.... with HY, WJ and me as the Serangooner gang.. lol.....
Went serangoon garden yesterday with dave, WJ and Hy yesterday. lol to happy daze... when MANU was playing againg Middlebrough i think... lol 4-1.. CONGRAT MANU.. 4-1 - 2 goals from teves. anyway, is just a chill out yesterday. in any case, i really think WJ and HY looks quite compatible. hmmm.. Shh.. if not she don't fren me liao...

3 days of SALES RUSH

2007-10-19T07:22:00.000-07:00

lol..... this few days were a super busy one. lol nv expected that also. ANd you will never imagine our handsome lecturer GIVES US A SODUKU PROGRAMS TO PROGRAM .. he thinks we are gods .. .... Damn is a beautiful week full of works i guess. programming, marketing and financial accounting...

ooo - Eileen thank a lot... give u a kiss MUCKZZZZ... lol thank for the vouchers. Your birthday cards is SUPER NICE.. lol... I still remember about 5 years ago you make me one too!! that one is the nicest card i ever receive. hee... at least i can sense yr sincerity. really thank a lot eileen.

This 3 days was a crazy one. Me, kah hui(a GUY), jianhong and wenjie went for shopping for 3 consecutive days... Ops, only me and jianhong gg to the last day.. the rest die liao lol.. Fittest will survive and we will see that tmr lol.

My prizes for the past 2 days is a big one... one bag, 2 shoes ( one for dad ), one belts and one shirts. NICE NICE... ALL FROM RAOUL... i shall take some photos and let u all see soon. will update soon.... gg for supper first lol.

Gene birthday 14 oct

2007-10-12T10:15:00.000-07:00

haa... is gene's birthday soon.. 14 of oct.. haa

we went to friends the wine place for a drink. With surprisingly people - nick and long haa.... Serangoon garden, the place me, gene, ken and long grow up haa... food we always eat. place we always hang out. I miss serangoon garden. Is quite crowded! lots of people and kids hanging out that SMokin (Stupid), hopefully they will soon realise waht they are doing. In any case, we drank one whole bottle of pinot noir haha. A kind of red wine. hee.. we will there drinking till 12 midnight haa... at the same time playing some cards in the middle of no where. The service is not bad thou the girl is a bit fierce, the live band sucks. lol.....

In any cases. why do i almost cry? credit from the movie "secret". Thou the show have some contradicting issues but overall i will give them ****** stars.. the plot is totally unpredictable. the girl is so cute. when she says this is a secret. lol. with the he o lo sound. the twisting plot is the best - when she discovers the lyrics etc. haa...... i think i am gg to get a piano and train le. haa...

Sian hor. new hobbies now!!! all thank to huiying...... i am going to collect all the different brand of poloT shirt. haa... fred perry, tommy, polo ralph haha

I feel like crying

2007-10-12T05:12:00.001-07:00

this time, i really feel like crying. or rather i cry.

reason. is a stupid one.

watching the show secret starring jay chou. i feel so lonely after the show.

BIRDDAY POsting

2007-10-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

is my birthday... !!!! heeeee didn't do anything today ba. everythin went as per normal with wishes from everyone in the morning. haaa.... here a list of everyone who wishes me..

Those with hearts!!! haaa

Kenny, Junlong,Mummy limin,Rachel buddy,Theresa,Jacelyn,ZhengKang,Bao Chan,Esmond,Shi Chuan,Eileen,Adeline,Kangli,Sixian ,Jana, johnny, alvin on my facebook etc etc... hahahaha and my usual bunch of friend - adam, reuben, hong pang, wen jie, jian hong, steffi , shuhui

-- AMENDMENT - Sorry sorry meiyan!!!!!! for forgetting haa... u wish me on msn ma.. haha nt HP haha

Thank you everyone!!! just another year older. heee

Didn't went out today, instead i went library and study haa. went home abt 4.30 and reach abt 6. and guess what - my mother brought me 2 eggs - those birthday boy must eat red/pink eggs and vermecilli - just that only eggs ba.. haa. then i have a very filling dinner which includes Chilli crabs and butter prawn. haa....SUPER FULL LA.

soon later - nothing much le ba - went to the prata shop with gene and long for coffee and that it - my birthday ended. haa... Mummy li lim - u owe me 10 treats ya and a **** haaa......lol... bao chan also haa...

No pictures was taken ba - reasons? after 21 , there is no need to celebrate any birdday lo!

LIBRIAN

2007-09-29T11:01:00.000-07:00

LIBRA - The Partner for LifeCaring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. High appeal. Has the lastword. Hard to find, good to keep. Funto be around. Extremely weird but in agood way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or shewants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet.

haha
this is to all my libra brothers and sister. hahaha... have a lot ba... kenny, gene, mabel, rachel... hahaha...

wooo extreme hard to find sia.. (doing some self advertisement) hahaa..... always get what i want? a bit wrong lehz...

The letter!!!

2007-09-28T11:23:00.000-07:00

haha this is the letter me and eugene send to kenny for his birthday - What inside? haha... something stupid me and gene think of ... hahah

the letter is full of stamps haa.... REasons? partly just for fun. hee another reason is - we just use the stamp we have as the stupid stamps things doesn't give back changes? - so they just give us more stamps? stupid.

A boring Friday

2007-09-28T09:59:00.000-07:00

was thinking of what to right today...

should update my wishlist now!!! heee i got my phone , an o2 atom pure and a printer. haaa... but somehow i feel i should get a apple iphone. hee.. Mhhhmmmmm..........

wish list
______

1) A car
2) lots and lots of shirts and jeans maybe - waiting for christmas for this - coz of the discounts hee.... who want to book me for shopping? hahaa....
3) A watch maybe - my favourite nautica and 10 years down the road - a tag heuer hee!!

there is nothing to buy already!!! so sad right... should spend on my money on the 2 I. investments and insurances!! to prepare for the future. or on shares? maybe ? hee just buy and leave it there. haaa....

Mhh..... lots of things happened to my buddy this day. hai... so sad for her and the guy is so stupid la. leave the details thou.

Went out with my family to bishan junction 8 today hee. bought a jean at F men and finally my TOE socks.. so cute - the toe areas of the socks come in different color.. will take a picture and you guys soon... guess lots of people will buy it soon!!! is a marketable item.. hee.. Love it.

Where are u ?

2007-09-27T09:02:00.000-07:00

Eileen.... haaa where are u? so long never talk to u le... how is work? haa

RAtaaaaaTOLilllteeee

2007-09-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

Rachel buddy!!!!! hee... soon soon. k haa.... Good luck for tomorrow. You know what i am talking about. Heee!!! spare you the details here.

Anyway... Finally * was actually crying * finally - i catch my RATA SHOW.... So damn nice la... haaa.... was watching with mummy limin. haa... soo nice the show. so funny etc etc... undescribable. (not any word can describe it... Shit - undescri/... is a word.. so that is a wrong statement to make - pardon me for my logic haa... learn it from nus module haa.) stuood.. anyway, was out with mummy limin - hee went for dinner at swensen walk around then watch the movie haha.. nothing much... i just love the movie la.. haa... Seriously... it isn't just like any other show. maybe is because rat is in my blood - haa.. I AM BORN IN THE YEAR OF A RAT!!!! haa... stupid comparison.

heee... enough of this rata story.. have to study soon le. if not will die le... * wondering if kangli still going swimming tmr- he did not message me... haa... ooooo i miss being a rat. Shit - too engrossed... that all for now - need to bath lo.. and some exercise after my errr sooo call damn full supper - PRATA.. haha..

o ya- i got the first 2 things on my wish list. hee... the printer and the phone haha... the printer is a good deal sia - only $99 - is damn cheap for a laser printer. is only monochrome - maybe that explain it... as for the phone - i have no choice but to buy one haha enough of ppl complaining my phone cannot get through etc etc.. this time NEVER - unless i am in the lecture hall heee. oopss.. i got an o2 atom pure limited edition - is once again a PDA phone - but this one for sure is far more stable than the o2 stealth... and the best part is - IT IS WHITE IN COLOUR!!!! hahahaha Muck... love it.. my favourite colour of all - is the colour that represents all. the power of white.

Kenny brother birthday is over - and now - next on the list ------- is "" haa.. don't want to list on here. the serangoon garden code of botherhood haa... - there is only 3 persons in this clan haa... hahaha.... i htink i crazy le!! i go pray now!!

this one big right !!!! haaa

2007-09-23T13:00:00.001-07:00

HAOPPY BIORTOHDAY TO MY BROTHERSsssss

2007-09-23T12:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNY..
THIS POST IS

JUST FOR U

This post is just for my brother kenny...... the one i know for like 15 years of my life. My brothers when i am down, my brothers we are happy etc etc. WE almost grow up together - finding gf, flirting with girls etc etc. spare the details. haaa. something is not suppose to be post RIght Here!!! haha is a no no. Soon it will be eugene birthday too. haa. Both of them have gf le so don't need me le haa. Come to think about it, i am the only one lonely one for now!!! ARgghhh... Kenny brother, hope everything will be fine for u. And happy birthday on 25 September 07. Don't bring ken junior back so soon la. haaa....... Ops!!! shouldn't announce it. Juz kidding... anyway - me and gene waiting for you for some prata again!!! come back quick haha... and also - keep u updated for things happening at the village - there is a THAI RESTURANT in serangoon now. by the time u come back, we will go for some wine....... at the friends. haa....

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A bit for what i am doing now!!! heee sorry kenny, should have say Half a post. hahaa... anyway, i have finally finish reading my favourite books for now "Harry potter and the half blooded prince" - IS DAMN NICE. i didn't expected Professor dumblerom (forget how to spell le) to die. In the spell of AVADA blar blar blar.. hahah damn nice. Ops - too much advertisement for the book. haha...anyway, is recess week this week haa..so finally am able to relax a bit - but at the same time doing a bit of work here and there ba. been officially slacking for 18 hours now!!!! i actually counted it. ooo - how am i gg to plan my week. haa... i am not gg to go school - that is for sure. tired ... hahaha...... Might be gg coffee bean to do some work etc etc. a movie is not to be miss this week - i will personally look into this.. hahaa...... Who will accompany me next Tuesday? hai. maybe ended up no one !! SOb Sob. how i wish i have someone with me next tuesday.

Wish list !!!!!!!!!!!!

- I am gg to get a phone soon hahaa

- Laser printer (for my daily excessive printing)

- a car (might be soon i guess)

- my love... haaaa

The time!!

2007-09-14T22:33:00.000-07:00

remember, everywhere is the same, the one making the difference and create happiness is yourself..

Someone send me this!!! better not release who is he.. coz he is quite famous.. hahahaha i called him MAFIA.. anyway... life is just as bored as ever i guess.

Have like 7 homeworks on the way and guess what, i be heading to heaven soon. haha.... sane!!!! with an 'in' in front. hahah Stupid... hahaha know a few people the past week. from marketing subject pool, a very nice lady. from living with mathematic - someone call evelyn.. from programming - call mabel etc etc.. hahaha...

haha.. Receive a message yesterday and guess what - the RP from seletar camp invite me for a bbq at east coast. but i guess i have totally no mood for that. *Hope they are happy with their bbq ba.

ever since i am in nus - i feel as if there is no one to confide my trouble to. Sob... hai..

is time to countdown soon.... hahahaha 17 more days.. heee people who know me well enough will know what this date means.. hahaa.... just for fun!!!

why? i need a hug seriously!!!

2007-09-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

i am super duper tired of my own life... no cca no nothing, feeling damn bored with my life...

Here a summary of my life.
1) sleep at 3-4am
2) wake up at about 7 - something 5.30
3) only leisure seen to be looking at my brother playing game
4) once in a while go jogging and swimming
5) NOTHING ELSE other than eating

hai.. sad life right? hai......... what should i write? hai like rachel always say - "I NEED A TRIP OVERSEAS"

life goes on as i force a smile on my face everyday. I need a hug. a big big hug.

There is nothing motivating me in school . Guess i just have to find anything and be contended with everything - which is hard!ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

(*SHOUTING OUT LOUD)

Busy Busy Busy..

2007-09-05T12:39:00.001-07:00

1 bottle of coffee on my table.
2 Computers both on.
3 hw awaiting for me to clear.
4 am. and i am writing this blog.

hahaa... nice nice.. Anyway guys and gals who visit my blog. Sorry sorry for the "undated" updated. haa...something must be wrong with me at this creepy hour.

Anyway, been busy in school.. with so much to do now. week 4 and my project is awaiting, with test next monday. i wonder what to do now. My lectures' lecturer is so scary. Most of us don't even understand what they are talking. hai. Most of you will understand what i mean. I still prefer poly teacher. hai...

Friend wise. Alright ba!!! Have always been with my poly mates. Know a bit here and there thou. hopefully life is not as boring anymore. In any case, a quick update with my love life too - haa!!! one word - NOTHING!!

Anyway. here a message to kenny. HEY!! i need somethign from you... you home address in australia. Please reply me asap.... Send me a email if possible. Thank bro. Don't ask me why..

Busy Busy

2007-09-05T10:05:00.001-07:00

i was listening to this song "I'd be surprisingly good for you".. feel a bit sad now.. hai hai...

busy week so i have to keep it short and sweet. haha... BUSY! short enough?

Something to Ponder About ???

2007-08-26T09:05:00.000-07:00

In a certain village there is a certain barber who shaves all those villagers who do no shave themselves. Does the barber shave himself?

A lot of kids story book wrote such statement i suppose. hahaha... you know what is the problem with the statement?

Here is one more...

You are offered a million dollars to find the following word W. "W is a word that cannot be defined in less than fourteen words." Can you find the word?

heee... Think hee...

Is it a blessing?

2007-08-21T08:19:00.000-07:00

2 Weeks of going to school already. Yet, life is like the same with no up up up or down down down. Anyway, to all that care, i have finally finalise my timetable and believe it or not, is a sad timetable to me even i have wednesday as a free day....

Monday and thu till 8pm haa.... and monday and tuesday is an ultimate day when all my tutorial and lec are closely arranged together haa.. Busy busy.. all 21 MCs are used.. hahaa... Thank to the SOC manager which helped me so much to appeal for the general elective module. If not, next sem will be a tough one for me.

Anyway, now i am thinking of which cca to take. Though is not very important but i think it is very important to have a balanced lifestyle. heee.. Swimming? or others? Confusing and indecisive (staring at my timetable!!) haa...

Tutorial is going to start next week. Don't quite looking toward it. Is 2 years of army already.. All my cells is like being blocked by some bugs or virus that don't seems to work well in school. haha.... ARGHHhhhhhhh....

Let not talk about school, army etc etc.. hahaha... Ooo kenny.. kenny .. my brother brother haha.. you are not forgotten la... still waiting for you to come back eat our favourite prata..hahaa... anyway, serangoon central opens a new prata shop.. just to keep you informed. hee.. me and eugene have been patronising the store ever since it opens. (LAZY TO WALK SO FAR) haha........ when you come back to singapore, it will be a year treat from you haa.. ( READ THIS SENTENCE KENNY) hhahhaa... how much can eugene and i eat sia.. haha... anyway kenny, MISS YOU Sia.... Eeeee sound so gay.. The code of brotherhood never die.

ops.. next is Eileen. Eileen lee shining.. wish you a Happy birthday here on my blog. haha... Wink wink haha.....

*what actually to happen in my life!!! hai.

The pathetic week...

2007-08-16T10:52:00.000-07:00

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying."Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Is a boring week again. hai... been to school for like 4 days already.. all sorts of things happened and of coz the lecturers seem so.... " ----- " hai... hard to get back to study after army. hai. Seriously damn hard.

Ndp Over - new life at NUS.....

2007-08-14T03:26:00.001-07:00

long time never updated this elmoesheaven le... heee...

finally NDP is over. and my new life starts. NUS is filled with people i don't know or yet to know.... Know too little people for now. hai...

Anyway, here is a summary of my ndp life. hahaa....
Got into this committee from interview when i was still an Cadet. didn't know why i am there also!!! hee... In any case, for now, i believe whenever i look back at marina bay, i will not forget the time i spend along with everyone in the office especially the unforgettable 14 extras which make me famous hahaa... What do i know in NDP? starting research? then ops? then under cpt daniel doing lot of things? All sorts of things i will say.. Sai kang boy haa.....

Here a list of everyone i should thank that make my life so interesting thou shits happened.
Cpt daniel
Manu
Shuan
Desmond
Seetoh
Leonard
Ben
Jordan
Gerard (don't know spell wrongly not hahaa)
Alvin
Wee kiong
Han qing
Dom
John
Ryan
The artist
Cpt lee
Cpt chester
Thana
All the RPs
Armceg ppl like (bing hong, bing hui, alroy, ziyan... etc etc) - they are the people who accompany with my 14 extras haha....
Service Support ppl like (cpt edwin, warrant koh, wei zhong, bryan, koon ming, lashmini and everyone else.. hahaha... hard to name everyone here - but everyone will be remember)

All the warrants
warrant tang, jack, koh, albert, eng, tan, ow

If i forget any name, don't blame me k.. my memories really getting very lousy. can forget things very very easily haha....

Come to think about it, the journey is a hard one, everyone scared of boss presence and what he will come out next haa.... Good luck everyone. Hope the rest of your journey is fun and smooth...

Take care everyone...

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Now, is nus time. been to school for like 2 days already and there is one person who tell me a lot about school and i think i should thank her here.. hahahah and that is Eileen LEE Shining hahaa.... the brightest (shining ma) girl i know hahaa.... Really thank her a lot for all the information she gave me. Thank eileen and good luck in your new job..... BU BU GAO SHENG

School is a hard place to go. Monday lesson will be like 9 to 4 without any break. die... Bad planning and the best part is.... i have to run from one end to the other end... bad planning again. hai.. sad... Don't know much ppl yet. but i believe my journey in NUS will be a fun filled one. haa...

Nus is too different from POLY. first week already started complaining abt the bidding system which totally suck to the core. second week already complaining abt the lecturer which appeared to be hostile ( one hongkonger who seems so blur with everything, one lecturer who don't care about student rate of absorbing) sad sad... Trust me or not, i am gg to bring a camera down to take down all the notes le hahaa...

For now, i am still wondering which CCA to join to keep fit haha..... don't join i will feel damn left out and not keeping fit at all.. i hate that feeling.. haaa... maybe tennis again? swimming? the rest needs to pay money which i have none now hahaa.....

An example of life....

2007-08-07T09:25:00.000-07:00

was reading sasa jie jie blog and came across this haaa

bad example: gal (sounding out): you feeling sleeping??
guy: yeah, tired from work…
gal (sounds concern): ok, shan’t disturb u, go and sleep lah
guy: ok, you have an early nite too..
guy hangs up the phone. 5 min later, phone rings awaken by the phone rings,guy: hello?
gal: …………. guy: who’s this?
gal (feeling unjust): you felt very bothered by me is it?
guy (confused): huh? what?
gal: ………….
guy: why? what happened?
gal: you find me very bothersome is it?
guy: bothersome? why you said this??
gal: ………….. guy: what’s the matter? how i would know if you dun say it out?
gal: we are chatting halfway, and you yawn, and went off to sleep…
guy: b…but, you are the one who ask me to go to sleep…
gal: you already said want to sleep already, what else u want me to say?
guy: haiz… if you wanna chat, just say so… what for tell me to go sleep, and feeling unhappy in the end?
gal: since when i’m unhappy?
guy: isn’t this unhappy? ok ok, i won’t sleep the next time, will that do?
gal: what’s the point? i want you to chat with me willingly, and not because afraid that i will be unhappy… in the end, guy spend another ½ HR comforting gal, actual sleep time is 11.40pm, plus the earlier argument, he did not have a good sleep. what worse is the gal may argue with the same thing again the next day.

good example:
gal (sounding out): you feeling sleepy?
guy (tired vocal, but sound interested) : abit, tired from work. but you have not finished talking, carry on, i will be listening.
gal (felt consoled): orh, but since you are tired, go and sleep then (still sounding out) never fall into the trap and hang up the phone guy: there’s no afternoon break today, indeed more tiring. how abt i give u a call tomorrow morning. let’s chat awhile more ok? (tells the reason, and offer make up measure)
gal: oh ok. go and sleep now, you must be tired.
gal is willing to let guy go sleep, but guy must do a bit more than this guy: so what time you are going to sleep?
gal: not sure, probably a bit later.
guy: ok, but not too late, not good for health. i will be heart pain one hor…
gal (feeling loved): ok lah… guy: i love you the most! (even if eyes are shutting also must remember to say this impt words, else all effort wasted)
gal: i loved you too, have a good rest! (happy till can float liao)
guy: ehmm…
gal hang up the phone
in the end, 11.10pm.
guy sleep peacefully, and probably a morning call from gal the next day…
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This was so cool and true.. hahaa In any case, i believe the second part will only happened when you are in the honey period of the relationship. haa... In any case, wonder when will my next one coming hahaa.... just kidding

hahaha

Came across anyone this time. hahaha THIS IS EVEN MORE FUNNY>....

Dear colleagues> > Who is cleverer ? Teacher or student??> >

One night 4 college students were playing till late night and
> didn't study
> for the test which was scheduled for the next day.
>
> In the morning they thought of a plan. They made themselves look
> as dirty
> and weird with grease and dirt. They then went up to the Dean
> and said that
> they had gone out to a wedding last night and on their return
> the tyre of
> their car burst and they had to push the car all the way back
> and that they
> were in no condition to appear for the test.
>
> So the Dean said they can have the re-test after 3 days. They
> thanked him
> and said they will be ready by that time. On the third day they
> appearedbefore the Dean. The Dean said that as this was a
> Special Condition Test,
> All four were required to sit in seperate classrooms for the test.
> They all agreed as they had prepared well in the last 3 days.
>
> The Test consisted of 2 questions with the total of 100 Marks.
>
> Q.1. Your Name.........................( 2 MARKS )
> Q.2. Which tyre burst ?...............( 98 MARKS )
>

> a) Front Left
> b) Front Right
> c) Back Left
> d) Back Right .....!!!

> > True story from IIT Bombay...Batch 1992-96

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Haa after much jokes.. now came into my life... Went to Nus for orientation this few days... Back and fro from orientation to camp etc. haa... didnt' really go for orientation as all my friends only selectively selected those impt to go. haa... In any case, the feeling sucks. Nus life seems bad at the start of it. All because of the word call "bidding". haaa... It sucks to the core. Making everyone life so difficult. haa...

Pictures Week.

2007-07-27T10:08:00.000-07:00

I am so tired to type anything... so i put some pictures this time hahaa......

O my god. I miss someone already... haaaa!!!

Here are all my workplace during my short stay in NDP office and of course all the ICs from my BMT mates - ORD lo!!!

Here are my tennis friends as well as my tennis buddy, my bathing buddy, swimming friends and the girl with the sweetest smile.

Here i am from kindergarden to ocs days as well as my Feder-bear... heee...

Harry Harry Potter!!!!

2007-07-24T09:24:00.000-07:00

People has not updated their blogs lately!!! This include me as well hahahaa Apologise Apologise hee.. Here i come again. Lots of things in my brain now. NUS, NDP etc etc.

Just came back from a swimming tanning and a shopping trip with 2 of my best friends - Eugene and junlong. WAs out early in the morning at 11.30am today. Went swimming with eugene, not forgetting the sleepy tanning as well (that explained i was asleep while tanning haa). Right after that, meet up with junlong and the 3 of us went for shopping at city hall area.

I was looking for a bag this time ( a school bag ) but is damn hard to find one. We found several but i like none.

One from animal at raffles city - Eugene's comment - tooooo square haaa
One from project blood brother - I like it a lot but the Comment was - "too small for me haa"
One from deuter - I like it but i am not looking for this kind.

hai. sad sad. crumpler was too common, projectblood was too small - my life is so hard. hai hai. And guess what, one of my friend (i.e. Eileen) suggested me using PAPER BAG.... DIAOOOOO In any case, my next location to search for a bag is - BEACH ROAD hahaha..... army bag...
NOTED : If anyone know of any nice bag - Please please tell me can? hahaha

O O o, i was suppose to q for donuts today but the sight of the q make me giddy haa... i rather pay someone to q for me if i really really want to eat. heee....Why so many people is crazy of DONUTS... ARE THEY NUTS? hahaha

There are so much things to buy again - School bag, Sandal (NOT SCANDAL), Harry potter and the half blooded prince (NOT THE LATEST) etc etc etc. money never enough to use. O o, here an update of my life. WEnt to NUS to take QET test 4 days ago and guess what they ask me to write - ABOUT THE LEGALISATION OF TRADING OF HUMAN ORGANS. sad sad! sure failed this time. Also, went for the placement tests (for exemption of modules) 2 days back, once again - Also going to fail again. hahaha - REally super duper long never study already. Who can help me this time?

Ops have to do something now - will update this blog soon again

Is Time!!!

2007-07-17T09:05:00.001-07:00

Hi everyone, It been a long time since i last blog sometime. Guess is TIME to blog something if not everyone will be like meiyan putting a "ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzz" on my blog haa. Anyway, not much to blog nowadays. Went tennis Training on Sunday and finally got my Feder Bear from RACHEL hahaa.. So cute... (will post a picture of it soon) hee.... Is a long wait.

Lots of things to buy again!!!!! but this time is not because of Great Singapore Sales but all because of SCHOOL. haa.. got to buy a School bag and a scandal... Must Prioritised. heee coz i have not much money left.. Other stuffs like camera, shoe bags, Harry potter story book etc are not a priority yet haa... And so that can wait!!! Moreover, Really feel like going out of singapore and take a walk. Take a break from NDP etc. I seem totally listless nowadays. Nothing from my usual smile that brighten up a lot of people. haa.

It is weeks and days before National Day is finally over. But i can predict now that there is a lot of thing i have to return before i go off. Things like laser printer, Flip charts board etc.. Wonder what will it be after i go. School seems to be a question mark to me now. Don't know what will happened in school. Meeeting people again and wonder who will make a impact in my life again. Life. Somehow, i hate it. Why do everyone have to go through so many obstacles to reach where they are? Why do i have to? Is going to be another obstacles again?
Most of my friends are already out in the working world learning about earning money haa.. WHAT ABOUT ME?

A boy still struggling in life.

Is that me? haa

NO SACRIFICE NO VICTORY 08072007

2007-07-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

"No Sacrifice No Victory".. This is one quote i got from the movie transformers. hahaha This show is one of the best i ever watched so far. Was supposed to watch this with my buddy but somehow i ended watching it with my family. hee. The best show ever. The action is good, the technology even better and whats more, MEGAN FOX is so so so so very pretty..... Which guys out there don't agree with me.. RAISE UP YR HAND!! hahaa

Truly mesmerizing haa..

YEsterday was the 3rd times i saw the NDP full combined rehearsal and the many many many times of component rehearsal. Kind of bored about what is happening already. Life isn't just going to be this way i guess. IS BORING. MArina Bay is boring, so is marina square and esplanade. Boring. It totally felt like the time when i was working at PCK the musical (but that time, the people is better - they don't curse and swear like what the army personnel did).

Haaa hahaa, i was playing checker with kangli haa.. and guess what, he told me to blog about his victory in the middle of the game haha... SO ANGRY haha... the first game i lost to him and the second i think i am going to win..and guess what i won.. haha THRASHING haa.. In any case, it was quite a good game.

Once again, after the games with KL, i went for a jog with junlong. The sky is red, the camera is flashing (i.e lighting).. and once we are all ready to run towards serangoon garden(our usual route), it rains and so, we changed route to serangoon central. We ran and ran and ran around the central until we came to a decision to continue running towards serangoon garden and out of it(is just a small turn and is totally different from the usual). haaa...

Was thinking of school next month and how fearful it will be. hai. So many people graduated (theresa, amy, meiyan). Almost everyone now. And i am just heading my way to study again. This time in NUS - computing. Wonder how will my life be. Hopefully everything turns out good. Really miss my days in OCS with all my great friends. People like my bathing buddy johnny, power wenhan, funny brother Wong and the buddy that always cover my backside and help me, dominic.

haha here a photo of my graduation in OCS.

What wrong with me. i am starting to miss everyone. and now, i miss the days in NDP office.

My NDp office days will be much much better without certain people. The army is a place where people don't care about others. 7 core values is actually not used in most situation, for example, care for soldiers - how many commanders truly care for their man in most situations, how many man will go up to their commander to tell them their problems (unless they need OFF)? It is couped with many other factors that make what the army is now. The characters of the people that make up the army and the selfishness for oneself. A leader/commander is not about commitment, passion, and being pragmatic. To me, they also have to be flexible, ready to understand what their man is thinking and ready to be a nanny to many when needed to be one. Many leaders do not care about what others is thinking when they raise in ranks, the higher you go, the more you don't care.

haaa enough of that. Tired of what the 3G army is now! (The technology changes - The people don't)

Is over!!! 050707...

2007-07-05T00:26:00.000-07:00

Officially, my 14 extras is over.. haaa (yet, i feel quite lost - coz doing duties seem to be a routine for every alternate day).

Just came back from supper with the tennis team!!! the team seems smaller this time round. Because only shi chuan, KL, amy, theresa and me are able to make it. MEIyan is too lazy to come plus the point she want to lose some weight. GREAT. In any case, we went to TONG SHUI once again. i was quite hungry then because i went for a 30 laps swim again at serangoon swimming complex. Wonderful right. hee... Finally got back my wonderful life again. And so, i order a chicken burger, one durian pupee and a ice coffee with chin chow. Tong shui really brings back quite a bit of memories i guess. haa.. Shhh due to what, you all guess ba. hahaha

hahaha that is one of the noodles from tong shui. Believe or not, there are 300 over items they are selling, too much choices but actually i don'think the food there is nice. over rated!!! and over crowded.

haaa saw this pictures from daniel facebook... isn't she mesmerizing. hhaaa!!!

She has one of the sweetest smile i ever seem. (i.e. I do not know her)... haaa

hahaha nice picture right!! cute cutey hee.. hahahaha All ready to eat!! haha Am i hungry? o o, school starting soon already and i still don't know what should i do. i am totally puzzled with myself i guess. not sure what i want and too lazy to start everything. everything is so messy now. And the problem? i know i have to do a lot of things but ended up i do nothing haha... Somehting must be wrong. National day parade 07 will be reaching soon!!! and soon, everyhting will be over. and the new chapter begins..... PRAYING HARD NOW

11 down 3 more to go!!!

2007-06-28T05:51:00.000-07:00

Was talking to theresa jie jie just now.. And she asked me how am i!!!! hahaha my reply to her? GREAT. Fun. haha.. i never thought that doing extras is so fun thou some part of the story is a bit boring. heard a few ghosty story that can make a person's hairs stand haha.

Here is one of them:

The story this time originated from the ops room that i slept in. where everyone on duty sleep!!! I was told that there is a british family(ghost) staying inside the ops room. And they have a child(a girl i suppose) who runs around the camp playing. Certain people really see it and those who can see it deems that Camp commandants office as the most number of this kind of things! It certainly feels quite errie to walk alone at night (which i always do). Guess what, there is this person from some company fall down from the 3rd storey 2 year back. It was rumour that he saw something !!! EEeee

This is certainly quite scary i guess.

Anyway, ben was right!!! serving 14 extras make me instant famous. i can't believe this myself until one day i walk into the camp... you can never imagine this. Everyone went Sir sir sir sir sir sir sir sir sir sir hahaa...... maybe i was too close to them when i am serving my extra haha... i alway go there disturb them ma haha..... Anyway, the camp is really very small so is like a village. One down all know... haha

O o o ....... tennis buddy rachel is going batam without me!!!! so sad.... how i wish i can go... but i have duties to do. hai. wasted!!! 4 girls 2 guys went haha... 4 girls sia!!! hahaa tempting... Sound like a flirt. but no la... just kidding only la.

RACHEL!!!! my federer bear is collecting dust at yr place le haa!!! haha

WHAT THE HELL!!!! 26062007

2007-06-26T02:21:00.000-07:00

Things really start to fall apart now. I feel soooo tired and energy-less(if there is such word) now. oo oo... left 4 more EXTRAS!! so happy about this and soon, i am officially out of it and get back to my own life. One night duty yesterday, and guess what, i have to write reports for 2 incidents (one of them even wake me up at 3am). 2 accidents and one of them simply refused to pick up call. ARghhhh!!! stupid. i should have slept much more peacefully since is raining heavily. Never been so unlucky. One week Ghosts, one week accidents!!!! ARghghhhhh... This is damn shagged.

OoOooo.... someone found a boyfriend for herself. so sweet. Suddenly i feel useless haa... But in any case, whoever found herself a boyfriend lately. Wish you luck in everything for present and the future. Hope you be happy.

So much things to update about now. I am quite into fishing lately and was trying to get a rod haa... but stupidly, i and brother long went down to beach road and guess what, the shop attendant was telling the customer that they will be closeing in like 5 minutes. Feeling so SHITY, we went back home.

SAw Celine jie jie blog lately.... So much foods stuff. So hungry now.
Found this picture particularly fascinating!!!

Time really flies.... 18 June 2007

2007-06-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

Time really flies.... and i have cleared 6 extras (not sure 5 or 6, lose count already)... I have this feeling my body is kind of getting used to this unfair treatment (lots of people have been telling me "WHY SO HARSH"). I feel damn tired in the army all of a sudden. Bit sick now i guess but still holding on myself, is a test of the "will", the "strength" and the "tolerance". What the hell am i talking now!!!!! ARGHHHhhhhh..

Anyway, has been a week since i last wrote something about my life, something about what happened to my life. Anyway to all out there, don't worry about me. I am alright! haha August 9 2007 is coming soon already and soon my days in the army will be over. haa... In any case, i believe the duties i was given this time kind of make me famous throughout the camp haa... I just have to sit at the canteen for 5 minutes, i will be talking to people from all over the place.

Something to report here. A "GHOST" story. It might seems funny but somehow i guess this time is not. I was the Duty officer at the point of time and it was 9pm when a guard from some other camp (but suppose to report to us) called. He reported that he saw a lady right outside the office walking up and down and also, the dogs are barking at her ferociously. (why will a lady appeared in the middle of a camp and when the gate is closed ). The guard reported that he was feeling uncomfortable (due to the fact that the lady was staring at her and he is able to look at her eyes) and was unable to make his way to prowl the area (camp). Even the 2IC reported that he was able to see some shadow thingy.

When i hear the story through the phone, i was too startled. This time is not training incident, not anything, how can i help them? are they trying to play a fool( i don't rule out that idea)!

And so, the solution: I asked them to report to me every hour until they feel they are safe. And at the mean time , i ask the Duty officer from the other camp to check out on them. Conclusion: even the DO feels uncomfortable when he was there, and this time, the guard that was talking to me seems much much more shaken then before. his voice seems like the "thing" was right in front of him. And he reported again saying that the "thing" was on top of the assault boat behind him when he was closing the gate for the DO. ARghh..... Something must be damn wrong. And so, this time, he reported to me every 30 minutes until he feels safe and sleepy. ( I AM LIKE A NANNY NOW, but i guess i am quite worried if anything went wrong and lead to some accident).

And so, nothing really happened that night and so, i called him to report to me when he was back in camp. STUPID. He even describe how the ghost looks like. White dressed, long hair. And why is he so scared this time? coz he can see her EYES and she was staring at him. He told me he wasn't able to sleep that night. hai.

11062007 - Life - 11 more to go.

2007-06-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

Came back from Duty and saw Buddy message on my blog saying feder-bear is here!!!! She really brighten up my day i guess... The long wait for the bear has finally come to an end soon. hee... So happy!!! (thou that was after my boring and tired duty).

Lots of thing happened during my duty - first, a black out. then someone lose a very important card which may caused him all his weekend, hai, am i too kind? i actually found the card and gave him a super light punishment i.e. 20 pumpings. Maybe that because i understand how "MAN" feels when superior gives them "extras" or even charge or go Detention barracks.

Was suppose to go St James with rachel, sherlin, coach on friday but i am seriously too tired from my duty. Sorry rachel!! so sorry. hai... my life is really a boring one. when i am off from duty, i will head to Floating Platform, when i am not at platform, i will be doing duty, i think have lost a lot of weight. Having irregular meals seems like a normal thing now. When will i get back my life!!! 11 more to go. that will be like 3 week to complete the final phase. haha GREAT, I still can joke. haaa.... it is quite tiring to clear armskotes, go here and go there i guess. how i wish i can indent a car and me driving myself to whereever i want to (thou they do give us a rover with a driver - but not use to continuous asking the driver to drive me to my destination).

Anyway, is like the 3 duties le, wrote a incident report, close MANY MANY doors, spot checks on MANY MANY people and turn out all the guards only one time. ARGhhhh!!!! What a boring lifestyle, lucky i know most of the guard duty personnel. Lucky Lucky, if not i will be bored to death. (wondering when will i get my FEDER-BEAR) haa

So much people message me and asked me about what happened. i realise one thing and that is to forgive and forget. But is quite hard to forget thou.

One down 13 MORE TO GO... ARGHHHhhhhhhh

2007-06-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

thou i am damn sad but i cannot deny it is a very good experience. one down 13 more to go.. sooner and later i am going to publish the reasons and story why i got 14.

Sad Sad - In Camp now... 07052007 Is only right to do it right!!!

2007-06-06T10:33:00.000-07:00

It is about 1.33am now and i am still in camp.. hee... not going home today and tomorrow and every alternate day till i finished my 14 EXTRAS, nice number haaa and not a bad experience i guess. All this happened coz some system in the organisation screwed up totally and all because of someone is siding the other one (i truly don't give a damn now). Never feel so injustice in my life and the moment i wrote this, my blood boilied. TOTALLY BOILED. but who cared!!!!! ARGHhhhhhh !!!! (actually a lot of people do care about this!!), i receive a few calls today - even Cpt tan(someone who only know me and worked with me once) called down and ask me about it. Cpt daniel also tried to help i guess but to no vaild, the whole HQ ppl asked me when i am doing the extra and the whole office people seems to be in low morale...(i really pity seetoh-hopefully he can get out of creative) hai. I cannot do my job properly now due to the extras. All because of one person, all because of a person that do not do her work at all. Now, all my works have to be splited to other, and a lot of people die from it. hai!!!

I shouldn't say anything anymore here. Tired, feel stupid as well as injustice. Never feel like this before. Never feel so... No more feeling.

Problems have arise ever since the start of this year. Is a bad year but i have faced it with a open heart and mind so far. Things happened, things forget, things happened... Seriously feel quite tired and disturbing. But life GOES ON!!!!! haaa SMILE ELVIN... SMILE. Luckily i have a bunch of friends and superiors with me, along side me, push me, help me, hold me on. but the fact is, it hated the person that never do work more!!!

Boom Boom - TEnnis 03062007

2007-06-03T10:22:00.000-07:00

DAmages for the month

Wilson sport shoes - S$60
FF men polo T- 28.05
spec from police - 270 +
contacts - 70
esprit top - 19.90
nautica polo T and cap - 66.80
country road - S$160
fcuk top - 27
pull and bear jacket - 29.90
nike long sleeve adrino tee - 30
renoma long sleeve - 35
2 bermuda - 40
dvd rw - 49
harddisk - 99
sunglasses - 85.50

haha this is what i can remember.. haa... hai i shouldn'thave spend so much.. haha now regretted ? Too late thou. hee!!!

haha went for tennis training with my beloved tennis buddy rachel.. haha coach was so blur to the extend that he forgot to take the money from us.. haha was thinking now that we should be the one taking money from him? haa FOR ENTERTAINING HIM haha.... buddy was like playing a fool la, so dramatic the whole day. now i really miss having tennis already. HOW!! Ops, i hit the coach head with a back hand hit. hee... Wonder if it is painful or not? haha..... SORRY COACH !!

Anyway, me and rachel went for a movie after the training, we watched SHREK and ate xiao long bao from some chinese resturant.. so funny la. the dragon donkeys are so adorable - so cute!!! really miss the relaxing life i have previously- is been a long time since i last have a break from rehearsal for national day parade - burning my saturday and sunday etc etc But i love being busy i guess coz that is life!

soon after the movie, we went for a short shopping at PS and boom off we go - HOME!!! have to do some works now. was talking to sister lynda while doing work, she told me about her new workplace at mandarin, the guy she likes and many many more... haa.. better not say too much here if not i will get killed for no reason. Believe or not, i went for a jog at 12 midnight. hhaa.. and here i am back blogging away with my computer.

anyway, was thinking of someone lately, thou i swear to myself not to think too much and that she is not the right one for me. anyway i guess the next time she msn me etc, i will block her now haa.. sound serious right but nothing la- just to prevent myself from thinking le. or maybe i will not bear to do that - that is to block her and delete her from msn. In any case, life is quite unpredictable - i am going to read the bible for the first time now. hee... Feeling really sleepy thou. Nite everyone

Something i got from a website!!!

2007-06-01T10:08:00.000-07:00

Here is something about myself that i got it from a website.. haha....

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

Is DAMN TRUE!!!

Woo Woo Busy Shopping... 01062007

2007-06-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

Superb day today. was so happy when i got my sunglasses from "fossils" hee... Been shopping lately again and guess what i brought this time .. Anyway, money is hard to earn but damn easy to go.

Yesterday i went out with meiyan and kangli because is VESAK DAY and we all have no plan.. hee.. we went shopping but none of them brought anything except one 1901 hotdog set for lunch.. But me, *Cunning smile, buy things again. This time - Clothes again......

haha.... 1 shirts from renoma, 1 shorts from pierre cardin haa.. and one T-shirts from french connection. sooo happy. but guess i have to cut down on shopping le. or Rather, don't shop at all. Kind of Love the feeling of shopping now hee... Anyway, is the first time, we threesome went out haa... thou half of the time, kangli is looking at girls *ME TOO la(no deny) haha.... Anyway is quite a fun day, went to more than 10 shops that sell sunglasses.. looking around etc etc.. haa... finally find one that i like and the price is soooo reasonable but i did not buy it yesterday (was thinking of it, KIV).. hee.

today, 01062007, was a super ultimate busy day today!!! i was suppose to be at the platform to fix up some aircon thingy with the contractor but ended up the stupid show management personnel is all at the platform. Didn't know i must be there also!!!! ARghhhh and guess what, they asked for so many things, monitors, stickers on the wall, rubbish bin etc etc. All not SAID EARLIER!!! damn angry. i walked up and down the staircases of heaven for like more than 10 times. i think i should go count the stairs tomorrow hee..... STupid.. will post the picture of the stairs soon to let you see the pain i have to go through everyday now. In any case, sad things aside, i went to PC show with long after my work around 7, not as crowded as yesterday(recce day and i bring back all the brochures haa!!!). And Guess what, i spend money again - bought a harddisk for $99 and a DVD rw for $49 and the sunglasses (prices not to be annouced). haha!!! I was damn shagged after that coz i was so busy that i didn't get to eat my breakfast and lunch and dinner. The time i first ate was at 9pm - SHAGGED - i was so giddy. hai... need someone to take care of me sia!! haha just kidding... not interested!! i rather be single and love everyone as a friend haha!!! Girls are a scary bunch as usual and this impression of them has not changed a bit.. hee... I love my life now.. busy busy!! don't have to care about anyone!! Just do what i like to do - that is to be busy.. heee RACHEL BUDDY - can't wait for tennis training on sunday with u haha.. FINALLY CAN TRY my NEW WILSON SHOES..h ahahaa

Is just Life!!!

2007-05-30T20:20:00.000-07:00

This week was a busy week. Rushing here and there like a dog and i am upgrade to the status of contractor..... was at the platform where the control room is doing some renovation work. and guess what, i stayed till like 11.30pm to supervise them. Lots of problem now. SAD... damn sad. don't even know what the hell i am writing now. Is suppose to be holiday and i am damn uncertain whether to go back to work today - to at least see if the partition is up and going.

Anyway, while waiting for the contractor to be there at the site, i went to marina square, and guess what, I bought a long sleeve shirt again. hahaa.... a NIKE real madrid long sleeve shirt.. OUT OF IMPULSE AGAIN I THINK.. hahaa... but is cheap la, so no issue haa.... Shopping is like my favourite past time now. haaa... spend like $500 over when my uob monthly card receipt came... haa... Powerful.. now, no money lo.. hahaha...

Really feel like going somewhere today. but rachel is lazy to coz she went to st james yesterday nite! meiyan must be doing work la! long, at sentosa working! hai..... haaa but anyway. never mind ba. IS JUST LIFE

pictures...

2007-05-28T09:40:00.001-07:00

MY ORD MATE.... hahaha... BMT ROCKS.. haha

Buddy 1 - sherlin

Tennis Buddy (best friend of sherlin haa)

The keychian my sister brought from JAPAN... hahahah JUST A KEYCHAIN.

The drawing - Courtesy from Bishan Junction 8 (copy from a picture i saw while i am in bishan) - Too bored.

My mother and grandmother during mother's day

Jogging back hee....

2007-05-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK FROM JOGGING AND SUPPER AGAIN haha...

MISS LOTS OF PEOPLE again. haha life is so boring now. haa.

Boring

Busy Busy day..... 28052007

2007-05-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

Is a super super busy day.... My day starts with WAITING FOR A CAB. haa.. i was waiting for a cab to go esplanade today and guess what, i waited for like an hour for a cab and how do i get that cab - BOOKING by the phone. Luckily that cock from pico(contractor) was also super late too. haha.... damn lucky. was at the floating platform around 9.20am, and have to climb that super super duper long great wall of china stairs. Imagine sia!! i was walking up and down, up and down a couple of times some more. damn tired. I was there for like 6 hours. but got 2 hours i was at marina square macdonald using their internet.

Have darn a lot of things to do..
Boss also messages me a couple of times today about the karen thingy. haha... not only that- warrant lim also message me about the video thingy. soon later, contractor called. then, ppl from signal called. then, ppl from air force. then, ppl from printing centre. then, ppl from office. then, boss again. then miss wong. hahaha - i am jumping to death soon le... sure got one day i accidently tripped and roll down the platform. The stupid stair is so small and close to each other. haha

in any case, is time not to think about anything le.... is 9pm now. I am so sleepy now but still, i am going jogging with my jogging buddy - long haaa.... anyway theresa - if you are reading this- WHAT YOU WANT - i can get for u la. haha no problem haha...

GREATEST SALES EVER IN SINGAPORE 27052007

2007-05-26T10:47:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, Guess what.. i did not miss the sale on friday. Cool... Went to orchard with a bunch of people on friday night (LAST FRIDAY OF THE MONTH which mean ==> MIDNIGHT SHOPPING). They are naming norman from RP, CPT LEE from my office and long. haa. Is the first time that "long" met them actually... so are norman and cpt lee, is the first time also... haaa. So cool la. We take bus 103 from camp and ended up at serangoon ave 3 where we take 105 to orchard. Brought 1 pants that cost only 25, a shirt from project blood that costs less than 30 also haha.. Cool right?

That was the paragraph i wrote 2 days back and am going to continue here.. hee.. Is 2.33am now(monday) . finally found a time to blog about "my life". is a Super busy week thou. Tiredness never sank into me. hee. suddenly found a new sports and guess what? SHOPPING haha... love the feeling of buying things now -- no money thou. Great singapore sale really trap me into it. It was saturday that i got into the mood of buying things again when friday i just spend like 60 dollars? Well, i went training with SP at sentosa on saturday. First time ever, they have a taste of my training. just the warm up thou - and soon later, someone while running looking downward knock himself to the bridge and bleed - what a fairy tale!!! run and fall - he must be too tired from the warm up le. looked shagged!!! (anyway, nothing serious, just a bit of bleeding- hopefully he be alright soon). Soon after the training is over, me, long, yw and shawn went for lunch and soon later SHOPPING AGAIN. hee.. Brought another jacket - a super duper thick jacket and guess how much is it - S$29.90. DUNK CHEAP!!!! haha i was like so happy after i brought the jacket. hee Come to think about it, i guess i have spend quite a lot of shopping lately.. here a list of what i brought

F men t-shirt

country road - 2 X shirts, 1 x jeans

nautica - 1 Polo T, 1 long sleeves shirt, 1 red cap (DAMN NICE CAP)

pull and bear - jacket

espirit - t-shirts

police - my new spec and contact

fresh imp - short

metro - short

haha.. that is all i can think of for now, will put some pictures of my new stuff soon. hee!! O o o o , shopping aside now.. have to return back to camp again. ops ops, when i was in vivo, mummy li min message me and asked if i am at vivo haa.. i guess she saw me haa... so darn lucky haa.. not when i am so shagged la haa.. must looked the best when meeting ppl ma. haha JUST KIDDING hee. Anyway, i have to go to camp for the wonderful yet sometime boring rehearsal by --- XXXXXX- cannot mention anything here haa... is all about National Day Parade - LOYALTY TO THE COUNTRY. it was like 11pm yesterday before i got home and fall asleep on the table again. Poor thing.

hee.. is sunday again loH, went to camp again to orientate my beloved understudy seetoh and forever persistance desmond haa.. went back home to fetch my brother to orchard (is his birthday haa). Guess what we do - is SHOPPING AGAIN. haha. but this time i brought nothing and as a present, i got him a nike shirt haha - What a nice brother right!! hee. Orchard seems to be so boring this year round haa. SAw a Shirt and it wrote there - "is all about discipline". I love it so much but the sad part is - there is no discount. I really need some inspiration things to inspire my brain cells to work. hee.. wondering now whether i should get it this time or not. haa.

now ending off with my picture haha... Learning from buddy rachel !!! haa..

Anything, Everything 24052007

2007-05-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

Is like 3 to a week since i last posted a blog. hee.. Really miss blogging hee. I am super duper duper busy lately. Went to camp then to floating platform then to nee soon then back to floating platform. Busy Busy like a bee. Really feel like going for shopping now. Lot of things in my mind to buy. LOTS!!!!

Sunglasses

Polo T

Jeans

Going to waste money tomorrow le. haaa.... Late Night Shopping cum Great Singapore Sale - Perfect Combination. haa... Definately will not miss it even if i am too busy this time.

Nowadays, time seems like is no longer important anymore. Coz when i open my eyes, i worked, when i close my eyes, i still worked haha..... just kidding la.. Sound so pathetic right? Been trying to sleep on the bed lately, if not always ended up on the table or the sofa. Tell you guys the truth, i really don't know what to write today even if i have not written a blog for days. Is just so boring.

Forget whether i blog about this not, last saturday i went back to singapore polytechnic for a bbq organising by SP lifeguard haha.. quite fun thou. thou half of the time, i am scared that we are throw into the water haha.. that why teck sheng, jeffrey and me chain our hand together most of the time - the strength of 3... haaa... harder to be thrown. here a photos of SP lifeguards haa.. Lots of hunks hahaha Pretty girl ah errr - nono haha

I really miss the time i tekan weizheng and jana batch haha..... sadist sia me. haa.. but somehow i think they love it haha... i heard from weizheng nowaday the training is no longer like training. want then swim don't want don't swim haa.. Opss i feeling something at my tummy. FATs... haha have a craving for prata now. HOW? call gene and long - one sick one bath le haa.... damn... REALLY FEEL LIKE EATING SOMETHING Now.. how?

ops... one minute ago i feel like eating. then after i see this vege pic. I WANT TO VOMIT. die. phobia. haha.. in any case, this vege really am an unforgettable memories to me. haa.. Never been so full with just a plate of vege. haha.... Realise one thing now? i like writing anything everything that come to my mind today. haha.....

Past Present Future. Friends, Friends and Friends

2007-05-19T11:34:00.000-07:00

Is a Super long week for.. Totally feel so shagged now that i can't even believe i am writing this now. Is 2.35 am now. Just came back from supper with long and eugee. Thou half of the time i am coughing non stop hai . I totally feel damn sick now. really cannot take it le!!! Help!!!

Anyway. lot of things happened this week for the past 3 days. one, meet up with the tennis team, two, meet up with the lifeguard teams (photo to be added soon), three, went for Music video shooting the whole day on the weekend(not me shooting of coz). heee

Went early morning to Platform today. Damn strange la. While walking out of the toilet at the esplanade, someone ask me whether i am from NDP committee then she said that she is suppose to contact Warrant Tang regarding the make up thingy. hai.. Now i have to be their guardian angel and bring them all the way to the platform hai..(*Thought of shopping a while before making my way to the platform. SHIT.) In any case, the lady named "lily" is a really nice person, don't mind helping her anyway since they all looked so blur to where to go and meet ELMOND the production team manager. haa. The whole thing last for quite some time thou and soon later i went to nee soon camp with the SP team to continue the rest of the archiving process.

It was like 7pm that i make my way to SP to meet the SP team. Is like 2 years since i last saw my juniors from SP Lifeguard. Damn nice la. Miss the place so much just that uncle david is not there to complete the rest of the story. hai. Saw mummy mabel and newly named mummy yue ming and guess what they eat and eat and eat non stop. While the rest of us, ate a plate of bee boon and a pathetic chicken wing. Hai and WE HAVE TO PAY $8 for that. hai. UNFAIR.

Prayer Called. 16052007

2007-05-16T07:39:00.000-07:00

I was so impressed with blogger.. It finally got back to the same shape i first came in haa.. fianlly i can add some pictures properly. FINALLY. Will add lots of pictures soon. Be Prepared okie everyone..

Send a message out today. regarding meeting on Friday at 1030pm at serangoon garden with my beloved TENNIS TEAM. Miss lots of them so much haha.. that why i planned to organise this meeting and also maybe i will damn busy soon i.e. every saturday and sunday will be burnt soon haha.. Time really files. Lot of things happened this year.

1) Traffic Summon/fines $130 for crossing a stupid double white line on express way
2) Accident : $300
3) Spolit import phone : $800
4) VALUETRONIC SHARES TILL NOW: $300
5) LESSON LEARNT : PRICELESS

hahaha... stupid hahaha.. now you understand how my bank went broke hee.. need to do something about this!!!! ARGhhhhhh... Anyway i am really missing my best pal cum buddy "kenny". Thinking back, i know kenny and eugene for like 15 years le haha... went for prata supper almost every week. Even thou we do not do everything together but if there is problem, we always tell each other (mostly girls kind of PROBLEM). Still remember when eugene and kenny got their girlfriend haha.. BOTH of them exactly come to my house and ask me what to do... DAMN FUNNY.. they are really my best of pal sia. Miss them lots.

O ya, a quick update here. haa. Feel kind of sick recently. Been coughing for days and my throat really cannot take it anymore le. Even my stomach feel bit painful now. Eventhou the pain is unbearable, i went to swim today hee. Swim non stop for like 15 laps (miss count actually hee!!) then went back home to rest. Don't scold me ya.. I can't live without exercise now. hee.

Mr Jordan yesterday wrote me a comment on friendster. Here is what he wrote.

"To all lonesome and hunky dudes out there, you guys might not know, but hey elvie here is a real loving boyfriend (if you know what i mean).. drop him a photo and your contact number and who knows you might just get lucky.. anyway KL was unforgettable elvie! thanks.. *winks* Pervert opps.. i mean Brothers Forever! "

hahaha.. So funny right haa.. Jordan is a brother from NS haa.. know him when i am in NDP office haa. and guess what, the days in KL with all of them(wk, hq, leo, ben, gerard, jordan, alvin) is one of the most unforgettable times in NDP office. Maybe there is nothing to remember now le. Only shits hit the fence now!! No more fun anymore. hai

Ops. when i was writing this, i was praying for a lot of people. Theresa's dad, joseph's buddy - victims from the crash in taiwan and my family. everyone. Really hope all of them are fine.

*Silent for 5 minutes. Praying time

wOndering 15052007

2007-05-14T10:35:00.001-07:00

Wondering whose feets is that? hahaha.... don't worry is not my new girlfriend haha.. (told you all le, i won't be finding any), is just some random pictures i find from my collection to spice up my blog haha.... Anyway these feets belong to me(left) and and a girl(whom i shouldn't name haa). Nothing much la...

Anyway, today was a day of accomplishment. haa... went to camp, do lots of things for example the invitation list etc etc then went off at 5pm to bishan to meet long. haaa... We went to bishan for some dinner, get a phone from a person who make me waited for 2 hours and the ultimate motive - to get a new spec. Guess what, i got a new spectacle from Koolook which cost me 270 hai... SO EXPENSIVE. Brand name Police. I really don't know if it is nice or not - coz most or all of the time when i buy my spec, my mother is there to give me opinions. But this time she is not. haa.. Long bought a 299 oakley spectacle hai.. is only 20 dollar different but i guess i don't suit oakley that well. we spend around an hour or so to finally choose the spectacle(thou i think the one i choose is still not up to my standard haha but guess is alright la.).. am thinking also whether to make contacts or not!!! haii CONFUSED. Spend too much money is not a good thing. hai. Need to save up for University. hai.

Soon later after we went back home, i went to jog after talking to my beloved amy mei mei. * STay happy ya mei mei... Always see you happy one. haha... Anyway, was talking to her if we should go for fishing one day so that we have a brand new activity other than tennis to play with haa.. O ya, Maybe we can even go out to sea to fish one day. Who knows sia!!! haa...

Poor me, i ate my dinner at 11 reaching 12. ate a burger and a bowl of maggie mee. hee. Hungry!!! should have ask jie jie theresa for some supper haha.... feel like pinching someone cheeks now haa. HOW! anyone? hee WK Please keep quiet for this!! not interested to pinch yrs. haaa

Learn a new word again haha

Copulated - to have sex.

learnt from the book i read from popular bookstores. haa

Pork Chop with Fish (Steam i think)

2007-05-14T10:32:00.001-07:00

13-05-07_1856, originally uploaded by elmoesheaven.

Damn nice sia. This is one of my grandmother's western food store food.

Mother Day Special..... 14052007

2007-05-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

Is life really not worth anything? or is it worth a piece of gold? sliver? Life is like a 2 sided face of a coin.. i believe that mean just a YES OR a NO. so easy right? why so many people in life make it so hard to understand and why so many people struck in between and hurt everyone else. I don't know why am i saying this. Maybe because a lot of people in the world is so indecisive including me! Hate myself for being this way.

Anyway, a quite update, It was mother's day yesterday and guess what, we did not go anywhere special, just a coffeeshop in CCK. Why lehz? BEcause my grandmother open a western food store in CCK blk 329A (hopefully i never say wrongly) and my parents went down to help with the business. (coz my parents scared she cannot cope, partly due to the fact that my grandfather just got out from operation and cannot really walk). In any case, having something to do is better than nothing to do at all. doing a business is better than doing nothing and the money in the bank keeps going down haa.. O ooo, will posted pictures of my grandmother food soon haa.... Yummy.. The fish is so nice and freshed.. just like Secret recipe. Trust me.. If anyone of u is free - go try out. Nice nice... Mother day, my sister and i went to buy a cake and guess what, we cut it at the coffee shop when the business tone down a little haha... So public sia!!! wonder what will the rest of the mother thinks. !! should have ask all the mothers from the coffeeshop to join us. hahaa.. Do some PR - so can get some free drinks or food next time haha.. That how me and my family spend mother day ba!!!

13 May 2007

2007-05-12T22:12:00.000-07:00

Went to sentosa yesterday for some lifeguard training, more to see how the juniors is training now haha.. Was totally disappointed with them. Maybe is because Yw is there, coz he is always on the lookout for other people mistakes. What he said is true actually! They dilly dally walk in, late etc etc. They are really thinking they are going sentosa for relaxation. ARGhhhhhh cannot take it. Even when the president says count to 10 to fall in everyone, they all just dilly dally. hai. totally no discipline at all. ( i walk toward the president and ask him i thought u say count to 10 and he pumped them immediately haha) Anyway, it was a fun day for me, i didn't really bother what they are doing thou.. I just went swimming in the sea with long, then went to jog with my junior wei zheng and ben all over sentosa.. around 5km ba i think. quite a nice jog i think.

soon later me, yw, long, shawn and weizheng went to bath and headed back to shore for lunch at seam im. AFter that, me and long went to shopping at vivo, wanted to buy a shoe bag and some clothes (but in the end bought only one polo T). Luckily, i saw the ZAP thing and ask long to try (coz my HP no gprs) if not, there won't be any DISCOUNTS for my shirts at F Men...

Shit, shouldn't have meeet yw and shawn again to go meet mummy mabel. hai. Damn boring. there should have better things to do haha. Mummy mabel really change a lot lo. hai... As if i do not know her anymore. In any case, it was a damn boring nite. We have our dinner at habourfront then went home straight as we are damn tired. then, i and yw have a battle in warcraft haa... finally someone new to challenge. He won me the first match, haa never put in much effort to play the first match, want to see his playing style haa... and damn he is a ranged hero and i alway get a melee. Second match is the real one haha.... 8 Love haha... killed him 8 times haha... in any case, is just a game. After that, i called manu to come out for a drink because i think he needs someone to talk to but he thinks is too late le. ARGhhhh.... Damn sian with my life.

11052007 - Confront the brutal facts yet never lose faith.

2007-05-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

Oh OH Oh, was trying to load some pictures up just now because blogger's doesn't allow me to do that.. something god damn wrong with my computer. haa. anyway i loaded quite a number of pictures just now - namely my tennis buddy rachel and sherlin (at St James), my drawing when i am damn bored (copy one - i am not an artist haa), the picture with the young little cute boy who loves to sit on my lap and the ultimate sentence of the day - if you are bored, is not our fault. haa.... so many things to write today. Went out with manu, shuan and Hanqin just now for some prata dinner, and guess what i call, one egg and one cheese and GUESS WHAT THEY COME OUT AS - one big prata with egg and cheese all in the same prata haa.. Stupid. The whole dinner, manu was talking about Zouk, and i guess he is there now. O o, he called me just now saying that he has no mood to do anything (refering to the artwork, booklet thingy) because the NSF that got burned in Taiwan is one of his good friend, a very close friend. hai. i feel damn sad now also le. He told me one of his friend called him to tell him the news and that his friend is 30% burn. hai. *I am praying now... Really hope he is alright. And manu too.

Life is really quite unpredictable but we have to face the brutal facts sometime but always remember not to lose faith. hai. Friends will be there when you need them, i believe i have this kind of friends too. People like eugene, kenny, junlong - people i know since sec school....

*Manu, if you need me just called me k. Be right there for u.

Anyway, i am going sentosa tomorrow for training haha - actually not training, just to see see look look. hee. Is the Singapore Polytechnic Lifeguard!!! Ops, forget to tell you all, i am the captain of SP Lifeguard when i am in SP. haha... i am not fit at all, in fact i am damn fat now.. * fatty bom bom haa... was talking to yik hao just now for a min haa, he says my training is crazy one haa. Err... i don't know lehz. Jana also said the same thing. hai. don't know la, i miss the days i was trained by ERIC (captain when i was the trainee) and jeffery (my MASTER) haa... Really miss them all. They are super nice nice people lo. Really miss SP days and NYJC days. All my good friends, all over the place now.

Army is no longer like army now. I feel so sad for singapore now. YW was saying commando don't sulate officers. haa... and that commando cpl equivalent to a 2 bar officer from the infantry. i was so sad to hear that lo, not because i am an officer but because for Singapore. Is seems like the army is changing into an army of no discipline, no respect of higher ranks etc etc. I really hope i can change the army into a decisive force - the real decisive force of discipline etc etc. Old school thinking you might think. But did you ever think what if there is a real war. (think bit far thou). What if there is no discipline in a force. What if the man doesn't listen to higher orders anymore. - The country will fall, and singapore will no longer survive under the tense environment around us. *Sound so angry now. hai. I guess this is because of MAJ Ong, who instils in us 3 words and that is "FOR THE COUNTRY" that cause me to feel so angry ba.

Army has really thought me a lot of things. It trained my "WILL" in doing something (never give up), it also trained my tolerance level but not patience level. ADVANCE AND OVERCOME.

Anyway, i will posted more photos tomorrow.. Classic!!! haa.

Was looking at some unknown blog.. Now thinking of it now.. haa.. will post up my 10 things soon haaa!!!!
Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little-known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.

05-05-07_2131

2007-05-11T08:43:00.001-07:00

This will strike you will you are bored.. hahahah But you can look for me la.. haha... i be free i guess... I guess la.. haha

04-05-07_2127

2007-05-11T08:40:00.001-07:00

sian look... Waiting for someone. hai...

Little kid and me...

2007-05-11T08:38:00.001-07:00

haha they say i look like father.... coz all the kids come and sit at my laps that day haha..... Here is one of them...

buddy and B1

2007-05-11T08:32:00.001-07:00

buddy and B1, originally uploaded by elmoesheaven.

Promise all to upload pictures of my tennis buddy Rachel and B1 - sherin haa... this is photo that we went clubbing at st james..

Bored Drawing

2007-05-11T08:31:00.001-07:00

Bored Drawing, originally uploaded by elmoesheaven.

haha have lots to blog about today... trying to upload pictures using Flikr.

Good is the enemy of Great. 10052007

2007-05-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

Woo.. Falling sick le.. coughing, a bit of fever etc etc. Even so, yesterday joseph asks me to go to Clarke Quay to take his camera from the service centre (!!!!!! Joseph).. Hitch a ride from AG to chinatown and guess what, joseph make me walk all the way from CHINATOWN to CLARKE QUAY TO FUNAN and we have to wait till 8pm then can collected it... damn it... Feel so stupid. Then soon after we collected the pictures, joseph's friend named shirlin - not sure if it is this spelling haha - came and we have a chat till 11am before we went back home.. SUper SIAN day.

10052007 today, somehow now i feel my life is too/extremely boring... Cannot blog about camp stuff lehz. hai. you might ask why? coz my buddy dominic from BMT got caught for blogging army stuff on his blog and get fined for like $500 plus suspension of leave etc etc. hai sian. o o, today there is very little people in the office, joseph(manu) staying at home to do work, desmond the boy is sick, dominic went Floating platform the whole day, warrant tang and chester was at some meeting, miss wong never came in, shirley and cpt lee went to some lunch meeting in the afternoon with miss wong, AG at hanger 15, BOSS came in with the golf things and left again haha... the whole office today only left me and seetoh and shuan... DAMN BORED, anyway sorry shuan haha.... don't know whether is it boredom that caught between me and seetoh that make us play with shuan's MSN. haha TEMPTATION sia... hee. we went to talk to 2 person in his msn haa... nothing spectacular, just a hi hi hi thingy using "shuan" name.. somehow i think is stupid too. Boredom makes people do stupid thing haa. anywa, guess what, one of the person we picked to talk to is Rachel(not my buddy, is shuan friend), she is someone whom shuan talked to me about... someone who he talks on the phone for every night the last time etc etc.. but somehow he treated her like a friend due to some reasons. Anyway shuan, if you are reading this, i think she is not bad looking, char wise i not sure la. Go for it!!!

Ooooo, Look at the CBOX... MY Beloved SASA da jie is Back from redang... not RENDANG.. haa awaiting to see her pictures sia.. miss her so much haa... but sad, she say there is only one shop down there. JUST ONE. hai.. and there is nothing to buy. she told me redang is a relaxing place, a place to chill etc etc. haha.. o o, heard from manu the beers there is damn cheap haa... I don't like beer hee.. I LIKE WINE more haa. anyway, really hope she had had a great day there. I believe she did actually. haa.

heee didn't know meiyan was reading my blog too... she really surprised me when she left a message at cbox. hee. suddenly i miss lots of people. how sia!!! people like alvin, wk, ben, jordan, leonard, amy, theresa, rachel, the girl, jana, my lifeguard juniors -yik hao they all hahaha, bao chan, kailun, jennifer, lenz, weihong, grace, weijing, esmond, carolyn... hahaha the list go on and on.. hahaa... something must be wrong with me.. MISS PEOPLE SO MUCH NOWADAY

* RAchel - GAMBATTE for your exam and project k haha... BUDDY here give u POWER... haha

There is no place i rather be. 080507

2007-05-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

Was quite a bored day today... go to work, go off work haha... that all. then after work went to RK prata with thana and manu, ate a tissue prata, talk some cocks and went back home. Soon after reaching home, i left the house again and went for a jog around serangoon garden.. you might think is a boring lifestyle right haa!!! ya i also think it is. (not going to deny it!!! haha)

Was talking to Mummy Li min the other day, she seems so stress out with her school work. So ke lian. Good luck for your work k!!! Hee let me introduce to you all my mummy li min , i know her from NYJC, a nice sweet skinny girl from my ex ex gf class - good friend of hers i suppose haha.... (maybe i will placed her photos here also soon haa - but something is wrong with my computer at home), it was from my ex ex that i get to know her. that all for the introduction. LI MIN ya, must eat more k.. you too skinny le la.

O O... junlong is back today from his training in taiwan haha.. 3 weeks sia and guess what, he didn't lose any weight haha... he will killed me for announcing this for him haa. woo, so long le.. 3 weeks le.. hahaa... *Somehow i think i miss her again... Anyway, long is really my best jogging buddy sia... run to orchard with him once and meet bud and jana, so qiao. Anyway long, if you are reading this, be prepared to run a further distance next time k. Is time to run to DOVER, Singapore polytechnic!!!

O O O.... Let me introduce to you another girl... my da da jie.. i know her from Army Half marathon and she is the publicity OIC haa, Guess what is my job - the army side oic for them haha - something like that la. My job is to bring them all over the running route and be the army personnel to talk to people from the army side for them etc etc. lynda jie jie is one of the most extrovert girl i know la.. Super friendly also lo - that why she is my da jie ma. hee... Anyway, i was talking to her yesterday, and we chatted quite a bit, about shouldn't give wrong signal to a guy or vice versa to a girl if you don't like the person or even treat the person like friend or close friend. Got to know her better sia. hahaha.... Her life is actually quite interesting, got to travel so many places and guess what, she is going to Koh Samui TOMORROW. hai... everyone going holiday but i am still here in singapore. hai.

ORD LO....

2007-05-07T10:02:00.000-07:00

Is ORD LO.... collected my PINK IC today haha... went round the whole camp to look for everyone to sign my clearance form, namely CPT EDWIN, CPT ONG, CPT TOH, STORES IC, WARRANT TANG, WARRANT FROM LOG BRANCH etc etc.. hahaha CPL Bryan really helped me a lot to locate all of them..THANK BRYAN.. Was a hectic day running here and there to look for everyone. STUPID Procedures.. But never mind le la.. I got my pink IC le and am officially NSMEN. hee.. In other word civilian. (*Sob Sob - i signed for volunteerily extension for 3 months..). O o, my ORD date accidently fall on Warrant Tang's birthday haha... Cool right hee.. Is like quite long ago since i last saw my PINKY IC..... 1 years 10 months back. Really miss the time i am in BMT.

Today 050707, i meet my BMT Section mates, for the first time in history hahaha, all of them actually fall in thou around 3 of them are of exceptionally late with vaild reasons (they are namely frankie, kee jin and jin xiang haa). Really have a nice chat with my bathing buddy johnny today hee... Cannot take it la. he really thinks like me. We are really alike in thinking... *laugh We went to marina south to have our ord bbq dinner. Suppose to have our dinner at a Japanese resturant in marina square, but the resturant is nowhere to be found after much recce from 7 early birds hee. Soon after our dinner, we went for some kopi or desserts at HK cafe Xin wang in marina square - So nice!!! Guess what, this is where frankie came - and guess what HE IS IN UNIFORM....Really miss all of them i guess. is like 1 year 7 months since i last saw all of them . Everyone actually turned out for this special date of our life. Dominic was saying that we should meet one year once and the next date to meet is 1 year from now 070508. *Everyone must remember ya. Don't forget. haaa. We talk a lot during the dinner, talk about the funny jokes that happened during the BMT life - how johnny and i was punished by SGT ALVIS for talking cock and sitting down during squat position, how wei lun should 1 in malay when he is supposes to say it in english when SGT ask him to count down and how the rests continue with malay... Is totally fun, really miss the life and love the life in ARMY BMT. haaa. ( will posted some pictures soon hee)

We went home about 11.50 and i waited for 156 for like 40 minutes. thought there is no more bus so i got into a taxi and boom boom boom off home hee. When i was waiting the taxi. I suddenly feel lonely again. not sure why - was listening to the song named "Don't write me off just yet" by hugh grant.... Really so nice. Somehow i guess i really miss the girl. I was trying to change the lyrics of the songs to my context. But somehow i think i am not good enough to change it.. The lyrics is really very nice..

It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just my furniture you've re-arranged
I was living in the pastBut somehow you've brought me back
and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet

Is 1.30 am le... Good nite everyone

God doesn't need you to win, he just need you to try.

2007-05-05T21:05:00.000-07:00

Is 2 days since i last blogged. WEnt clubbing with rachel buddy and buddy 1 (sherin) at St James Power House. hee.. Stupid me, forget that there is a bag deposit area beside the toilet. sad sad *sob sob. If not we will be able to unwind and dance like crazy le. sad sad. In any case, it is my first time that i meet sherin. She looked bit stunned when i first say hi to her when we are outside st james hahaha.. Nice girl i will say and like rachel, they loved to take picture of themselves hahaa. They should have taken more than 50 pictures of themselves that day.... We went bellini, sit there for 2 hours and talk cock - topic include everything under the moon - from teacher to nus girl to kenneth to the china girl and guy who is busy taking photo there haha. I stayed quite quiet throughout thou, maybe because i am not used to telling people about my problem the first time i meet them haa.. Sorry Sherin hee... The other half of the time we were waiting around the building and appreciating the structure..(Miss rachel will understand what i mean haa). All this happened on Friday evening hee.

Now, on Saturday, was quite a busy day.. DOING VOLUNTEER WORKs for my uncle, grandmother and joseph.. my grandmother came to my house wake me up early in the morning to help her do some artwork for her banner(her newly western food store at cck - go visit if any of you have time k- open next saturday).. hhaa(I hate graphic). Soon later, my uncle came with another artwork for his mini market haha.... Then AGain, JOSEPH/MANU came with his lappy so that i can fixed it for him. DAMN angry all treated me like free labour haha. Hai... sad. However, i was left alone the whole day doing all those volunteer stuff. hee. Hopefully they will appreciate what i do sia.

-SOmehting interesting. hee... Went swimming in the afternoon... and saw a post card that all my friend will tell me i guess. Guess what it wrote on the postcard. hahaha

IF YOU're BORED, IT's Not OUR FAULT... (will load pictures of it haha)

HOW INSPIRATIONAL!!!!! hhaha to my surprise, serangoon stadium is up and running again. people are running on the tracks le.. thought is will take a year or so for the track to be renovate. haa.

Sunday Morning - Was talking to theresa..and guess what - SHE IS gg to RENDANG.. so nice.. how i wish i can go also. hai. sad sad. I think i will go after national day ba.. Cool..

Why i wake up so early ? hai. irritated by my uncle's persistent in calling haha and also maybe because i have not finish the stuff he asked me to do ... Is suppose to be a sunday.. relax day for me. hai.. been working saturday sunday.. sad sad... Maybe feel so tired and bored because i never enjoyed doing graphic.. Love it more if is programming hee. Went serangoon garden in the afternoon with joseph and meet theresa to pass her the SONGS disc.. haha... Going to miss theresa for 4 days hahaa... No one to entertain me le haha..

WAs talking to eileen - my long lost friend from SAJC haha...... heee. so long never talk to her, really miss her.. it was like 5-6 years back since i talk to her on the phone... nice feeling.. we talk a lot today and then i realised, she also like MUSIC and LYRIC like i do.. hee. so sweet.. cannot forget the songs "way back into love", is like replaying over my head for 1 months. Have a really nice chat with eileen today. She is going to graduate from nus soon le, so nice. How i wished i can graduate from uni with a blink of my eye.

Learnt another word today hee...

Ad nauseam - repeatly and to an annoying degree.......

The Grass is always greener on the other side.. 040507

2007-05-04T02:09:00.000-07:00

"The grass is always greener on the other side"

Was reading the mail leonard send to me when he left the army or the office to be exact. Kind of miss him now. Is like yesterday when all of them leave the office. Alvin, WK, Ben, Gerard, Jordan, Leonard - REally miss all of them. The days when we play DOGA (DOTA LA- all of them should know what i mean) and the days when we played doga and leo grumbling about us playing, the day when we went to KL for a office retreat, and the day we went for breakfast and lunch together. You can feel the closest in the office last time. Now, is a totally different thing already. Hanqin busying looking at his stock, seetoh busying with him work that never seems to end, joseph still as playful, shaun forever blur blur haha and lastly not to mention the marvellous desmond who is always so persistent. Even now, thana seems to be too busy with his new GirlFriend...Nowaday, shuan seems to be the only one who play dota with me in office. AAAAAHHHhhhh.. Feel like shouting now. Feel like listening to some loud music and get out of life. Now, i understand why sometime "the girl" likes to be in her own world. Even my ex likes to be in her own world (but i bring her out). All this is because life is far to painful to be in. I guess i am a confused person. Never feel so confused in my life. Sometime i am pondering why God always take away those people i am close with.

Kenny - My ultimate best friend - Who is in Australia now studying
Alvin, wk, ben, gerard, jordan - All my good friend from the army
Wong, peng siong, johnny (my bathing partner), ervin, dominic - can't forget last time sia- damn fun
the girl - Been avoiding her eventhough i like her.
My ex - i believe i still miss her but the moment i remember the way she hurted me, i hate her.

Anyway, next week is suppose to be my ord (070507) but guess what, i be extending for 3 months till 100807 (1 day after national day 07).

Thinking back on my army days. The days in bmt, the days in ocs, the days in engineer CTW and the days in show committee. I believe BMT is the one that gave me most of the memories to take back if i leave the army (was thinking of signing on and get a SAS). PLATOON one section 4, my bmt's life was full of fun people haha.... Peng siong - the veggie(he was damn fit last time lo haha), wong - one of the funniesst person in the section, never failed to bring the section to laughter and the one that always bath the lastest in the section haha, johnny, my ultimate bathing partner - we always share the bathing thing together because the bathing area is always full of people, Dominic - my buddy - the most garang soldier i ever know, he is the one that helped me the most i guess, never failed to cover my butt when i covered his haha.... Koon Chian(KC), the ultimate wenhan buddy (i think he thinks wenhan is god hahaha). and wenhan - our platoon second best so you can imagine la.a AAGHAGAGGHAAAAaaaa feel like shouting again... Really miss those days.

I guess i have left too much things in me and my brain. I can feel the weight in me now. hai. Actually to tell you(blog), i really hoped to find someone who can listen to all my problems but hard la, even my gf i don't say everything. hahaa... i guess i just want to care for someone. Don't know what i am talking le.. tired

5 stars Arising !!!

2007-05-03T04:26:00.000-07:00

Good day to everyone haha.. Guess where am i writing this blog. OFFICE.. is 7.30pm already and i am still in office. Sad life right.. anyway was kind of a busy day, went to Singapore Press Holding and Mediacorp for media dialogue (actually just sit there la haa). Comdr was the one that present the presentation. All i have to do is to make sure the video that i have done WORKED. haha.. The first session went haywire thou, CPT Tay went ALT TABBING out and click the video which screwed the session up . Comdr jokingly AWARDED him with 2 EXTraS.. Damn funny when you see the comdr say that. Soon later after the mediacorp session went well, comdr told him "good job CPT TAY ahha... your 2 extra cancelled haaa".. Damn funny la can !!!

Anyway, i was with miss wong the whole day. She treated me to eat the whole day haha.. making me damn fat now..Thought CPT Tay will treated us today but in the end we went dutch. then later around 4pm, we went for some prawn noodle. (initially i just went there to eat Goreng Pisang but miss wong ordered the whole type of prawn noodle that she want so ended i have to sacifice to eat up the noodle). * FULL ...

It is around 5pm when we reached back camp. Guess what, saw boss and he asked me how is it? haha... and to my surprise, comdr had already tell him what happened haa.. and to my surprise again, he thanked me for doing the flash for him when he left for another meeting. (Quite surprise when he thanked me thou, coz he seldom thanks anyone). *Bad ME

RanCorousness... 03052007

2007-05-02T10:28:00.000-07:00

Nothing much really happened today.. was reading a blog from someone i do not know. it wrote "gained your trust and came into your world but i left jus as abruptly and hurt you where you felt the safest".. I feel so sad to look at this message from someone to someone (the English is so good). It was someone's blog that i felt love, sweetness, hatred, lies and bitterness. I really hope to be love by someone again and so i can share everything with that special someone. (but somehow, i stopped looking or rather choose to stay single - scared the hurt and pain that i have to go through again!!!).

Is a long time since i last felt love, even family love is sometime i guess i do not have. I never feel happy, was just forcing a smile on my face everyday. (that how i survive). Working working and working is what i do to forget the pain sometime. I guess somehow i need peace, somehow i need some quietness. (that is also why i choose to stay at border nowadays to read any novel that interest me).

Today was the 4th Show Commitee meeting and finally the flash video that i have done is cleared by boss and comdr. Feel quite happy thou. but tomorrow meeting should be a long one. A long long meeting. After the meeting, i went off with MANU for some supper at RP - PRATA along yio chu kang road ( strange - why ain't we eating PRATA off jalan kayu road which is SUPER near our camp haha). Soon after i reach home around 11pm, i was talking to rachel, meiyan and miss wong on msn then went for jog and came back around 12 midnight.. HEalthy lifestyle !!! I want a hug now? anyone? hai ...

Learnt 1 new word today -

RAncourousness - Quality of state of feeling bitter

This words was learn when me and thana feel too bored to listen to what we should listen.. i.e. Play a fool during the meeting la SIMPLE haha.. Thana remember ya - don't stick on to your gf too much ya.. if not the consequences will be drastic in the future. Forget to intro. Thana is one of my best friend from the army, an officer from infantry and the security officer of our camp. But now, i am higher rank than him hahahah.... like manu always say "KNOCK IT DOWN" haa.. sorry sorry.. guess i am too tired le.. gg to sleep now le.. nite everyone.

LAST MINUTE...01 MAY 2007

2007-05-01T07:04:00.000-07:00

Is a BoMBING LAME day today (Meiyan knows what is this haha)!!! so hilarious!!! was out with meiyan the whole day today, meet her at vivo and we talk quite a bit. initial plan was to LAI KOPI but ended up shopping. Walk up and down vivo then went to ORCHARD and have dinner at swensen.

ULTIMATE: Was telling meiyan that we should all last minute do our work. Why!! Because it takes only one minute to do it!!!!

ACtually we bought nothing today. just chit chatting away when we window shop haha. We will having our dinner at orchard swensen today. Guess what, i was showing meiyan how to tie a knot on the cherry stalk in our mouth hee.. nothing better to do.. hahah Unforunately i can't do it in such a short time i guess.

Meiyan was telling me about the "GIRL" that i once or still liked. She say she is a strange, weird and a stubborn person who make use of people(only when she needs them she will call them). In addition not many people like her during JC days, always alone etc. Even theresa don't really like her too i guess. (soon after i reach home, am talking to amy on msn - and she asks me to stay away from her too) - STRANGE day ( guess i should really stay away from her - which i am already doing so)

Soon after we ate, we went to heeren to continue our shopping, to paragon then to CK TANG. hahah... long day.. We officially end our shopping journey at CK Tang.. haha... Great day today.

See The Edge 30 Apr 07 - 1 May 07 12:56am

2007-04-30T09:55:00.000-07:00

Today was a busy day for me. rushing down here and there. And the most fear thing to do in office is to present something to BOSS (He is a hard nut to crack). Till now, i guess everyone has gotten a reprimanded/rebuke from him. Never failed to see him angry if it is not what he wants. How to descibe boss? Demanding? or just irritating? Selfish? Never care about other people feeling? Actually, sometime he is quite nice and caring. Forget to mention, he is a ULTRA SUPER ULTIMATE Beer lover.

O ya, guess where i go? I went to chinatown today to jason tan studio? wonderful place i guess but bit o Piang. I actually spend 25 minutes walking up and down Tregganu Street to find his place. Is so complicated!! Great!! How should i describe Jason then. A long hair ARTY Look (if i never forget) and he sounds so friendly!!! (Maybe because i am too friendly). Anyway, right after passing him what is needed, i travel down to PlAZA Singapura for a stroll. STupid, silly me i guess. I actually went to look for the Feder-Bear when BUBBY had already went down and asked about it. I really hope to find one of it. Here is an image of the bear. Rachel and i love it a lot. haha I guess this is why we are buddy ba haa..

I only have one word for this little thing - "CUTE". I think i sound like a girl sometime *GRINZ... haha Ops Guys shouldn't GRINZ. HO HO HO.

O ya, forget to tell everyone i am offically a LTA from 1 May 2007 haha.. finally promoted le haha.. long waiting. I can't believe this, is so unfair when PTP batch got to promote first and the fitter enhanced batch have to wait for another month to get another Chocolate bar. Not that i care, but an increase in the allowance is something every NSF looks forward to every month. (Not that much thou).

Tmr is labour day, wonder what should i do tomorrow !!!

I was wondering to post this or not because i think i really miss the girl that i know for 6 years and went out for 2 weeks. to be exact we went out for 7 times in 2 weeks(if i am not wrong). She too is a hard nut to crack (a even harder nut than boss). Not been talking to her nor sms her for 3 days le( i even delete her msn). Hopefully i can forget about her and move on with life. Is not a very good thing to miss someone so much and nothing can be done about it (i choose not to do anything anymore). Somehow i guess she has hurt me and somehow i guess life will be better if i don't go for things like this anymore. somehow i feel hard to move on. Somehow i feel being used.

So many somehow!!!! Frowned again.

O.. was reading this MR HAPPY kiddy book 2 days back. It teaches me one thing when you meet MR MISERABLE that is to bring your lips to the edge and you will smile again... I will smile thou is hard. Have alway been smiling even thou i am sad because i don't wanna to bring my miseries to other.

MOST BORING IDIOT AWARD... 29 April 2007

2007-04-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

Saw someone blog and she wrote this....

Some things are just not worth it
Men who treat you like crap
Men who treat you like crap and neglect you
Men who use you
Men who use you like a toilet
Men who use you like a toilet, and think of you only to relieve themselves
Men who use you like a public toilet only for convenience
Men who cheat on you
Men who make you cry because of their selfishness

I was totally stunned by it as she seems as if she hate all the men in the world.. Laughing stock i guess. Should men say/refuted anything? Why do men treat you like crap - coz they are irritated by female? Why do men neglect you? I guess this is quite contradicting because female seems to be the one that neglect guy when they are busy (well it all depends to the girl or the guy). MEn who use you? i will not refute this because i don't think it is nice to use other people. Toilet issues? i don't think guy should do that either but can i add a point, what about girls? do they do that too? Men who cheat on you and men who make you cry because of their selfishness? Girls CHEAT too!!!! and i personally know a few.

Kind of hate the way it is wrote. The person is only thinking in her point of view. Guess somewhere in the world, guys are also cheated and used by girls. Anyway i guess is alright, is just words.

O ya, Today for me seems to be quite fulfilling. WEnt for tennis training with rachel (tennis kaki) and ate wantan mee with coach. (HE TREATED US!!) Then went to royal plaza to get MISS RACHEL's Mother birthday cake.. Ops forget to introduce this buddy of mine, She works in royal plaza as a HR executive...She has a Super Sharp tongue la. (Don't scold me!! ) AS a employee of royal plaza, means she enjoys lot of discounts when come to buying cake(not just cake i suppose) from the resturant in royal plaza. Soon later after we collect the cake and send coach back to pines, we went for some window shopping. Guess what, I bought a pair of tennis shoe from PRINCE. Sound so HAPPY right!!! is just a pair of tennis shoes which look relatively normal. The only thing that attracts me is the price.

I was so guilty when rachel called me and tell me the birthday cake had melted. "IS LIKE A POOL OF WATER" she said. i was so sad because of the fact that i am the one that suggested going for some window shopping and left the cake in the car. *FROWN

After Rachel went back home, i went to border alone. Grabbed a book by zadia smith "My autograph Man" and sit there for an hour haaa... so funny la. The story was talking of a mischievous boy name ALEX (whom his mother present him with the most boring idiot award for saying something damn LAME). is damn hard to explain here but i was laughing out loud when i was reading the book....

Kind of miss her (she is the one that introduce me to the author)!!!

If i have you......28 April 2007

2007-04-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

TOday seems to be the most boring and inefficient day of my life..... Learn 2 words today..

Somatisation and the archilles heel hahaha...

Was talking to meiyan just now, then i realise that today i am suppose to go NYJC for some anniversary thingy. hahaha But i guess is alright thou i am quite bored for the whole day. Anyway, i spend the whole day packing my messy table, cupboard and change the fengshui of my bed. Look much neater now i guess.

During my course of achieving my goal of a neater room, i came across a lot of things, a lot of memories from the past. Namely, photos (Rachel - from pck, NYJC school magazine, and my ex gf photos). Sometime i feel so lost and sad and feel like crying. I guess that is just part of my life. I guess is time to pick myself up and move on. IS time to move on. Is time to search back the past me, the confidence me and move on like a MAN.

I think i am just thinking a lot this time. Since this year started counting down, i have been down on luck, quarrel with my parents, breaking off with my gf, losing money in shares, losing money on phones, been into accidents and got a summon for driving across the DOUBLE WHITE LINES, never been so unlucky........ NEVER. I really need some strength from god.

Next, I was also talking to rachel (my Buddy) hee... She is totally like me. Bored to death today.. we talk for the whole day today then stop then talk again.. Talk about everything under the sun - food, tennis tmr, teacher blar blar blar. the list go on haha. She is like my listening ear now, I will definately tell her everything.

Was looking through something today and came across this song... "I am not alone"

You are not alone
I'm be your side
And here with you
Is where I'll always stay
Through the darkest day
We will find a way
No matter where we go
No matter what we do
I believe in you

The words i feel
Don't alway show
But in my heart
I want the world to know
You;re my strength, my light
Guide me through the light
If all i ever do is spend my life with you
I can make it through if i have you

The world was ours
We never had a care
Our dreams were all we have to share
And through the years
We've dried each other's tears
We've laughed along the way
Found joy in everyday

If I have you,
If I have you,
We can rebuild
Our Castle in the sky
You're my strength, my light
Guide me through the night
If all i ever do is spend my life with you
We can make it through
If i have you
......

Sleepy le. Take care everyone

Busy Day - Friday 27 April 2007

2007-04-27T22:34:00.000-07:00

Friday, suppose to be an off day today but have to go back to camp, a boring and sad day i guess. Was doing a flash trailer for boss for some special events(not suppose to say) and at around 6.20pm they(10 lions for the SAF) came and i have to make some changes and work all the way to 11pm (no life). haha... Didn't have my lunch and dinner so decided to ask eugene (my 15 YEARS best friend) to go for MURTABA (not sure if i spell correctly thou), the hot and crispy MURTABA from Serangoon garden. Really miss KENNY who is in Australia studying now (MY ANOTHER 15 YEars BEST FREN cum winning eleven buddy). Should have ask my buddy(RACHEL) to come garden to eat but i guess she will think it is too far for her unless she has car... So nice of her to call me when i was doing my editing to ask me to meet her and her friend for a movie cos she know i am quite moody lately.

Let jump to another issue in my life haha... not sure what is it also. hee... i guess is just another girl that came into my life which somehow i hate and like at the same time. i guess i am being used by her somehow. never feel this way at all. (she has the power to make people do things for her)

You never know what a person can do. Guess she is just going to be a friend which i will try to avoid from now onwards haha. TRY!!! hahaha (However, i hope she will stay happy thou)

eLmOe - All About me

2007-04-27T22:14:00.000-07:00

Hi Everyone,

This is eLmOe. I don't think is nice to put my name here thou. hee!!! Have always think that blogging is a girls' thing but somehow everyone around me is blogging (I MEANT GIRLS) haha. so i thought i should also try out cos somehow i think is easier to talk to a computer than to a person. My buddy is the first one that intro me to blogging i guess. Saw her posts (200 over sia) all the sad and happy memories from past. Impressive.

Anyway, Let me introduce myself, eLmOe, in long stand for Elvin (which is my name!!!) with a sexy mole (on my face). * This name was given by someone who i will try to forget soon i guess.. I am a Happy go Lucky person. However, my life is always on the down side and has never been lucky at all so you can imagine the posts i am going to post here will be full of saddness and miseries.

Let be happy first ba, i am serving the army now as a officer in the National Day Parade SHOW COMMITTEE and will be heading to NUS to further my study in Computing. Love it and was lookign forward to it so much. Most of my friends say i am a friendly person, and hopefully i can know more people during my life in University.

Life to me -

A boardgame - roll the dice and wait for the rules to change
A River - slow and steady and leave all the stones behind (*Leave all the saddness behind)